Abigail

Abigail Jul 2018

Am I selfish for wanting you to stop something you enjoy?
Why do I feel selfish for it.
I feel like I’m going to lose the person I’ve always wanted.
I don't have much to say, that's a shock.
I want to cry but I can’t.
I feel selfish.
I just wanted something for the better.
I had a problem with something that you enjoyed even though everyone,
Said it was bad for you.
I knew you were still going to do it after I asked you not to.
Why?
Because I know it's hard to stop.
I know that, I don't know why I tried to limit you.
I feel like the bad person.
Everyone always saya that to change something, you yourself have to want it.
I knew you didn't want to.
Now I feel like this might be the end of us.
Am I selfish for wanting the better for us?

I'm a very sad person

Abigail Jul 2017

The aged

We hear the stories of the aged and their lives.
Their stories are legends to the young.
But they have a new type of life style they have begun.

We hear the stories of the aged and their lives.
How they go on about their past like it happened yesterday.
They love to see another day.

We hear the stories of the aged and their lives.
Just hoping to see another day with the people they love.

Abigail Jul 2017

Depressed

Why do I feel this way?
I wake up sad and afraid.
Of what?
Well of life that’s what.

Why do I feel this way?
My life feels like it is a charade.
It’s a game that I can’t win.
I feel like I’m the sin.

Why do I feel this way?
Why can’t someone convey to my ways?
They notice the scars on my skin.
No one asks how I’ve been.

First poem.

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