After all those confusing months
Of your back and forth between that other girl and I
Constantly crushing my heart and soul
For you
I thought it was the most brilliant thing when you finally asked me to be yours
But now...
I look back and wish I would have
Told you that you couldn't have me,
That I would never be yours
That you don't deserve me
That I would,
Break your heart
Just once
In return for the numerous times
You broke mine.