why, I wonder, have I become so fragile
when I used to be so strong

why, I wonder, do I see the world as if everyone is against me
when I can break through and see that they are not

why, I wonder, does my heart beat so fast and terror rushes through my veins for seemingly no reason at all
when there is nothing to be afraid of

why, I wonder, can I find so many flaws within myself
which were not there before

And with that I fell asleep

We're
         falling
                in
                   love;
And the rest
is just
science.

I think I'm torn between who I was and who I want to be.
Trapped in purgatory just behind the exit.
I'm stuck in a room with no windows, only doors, none of which I have the keys too.
Somedays I'm so close to getting through one of them. Maybe the key is hidden under a door mat in someone else's subconscious or maybe just beneath my feet.

What is love?
Something that breaks hearts
What is love?
Something you'll avoid if you're smart
What is love?
It's for those who can't move on
What is love?
For those who **** and run
What is love?
Something that's never found
What is love?
Something that will make you drown
What is love?
The worst of the worst
What is love?
The nick name for thirst