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ugly outcast Sep 2013
maybe we are not
so scared of the dark
maybe we welcome it
and the secrets it holds
ugly outcast Sep 2013
why
look,
i know i'm going
nowhere in life.
i've got that.
but why do you have to
remind me?
why is this necessary?
i have plenty of bad
opinions of myself, thanks.
you don't have to add to the pile.
ugly outcast Sep 2013
if
if
i could take
all these feelings
i would burn them.
all of the
bad.
all of the
sad.
all of them.
i hate my
negativity,
but stupid me.
like any
stupid old
hypocrite,
i wallow in
what i hate.
i am made of
negativity.
i have only
negative thoughts.
but these are
only my
thoughts about
myself.
ugly outcast Sep 2013
I'm not very religious
I go to church,
but only because I like
the people there.
I don't pray,
I don't read the bible,
I don't sing songs in His name,
I guess I just don't understand the
concept of God.
I think,
if I were God,
I'd feel lonely.
people asking me for
help.
guidance.
love.
health.
but no one asks,
"hey, God.
how are you?"

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