you said that you loved her
but you broke up with her
you said that you loved her
but you’re hanging out with her
we all thought you loved her
we know the problems not her

broke her heart
to have a time
tell me what’s up with your mind
clearly smth isn’t right with you

count the cards
dealt them twice
still it’s you that gets a nice life
not fair since you’re ruining others

you said that you loved her
you lied to her father
and convinced her mother
that you’d treat her right
well that was a lie

why do you always lie?
cuz you never worked on yourself
or took your bible off the shelf
found another pretty girl
at least you’re taller than her
who’s gonna tell her?
i’m gonna tell her

that you don’t love her
you’re no better than your brother
said you’d work on yourself
well that was a lie

“What do you hate the most?”
“Waiting.”

“What are you best at?”
“Waiting.”

I loved you...
I loved you...
F*ck...
I love you.
I wanted to scream,
but I have no more words.
I wanted to sing,
but I have no more notes.

I want to see you,
but that would burn my soul,
because I miss you more than you do.

I yelled into my pillow,
asking why...
why was I not enough?
Why did we have to fight?

But things are what they’re supposed to be.
I was born to love you.
You were born to be loved; it’s true.

The cards don’t lie; they even told me again
that our love is true, it’s not a postulant vain,
but maybe it’s too late to see,
and maybe you moved to another sea.

But my heart is always open to try,
in this one or the next life,
because our love is true and kind,
and I will whisper your name in the ears of angels until I die.

it’s his birthday  
he’s turning 18 today
i wonder if he’s doing okay
i wonder if his dad still hates him
i wonder the last time he got hit
i hope he never hits his kids
weird saying his and not ours

i know in my heart
that hurt people hurt people
and we both drew blood
but those cuts were never equal
and i try to be strong
but i want to scream
how could anybody do the things you did so easily
and i say i don’t care
i say that im fine
i know i should let it go
i’ve tried
i’ve tried
i’ve tried for so long
it takes strength to forgive but i don’t feel strong

I love you across all of time
any day and any night
so long as by the end your mine
God sent me a sign
that you belong in my life
now I give my love
to you day and night.