People need to start using this word more lol

Remember me when I was happy okay

If you cannot respect me
Why should I respect you?

Do you ever find yourself crying and sad for no reason?

Sometimes I feel so much
That I feel nothing at all
It's like I'm standing under a dark sky
staring at the ground
while the rain water soaks my clothes

I'm scared of loving  
because of you

I JUST WANT TO SCREAM
I WANT TO YELL UNTIL IT SHATTERS GLASS
I WANT TO BREAK SOMETHING
I WANT TO SCREAMS SO LOUD THAT THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD CAN HEAR IT
I WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW ANGRY I AM
I WANT TO SCREAM AND CRY UNTIL MY THROAT IS RAW
I WANT TO SO BAD
but i can't

They come from a dark place in my mind and soul
A place where no one goes

She said he was always staying
When everybody walked away
Now she is gone
And gone to soon
This bitter world had her convinced
that she was not good enough for us
Now instead of living
She lays in the ground
This wound is unable to be healed
I have to words left to say
Cause now she is with Jesus
And not with me

She wasn't afraid of death
I learned that the hard way
She took that gun and she went
How could she leave me like this?
My best friend is gone

I thought we'd have forever
Forever wasn't an option
Not anymore

She tried before but was never successful
This time she was
and it literally broke me

Because now I stare at that empty seat next to me
Now I stare at a grave
the same grace my best friend is buried  
Because this world became too much

She took that gun and she went
How could she leave me like this?

Dear people on hello poetry
Do you think I should tell him I like him, or no
I really don't know if I should

Please I need advice

I'm sorry If I don't speak a lot
I let my writing do it for me
I can let the ink bleed on the paper
I can let my tears fall silently
And I don't have to explain myself to others

Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
Somebody to want me
Until we grow old
Somebody to care
Somebody to stay
Someone who will love me
I want that somebody

Sometimes it's easier to cry
Then to tell you how I feel

Sometimes it's easier to lie
than to tell the truth

sometimes it's hard to smile
When all I want to do is sob

I realize that "sometimes"
is all the time

The day I found out you were gone
I instantly lost all motivation
I stopped caring about things
I stopped enjoying what I used to
I stopped because I was more worried about you
Then I was about myself

You gave away your heart
Told yourself you were okay
Said 'til death do us part
Said you both would stay
Yet there was trauma and abuse
There were things you couldn't say
You made a stupid truce
now you've become a stray

The overwhelming clouds above
Send rain and thunder
In a way it's like love
It makes us wonder

The weather outside is scorching hot
So the water feels amazing
The grass has gotten greener
The wind blows cool air
The summer's heat is still way to hot though

I saw the sun rising
I also saw the sun set

Like every good day
It has to end

This week I cried a lot
I cried because I realized that I will never be able to hear you laugh again
So all I am left with is memories of the times we shared together
I still see you, but only in my mind
I can't ever see you in person again.
still I wish you a Happy Birthday
I love you and I miss you

The stars all have gone dim
And the streets all have filled
The lights Darkened with the night
As People gathered ‘round
To find the last alive
Whoever last was standing
Would be the one to hide
The rest were never to be seen again
During the darkest night

We bleed for the one we love
Both mentally and physically
Some think they are sent from above
others disagree
You fight to keep the light in their eyes
but the light flees
What now?

I write poetry because it's healing parts of me that I thought couldn't be healed.
'Cause it gives me a sense of purpose
Even if it is something that I might not be the best at
I enjoy It
I enjoy reading poetry and trying to figure out the meaning behind the words
I write about my life in hopes that someone out there might relate to it.

She rises with wet hair as she turns around. The night sky full of bright stars is nothing compared to her beauty. The light in her eyes is all he notices, he can't look away. He needs her, and he needs her soon. She doesn't even try to wipe away the water dripping from her face. He slowly strides through the water right over to her. He places his hand on his lower back and he leans in. He whispers "I love you." As soon as she says it back the memory fades.
He opens his eyes and realizes he's back in his nursing home, without her.

I'm terrified that one day I'll make a stupid choice
A choice that will change everything
I'm scared to the point I'm shaking
I feel trapped
I feel empty
I feel so much that I need to let go
Please help me
I'm begging you

They all lost their lives
As they finally went down under
The ship has gone missing
Yet the weather was just fine
Everybody hoped to make it
But the ships were on thin ice
Nobody would’ve known
That laid beneath the water
Soon would be their boat
The ripples soon would fade
The screams would slowly die
But decades later
People would eventually find
A sunken boat beneath the water
With no one left alive

I loved you
I truly did, but our love didn't last
There was lack of communication
There were conversations never had
There were things we hid from the light
And to be honest I wouldn't go back

I can't go back
I wouldn't
I don't think I could if I even wanted to

I always have thoughts that come into my head
They tell me how I feel
I quickly grab my paper and pen
And I soon as I go to write it down
I lost the thought

Holding on is the same as letting go sometimes

You are holding on to somebody you had to let go of

I'm done trying to be kind to you, when you make me so angry

Something you can never get back.

Is there somebody out there who cares?
I feel so alone and I'm scared.
Please somebody help me.
I don't know what to do
I feel trapped.

Remember that time
When you said that you loved me unconditionally?
You said that you would never leave me?
You lied.

You may think that you have reached the end
Trust me I've felt that way before too
But you are unfinished
You still have work to do here on this earth
You haven't reached the end in fact
You've just reached the beginning

See the scars
Painted on her body
Do you see how she hides from the light?
She's afraid if she comes in they will see the faded lines
She's afraid that they will ask what happened to her
When she herself has not yet faced the truth
That this world is destroying her

She thinks that nobody sees her
but somebody does...

He notices her and he loves her
But he could never let her know that
Because he himself is drowning
And he knows that two people
Who are half alive
Cannot be together
Because it will be torturous for them both

Never will I forget the sound of your voice
Or the melody of your laughter
My friend by choice
I’ll remember you far after
Now that we are so far apart
I’ll always know a broken heart
Tell me you’ll be waiting for me
Whenever my time arrives
I’ll look for you in heaven
We’ll meet in the afterlife

What is it like to walk upon the clouds
or to reach the end of the Rainbow
What is it like to be able to walk on liquid
or to rearrange time

I cry every night
I cry until my eyes burn
I cry until all that is left is hollowness

Through the sidewalk cracks it grew
Like a beauty brand new
Through the days of despair
It could never compare
But the flowers were you
And the beauty was too

I am not the sun in your sky
or the stars in your night
I am not your umbrella when it rains
or your light when it's dark
I am not the one to pick you up when you fall
or the one to help you be stable
I am the one you forgot
I am the one you lost

Why do you pretend to like me
Then go behind my back?

Why do you act like you know everything?

Why do you choose other people over me all the time?

Why do you make me feel so small?

Why do you do half the things you do?

You know it hurts
but you feel forced
I know you're struggling
Can't you see
You're crumbling
That relationship is hurting you more than helping you
Why do you stay?
If you want to walk away

Why all of the sudden do you want me now?
After all of these years without any contact
You decided that now I am worth it?

The wind's blowing fast
the seas are raging
The night is full of a watery blast
And the time is ageing
It's hard to leave you in the past
And still hold on
I wish I could go back
to when you weren't gone

Sometimes we feel like we aren't worth anything
Yet we are
We are worth so, so much
I promise

When Things don't go the way you wanted
You blame me
When you cry all night
You blame me
When we fight and you start to yell and scream
You blame me
You say it's all my fault
Maybe it is
Maybe it's my fault because I didn't leave sooner
And for that I blame myself