You don't have to love me
You don't even have to want me
I'd understand

Cause I'm messy
I'm broken
There's no point in hoping
That these words that are spoken
Will go to you

"I promise that I love you"

You don't love me
You love the thought of love.
You fell in love with my face, my hair, my body.
All of which will fade.
I'll grow wrinkly and old
My hair will fall out
My body will age.

I fell in love with your soul...
You still managed to prove me wrong.
To show me that you weren't as loving as I though you were
You showed me that your entire personality was a lie
Terrible lies in a beautiful design

I'm standing neck deep in my sea of emotions
One more wave and I'll drown
One more hurricane and I'm gone

"please"

Vs

"𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦"

The knife in my heart
Sings melodies of death
The world and I are so far apart
And with each jagged breath
The light from this world grows dimmer
I feel like I'm flying
I see a bright shimmer
I think that I'm dying
The blood form my bleeding heart
Is creating a majestic piece of art
Now is my time to leave
I'll see you later
I'm sorry if you grieve
But you deserve far greater

I often feel empty inside
And It feels like nothing has the ability to fill me
Almost like the sea without water
or the sky without clouds
I wait and I wait
for something that can help
But I still feel unimportant

The distance between us is sending grief my way
Yet it wont last for as long as they say
We'll both grow up and we'll figure this out
Neither of us will hold on to doubt
We'll sing songs
And we'll dance
It wont be long
Until we are holding hands
And the melodies of our love song
Will fill all the lands
Together we'll say
Welcome to this glorious day
In which I'll see your beautiful face