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I...I'm sorry I was to late.
I can't stop crying...this feeling it's more than just hollowness. It's the feeling that I wasn't something worth trying for. That I couldn't help you. There's pain and then there is something else that is indescribable. There's just not even a word to describe it. there is nothing to compare it to either. It's just me being beyond broken. I lost you. You gave up before life could really start.

Why didn't you hold on just another day I could've changed your mind. I could've changed it. I should've been there. I should've but I was to late. I was to late. I missed everything. I'm the blink of an eye you were gone.

You left me....I'm alone now... you're gone...the tears roll and all I can do is sit here and drown in my tears I wanted you. I needed you... I still do...
I know depression's hard
But please hold on
Lay down your guard
I don't want you to be gone
I'll be here
I'm here
I don't wanna lose another person
I tried to tell you I'd be fine
I wanted you to know that it's okay
You won't have to leave me behind
But you don't have to stay
Love is something I can live without, but I don't wanna have too
Lately everything has been so much...and I can't take it.
I'm struggling
I only wish that death left no scars
However selfish that may be...
I don't want to feel this way after losing someone
Yet being full of pain only meant that you cared
I want to care, but I don't want to be left with nothing in the end.  

I feel so self centered and selfish
A good friend told me that those who pour out their soul are the strong ones
The ones who hold everything in are the ones who are weak

Think about that...
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