Yesterday I went to your grave
I put flowers down
I hope that you like them
I tried to sing you happy birthday
But I couldn't stop crying
I miss you
I always wonder what you are doing right now
I hope you're happy

After we left your resting place
We went and saw your grandma
She was sitting on the front porch
We talked for a while

I hope that you celebrated your birthday up in heaven.

Remember all the things we said we'd do
Well now I will have to do it without you
That's okay though
I have accepted that
You're happy now up in heaven
I will continue to fulfill all the things that we said we were gonna do
Just to say we made it

I must not be okay
Because I saw you today
You were smiling so much
From ear to ear
I must be dreaming
because you're not actually alive
Your still gone

Though you are gone
You're still my best friend
Happy birthday
It would've been your 16th
But you'll always be 15
I miss you
I'm going to go to your grave today
I have to much to tell you.

Sometimes I feel so much
That I feel nothing at all
It's like I'm standing under a dark sky
staring at the ground
while the rain water soaks my clothes

If you cannot respect me
Why should I respect you?

Please just let me go
Let me just be free
Free from all your lies
And from you’re captivity

Don’t keep me here
Drowning in my tears
Let me walk away
From all this hurt and all this pain
  
Let me see the light
That I thought wasn’t there
Surrender me
Before I surely disappear