You said hello for the first time
Had it pretty good
Until...
Until you had to say goodbye
Because they aren't in this life anymore

I know you will always feel self-conscious, but you need to know that what others think about you doesn’t  matter. You need to know when to move on from a negative comment. Never, ever think you are not good enough or that you have to change who you are to be liked by others. There will always be someone out there who will see the best in you no matter what. You have people in your life that love you and want you to be happy. You want to be able to live life to its fullest, but you can't do that if you are thinking about all those people who have hurt you. Sometimes the best thing to do is to move on, forgive, and forget.
I wish that you could see yourself the way that other people do. You think that others see you in a bad way, but they don't. You are the only one that sees yourself that way. You need to know that you are your worst enemy. You overthink everything, maybe you should think about the positive because that is what everybody is telling you to do, I think you should take their advice.
Always remember that being skinny will not make people like you more. How you act towards others will though. Being kind to other people will help everybody out. Even if you don't feel good one day that should not affect how you treat others. Having respect for yourself is also a big thing. Do not compare yourself to the people around you. The only thing that matters is how you think of yourself. So I'm going to tell you to always remember that you are loved more than you can imagine even when you feel like the whole world is against you, know that you have people who love you even when you feel lost and unappreciated.

From a young age
You have been scared of the dark
Maybe it's because you never know what is lurking there
You never know what is hiding there either
As you grow up you learn that the darkness is still there
Just in a different place
It's in your mind
And you can never get rid of it

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Everybody is different. What does that mean?
It means we have a chance to see things from different perspectives.
It means that we have every opportunity to learn and grow as people.
We can see the world in a new light.
If only we have it in us to look for it.
We need to be kind and be uplifting and helpful.
That is something that everybody can work on
Including myself.

She said he was always staying
When everybody walked away
Now she is gone
And gone to soon
This bitter world had her convinced
that she was not good enough for us
Now instead of living
She lays in the ground
This wound is unable to be healed
I have to words left to say
Cause now she is with Jesus
And not with me

There was not enough time
For me to say
I loved you so much
In every way
Your kindness your love
Your honesty and grace
Will live on through me every day

My best friend
Has gone away
Never again will I see her face
She will live on
But in different ways
How many times will I cry
Or try to hold in pain
For she has gone on
She has gone away