In the most selfish way possible,
I want to break your walls,
Melt them,
And make you mine.

I want to own your smile,
Dominate your sight,
I want you looking my way only,
No distractions allowed.

Your heart belongs to me,
Just like your kisses,
Your hugs,
Your adorable self is what I own.

In the most senseless way,
You can't exist without me,
Just like I without you,
In the most selfish way possible you are to be mine.
By:Jn

Your name,
It's plastered in my mind,
It reminds me of a feeling,
One I thought I lost.

Your name,
Fixes the world around me,
I want to call you out,
For the rest of eternity.
By:Jn

And even for a moment, you stole the show. You took everything and left nothing.....

I keep going back to them, Like they exist forever. Yet I know, they are nothing but possibilities I can never live in and in my own way I didn't want them to happen.......to exist.......

I need them to stop, for me to love differently or non at all......
By:Jn

She already does,
Even in my dreams,
The way,
She doesn't want to leave.

The way,
She wants to always,
Disrupt my rest,
In all manner of ways.

The way the sun,
Rises with her,
Proves that,
It shows her importance.

The way,
Ideas are made,
With her in them,
Like it's a natural thing.

In my life,
She keeps being first,
In a way that,
Is lovely.

My good days,
Start with her,
And bad,
End with her.

She cures the silence,
Like the rain,
With a beautiful rest,
And her calm embrace.

She comes before the good times,
Before the storms are brewing,
She's better than that,
She's best first.

She knows,
I'd keep her there,
So she's kind,
She's gentle.

Maybe also,
Just a tab bit,
Proud of herself,
As she should.

I try not to show it,
Her importance,
To me,
But I think it's late.

She knows,
She understands,
That not matter what happens,
She comes first.
By:Jn

I find myself on a crossroad again,
I don't know what I feel,
And love is the last thing,
I want this to be.

Maybe it's the quiet,
Maybe it's the silence,
Maybe it's the loneliness,
That exists in this moment.

I don't know,
I don't want to feel anything,
I'm tired of it,
I'm tired of thinking,
Especially when the silence screams it's loudest.
By:Jn

For us,
The survivor's,
Here's to a new year ,
A year filled with opportunities.

A year that could change everything,
We thank God,
And we remember those we lost,
They're in our hearts forever.

To us,
The ones who made it,
Here's to more laughter,
Here's to a better future .
By:Jn

And I'd tell u not to listen to my words but that would be a lie. After all I want you and I wouldn't lie to get you. I'd speak my heart out and that in itself........could be a lie.
By:Jn