Sometimes
I wonder if this world is meant for me
We all have highs and lows
but around this time
my mind goes
............
crazy

I don't want to pry
I don't want to be called a lie
but sometimes
I get a nasty tingling feeling
That makes me want to mutilate my *******
and light fire to my veins
anything to stop him from fetishing my young brain

she smiled
but it didn't reach her eyes
the weight of gold
and everything else inside

I don't want your limited time
NO NO NO
no more placeholders

I think i'm done
being there for those that don't deserve me
why would I spend time on someone
if the more time I spend with them
gives them a better shot to burn me

I code my message to fit his rhyme
'cause I savor the moment in which he twists his mind
his heart in my hands
devoured into time
I prosper in the sands of the hourglass

He shot his shot
but it was a shot in the dark