I am here
In this world of poets
From last few days

I tried to write
Tried to show my skills
Some liked
Some loved
Some commented

It gave me boost to write
Motivated to make it right

I read their poems
I tried to find their depth

They had large viewership
They got trended
They got number of comments

Their philosophy is high
Difficult to measure their sky

They have depth in intension
No need to mention
It is already on  HP

I got afraid
I am not writing in their way
They are good writers
They are great poets and poetesses

Where is my place?
Will I have my face?

Inner voice replied
You get a ship to sail
You get wings to fly

No need to measure the height of their sky
No need to measure the depth of their ocean

You just enjoy your flying
You keep on sailing

When you get tired
Sit on the mast of your ship

Enjoy their writings
Enjoy their poems

Keep on sailing on your ship

Milk is spilled
Mixed with dirt
I am helpless

Every appreciation
Fell on desert heart land
No sensation
No spark
Feels like a hook to hang

"I am very lucky
My father is with me
even when I am retired"

I said
"You are very lucky
Not because he is with you
Because he still believes in you"

On my way
Back to home
In front of GMCH-32 CHD
In the middle of road
An old man
With bend back
Stick in hand

Trying to stop the vehicle
Passing by
Few ignored
Few took a cut from his side
His hands were shaking
His dressing sense
tells belongs to a good family

I stopped my car and asked
"Do you need any help? "
I had a close look on his stick
An ID card in safety pin
was tied with the handle of stick
Took my car on road side
He said
"Today is fourth Saturday
Eye OPD is closed
Now I forget my way"

Checked his ID card
Made him sit in the car
He felt safe and relaxed
Things were becoming more clear to him

He started navigating
On the way he shared
few life experiences
Blessed us
Number of times in many ways

On reaching his place
He offered a cup of tea
But I thanked him
by saying
"Next time sir"

I was feeling satisfaction
by taking him to his destination

Prayed to God
"Hold my hand
Leave me at destination
Of your choice"
Although I had question in my mind
Whether HIS choice match with my choice?

He says no good or bad to me

Find Him stand when needs by me

This is His profound love for me

Aroused a strom in the heart of God
Flows his healing powers
In the eyes of your angel
Which flows like miracles
to keep you alive

Every fight and war
Fought for one of three
Woman, land and money

Drawing teacher
Gave human figure to draw
On a sheet in artistic way

Many creative figures of arts were displayed

In between a sheet was found
A human figure was drawn
in a clumsy way

Drawing teacher asked annoyingly
"This is what I taught?
I taught you to draw so many human figures neatly.

What is this? "

Child answered innocently

"My grand father is lying on the bed
I am sleeping peacefully on his chest"

Teacher became unanswered

Wrote a remark
Most artistic human figure I have seen"

I saw you
You saw me
Coalesce together
To love and be loved
Give rise
A wonderful human race

You may call us
Adam and Eve
           OR
Manu and Satrupa
Makes no difference

We gradually evolve together
To find solace in life

Serpents thousands in numbers
Coming out of body
Searching for prey
to swallow the hunger
floating in arre
Few weak few strong
Not finding place
Coming back with ferocious force
Enter in heart thru eyes
to arrest the brain

Painful emotions
Mesmerise and hypnotize
Touch , cut and bleed

Softly touched
Your trunk
You whispered to sit with me
To pour his energy
To melt away all my worries

Am on the circle
Few are inside the circle
Few are outside the circle
I am running to win the game of circle
But I know however the distance I travel
Displacement is going to be zero in the life of circle

Those who love me

I care for those who don't love me

I work for those who are in doubt
to love or not to be

I always keep door of my heart open for those who steps towards me

A leafless tree
Standing in the nook of street
Straight and alone
No joy no thrill

A bird from unknown land
gathered green leaves and threads
Weaved a nest of dreams
On the hard bones

Time passed with the wings of song bird
Nest was full of trilling and chirping sounds

Soft peeping sounds
made unwavering bond
wandering around all the time

All those sounds travelled
in fine lines of tree

Touch of little feathery crowns on the browns
Shaken the dying spirit
to get alive

Nights of chilled winter
ahead
Ready to swallow soft little
chicks

Fading roots of bony tree
pull all it's energy
To **** the nectar from earth
Sent with the force of love
to all it's dying branches

Seen a miracle through the
sprouting buds of leaves
here and there

Innocent and pure vibrations roused the life
from deep sleep

To give them a safe and joyful place to live in

This was the immortal love
between the two

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Again today I got a msg
Two times in last few days
I get afraid to see red dot
on the inbox of HP

First time I opened
As it asked a question
As I clicked
It displayed a pornographic
content
Which I immediately closed
and blocked it as I thought
But again the box is red
I get an alarm
Might be the same with
Sgg name
It really surprised me
It filled me with anguish and disheartened

We all are here
Well educated
Try to present our emotions in nice way
Many questions araised in mind

Is it a member of HP?

Is it an outsider in disguise of member?

Is it a virus in phone?

Whatever is the reason
Try to sought out the problem

Still the msg from Sgg
Is hanging on the box.

Age is not your boundry
Age is not the limit for your success

Age can't stop you for discovery
Age can't stop your artery
to play sport of archery

As you are home for
Age less soul till infinity

On handle of each door
Lock and key is hanged
It's you
How do you use

My daughter has her own interest
She doesn't find threads to
get connected on HP

These days inclined to act and drama in youth fest
of the year

Our interest doesn't match much
She is more idealistic
I am blended with practical
aspect of life

May be due to the difference
of life spent
May be due to values inherited in soul

Its fine
She has her  own wings  and intuition
to fly in right direction

Prays to God lead her through His light and love

To be too good
Too goodness make you too sweet
Too much sweet in body
make you sick
Unfit to do too much work

Too much sweetness in life
attract many unkind people

Attract you to use for their
own welfare
Use you as ladder to raise and forget
Not only use but kick the ladder to make 'it' fall.

All painful
How things end premature
It was a twins miscarriage for me
Very painful for me
Not for any one else
It was me who carried you both in me

Physical pain
Mental break
Emotional set back for many days

Creates gentle music in the leaves
When particles of air rhythm
and dance with the green energy
Poetry of atoms in the strings of air
laugh and giggles
Poetic rhythm in the breath
dances in the form of blissful state
When the poetry of life
breaks the rhythm
Life sleeps in the universe
till the poetry rebirth in it

Watching
Every one is running
On the treadmill of the world

Kaleidoscope makes
Beautiful and unimaginative structures

Children play joyfully and show to their friends

They see in light
They try in dark

I made my kaleidoscope
With broken bangles

They displayed unique patterns
Which always fascinated
and captured

I took out those broken  bangles
To take out few stunning art of angles

But I couldn't find any art
It was an empty part

Those were only reflections of broken bangles
Which were creating amazing patterns

Same as broken heart is more imaginative and creative
In the kaleidoscope of life

These are broken bangles and broken hearts

Which creates a piece of art

On shining
With your magic stick
of writing
To create a piece for
the heart you are looking for

Today at night
See the moon
to catch the reflection of love rays coming from her heart land

Moon itself wait for her beauty to brighten up it's face

Came to knock the door
I mistook as misfortunes

Standing and waited to answer
No answer was given by me

I opened it to check
to sense the silence

It was still there
with the light in hand

To show me the way
Which I missed in my negligence

I hold the torch
to lead the life this time

Khushian spread in my way
nurtured by my sweat and
strong will

Now comforts I feel on the path full of thrones

As I also mastered the skill to change them into roses
for the welfare of others

Body
Is gifted a wooden ladder
To climb to heaven
Before wrapping in golden flares

Body
Should be gifted a golden ladder
Of good actions to self
Before climbing to heaven

She met me in the market
Very busy hot spot

I approached her in a good note
She gave me a faint smile

I asked her
"What is Gopal doing? "
My old student

He met with road accident
Two years back

His spine got injured
He was on bed

She left no stone unturned
She ran for many hospitals

She offered many prayers
She asked for blessings

Only recognised me
Seldom opened eyes to me

He screamed and showed
Signs of pain

One day
Lying beside him
Gave him hug and called
By his love names

I was in the state of
Hypnagogia
Neither slept nor fully awake

I felt he was standing
in front of me
With white bright aura

He told me
"Mummy let me go
I am in too much pain
You are passing through
unending strain

Let me go
Free me from your strong bonds
This body cannot hold
energy of my soul"

He was not responding my calls
He was not responding to
medicines

That day
Before l left hospital room

I whispered in his ear
"I will fulfill your last wish

You are free from my bonds
You are free from my calls

I am ready to free you from all my bonds"

Next morning
He left for his abode

At night
I put my poem in the oven of HP to bake

In the morning I checked

It was ready and crispy
to trend

To see
A South Korean eighty years
Model Choi Soon Hwa
In Miss Universe Korea
An oldest contestant

I sent message to
My sweet and cute friend

What are your plans?
You are much younger
And brainy

You have sparkles
To be a model

Get ready and
Take clippings
In decent poses
Send to your dear ones
Make them smiling

She sent me
A laughing emoji

When I enter in school
A huge big  Peepal tree
Seems to welcome

Welcome by waving
its leaves which are shining

By reflecting the morning light
From perfect smooth height

It will be great!
If angle of incidence becomes
Equal to angle of reflection in LIFE

Your pain take rest in peace
In the shell of your heart
It will grow into a pearl

All your pains
Melt and flow out
From your heart and mind
In these disappearing moments of
Year 2024

Let new aspirations
Flow inside your heart and mind
Grow seeds of calmness and patience in your soul
To get fruits of happiness in coming new year
Happy New Year 2025

A five year old girl
Innocent and pure

Her simple moment of joy
With a loaf of bread
Captured in a photo

Made her a brand ambassador

"A figure of joy"

Created sensation world wide

Enjoy love in life
life in pain
pain is to pass through
Through Pain gain success
Success is reflection
Reflection is mirage
Mirage in life
Life is love for you, me,
everyone.

He was sitting on wheel chair
He was with his heir

On the way to become a skeleton
With very low Keratin

Looking here and there with dim eyes
Holding his chair tight

His son was standing at back
Giving him soft tap

His grandson was standing behind his father's back

It gave a sight
"This is how a life cycle rise"

A silent music in the silence of students
Their heart rhythm more than normal
It feels as if they are in deep meditation
Their pens are dancing with the warmth of breathing
Some pens are doodling on the corner of question papers

Light direction create the double shadows on the wall of examination hall make a unique piece of art

Tick tick sounds of clock seems very fast to them

Life is love
Love is life
Express love in life
Find love in pain
Live for love
Fight for love
Strive for love
Love for love
Die for love
Nothing else

From dark road side of mountains
Passing through the rocks scattered with difficulty

It was eerie and scary night
Winter fog making it haunted

Silent mind and hammering
heart
Shivering more inside out

Taking fast steps to destination
A drunken man made the situation worsen

I picked a road side stick to use if needs
Somehow I reached the known house
Met a boy sitting outside
Asked
"How is this golden boy"

He smiled dimly
Picked up car keys and slipped in the valley

I entered the dark dizzy room
Filled with smoky faces wearing long black suity

They were talking in unknown language

In them a known face was seen
I made the way to reach
He disappeared like vapours

A woman with long dead locks  painted  in ashes
showed me way to a cave

Sweat was dripping
from my face
All was very fearful to bear
My heart was pounding

I awoke in one heart beat
Took a sigh of relief
Thank God
It was just a dream

The window of train
Outside pouring rain
Pitter patter rain drops sound
Make me look around

A woman labourer
hitting  hammer on the rocks to make them small

All pebbles to lay down
between the tracks of rail

To make en route for the life of train
Thousands of people run for their bun or fun

Her child is playing on the track
Unaware of any danger
Running from one track to other

Train is coming with high speed and sound
Child looks afraid
Which makes my fingers crossed
Run towards his mother
Hide in her lap
Which is his lab

Child is playing in danger
Fighting with fear and pain as he fell on track

His childhood is facing the danger in and out

Facing to rising sun
Yellowish orange in colour
Let the tender warm sunrays

Enter in my body's each cell
To loose all tight bonds

And let blossom the lotus of
Nirvana

Pain is shadow of love
When one grows more
Other grows less

Love and pain are inversely
proportional to each other

Spending time with your love make you feel as swinging on crecent moon

You give her ride on the swing of hanging moon
You enjoy each movement of
to and fro

From there refracting the
spectrum of colourful dreams from the prism of moon

Melting away all concerns
Diffuses all time bubbles

Life of love time is as short as water bubbles
But memories are as long as
moon light rays

After so many days
I read your poems
With heart and mind in line
Not to presume and assume
Reading line by line
Opening layer by layer
To enjoy each bite
To reveal every ride
To appreciate those threads
With which woven
Each Beautiful piece of write

Your one question
Created a string of other questions
When
Why
Where
What
How
But as soon as I saw you back
All questions disappeared and I slept peacefully

A girl from class third
Went to the washroom

Came back running
The face was red
Sweat drops were dripping

I asked
"What had happened to your face? "

She answered
"Sun rays have done makeup"