I ain’t ever loved
By people anymore
And I feel that
I just want people
To love me
And at the same
Time I no that
I can’t forse people
To love me
Also I can’t begg people
To love me
Yes I give my love
To my friends
Because I feel good
Doing that

I ain’t ever loved
By people anymore
And I feel that
I just want people
To love me
And at the same
Time I no that
I can’t force people
To love me
Also I can’t bagg people
To love me
Yes I give my love
To my friends
Because I feel good
Doing that

I already seem all the miracle that' God made on people's lives
I already seen people worshiping God
I already seen people praying for each other
I already seen people making new friends
I already seen people who fought in the war for our peace
I already seen people that have mental illness
I already seen people forgiving each other for their mistakes
I already seen the sun shining in the sky
I already seen people hugging each other
I already seen people kissing each other

I already seem all the miracle that’ God made on people’s lives
I already seen people worshiping God
I already seen people praying for each other
I already seen people making new friends
I already seen people who fought in the war for our peace
I already seen people that have mental illness
I already seen people forgiving each other for their mistakes
I already seen the sun shining in the sky
I already seen people hugging each other
I already seen people kissing each other

I will also pay tribute to my friends
After all they have done for me
In each of the journey’s of my life
That I have walked
Some of the journeys have been tough
Others have been easy for me
But without my friends all the journey’s
Would never have ended
So what keeps me here now?
My friends that surround me
In this place
My friends have nurtured me and comforted me
In good times and bad times

I am a believer
Of my father
Because also many
Years ago
He made me
With his holy hands
And placed me here
On earth to live
Also I am grateful
For my father
To have given me
A beautiful
Life here on earth
Father I never sleep
In during the mornings
I get up when the sun
Shine here inside my room
That is what wakes me up
Every morning
And also I am happy
To be alive here on
Earth

I am a believer
Of my father
Because also many
Years ago
He made me
With his holy hands
And placed me here
On earth to live
Also I am grateful
For my father
To have given me
A beautiful
Life here on earth
Father I never sleep
In during the mornings
I get up when the sun
Shine here inside my room
That is what wakes me up
Every morning
And also I am happy
To be alive here on
Earth

The wind helps me to fly
I am a bird that is flying in the sky
During the day
I spread my winds as fast as I can
The wind helps me to fly
I also fly above the sea and the mountains
I also fish for fish in the sea and drink water
When people see, me flying here on earth
I leave them breathless
Some people take pictures of me
So, they can remember me

I am alive
Here on earth
Every single day
Because my father
Keeps me alive
Every single day here
On earth
Also I am  too young to die
I just love my life here on
Earth
And I am living my life to the
Fullest

I am so happy that I am alive
Also I am so happy that I had a good night sleep
Because today I had more energy
Also I didn't had the morning blues
And that makes me happy
I still have my health to take care
And I am taking care of my health every day
I am also taking care of my hygiene
Because that is important

I am alive
Thanks God
I am alive
Because God
Keeps me alive
Every single day
That I am
Living here on earth
Also I must tell you God
That I am also
Very happy to live here on earth
Also  I know that you had made
Me with you holy hands
Many years ago
And I want to thank God
For giving me
This beautiful life
And I enjoy living this life
Every single minute
Of the day
God I also never
Stop praying for you
Every single night
Before I go to bed
And when I go to bed
I shut my mind of
Then I close my eyes
And I drift away
Into a deep sleep
Also all I hear
Is my heart beating non stop

I am alive and breathing
Thanks God I am alive
Because my father also
Kept me alive
Every single
Day here on earth
I just love the life
That my father gave to me
I am living it every day
Here on earth
Also I have nothing to complain
About my life here on earth
Also I am grateful for the things
I have

I am alone again
Living in this lonely world
Sometimes I just need sometime
For myself
Other times I wished that I had more
People in my life
I am the poet
And I need to write poems
Because I express my feelings
By writing down ok a piece of paper
I just love to write
I never get tired of writing
Sometimes I get stuck with my writing
When this happens I put my radio on
And get inspired to write again
I never give up when it comes
To writing
I am good in writing poetry
And poetry is the gift that God gave me
So I must use that gift

People I am always behaving
I don't fight with people anymore
I get along with people
Also I try to keep my cool
Which is hard for me to do
People I can control my anger now
And I don't get mad anymore
I do get frustrated with myself
Sometimes I get angry with myself

People I am always behaving
I don't fight with people anymore
I get along with people
Also I try to keep my cool
Which is hard for me to do
People I can control my anger now
And I don't get mad anymore
I do get frustrated with myself
Sometimes I get angry with myself

I am always there for you
My father
I don’t play God
My father
And I don’t own a gun
Because I am not the person
Who will shot
My people of the same blood
And flesh
Because I would be taking people’s
Lives away
Also father You can always trust me
I never told you lies
I am always telling you the truth
My father
And I am aware that you want to hear
The truth coming from me
Yes father I don’t live alone
In this world
I have also good friends
That built their trust In me
Also, you made my friends
With your holy hands
Many years  ago
And you placed
Then here to live
On earth, there lives
Yes father they are very
Happy living on earth
Also, they are happy
To have me as their friends
Yes father you finally
Gave us the Summer
Now we are living in the Summer
That you broth to as

I am a slave
To depression
Because I have to live with it
And that is a hard thing to do
Also that is a hard thing to keep under control
For me
I am ok in the Summer with my depression
Because I have more energy to do things
And also I get lots of sun
Every day during the Summer
And in the Summer I get lots of vitamin d
From the sun
And I must tell you father
That I love Summer very much
Father it is the Fall that
I just hate
Because you ended the hot days
Of Summer
And I already sad goodbye to Summer
Also all the birds have migrate south
For the Fall
Now every day you bring the cold weather
That I just hate so much

I am a slave
To depression
Because I have to live with it
And that is a hard thing to do
Also that is a hard thing to keep under control
For me
I am ok in the Summer with my depression
Because I have more energy to do things
And also I get lots of sun
Every day during the Summer
And in the Summer I get lots of vitamin d
From the sun
And I must tell you father
That I love Summer very much
Father it is the Fall that
I just hate
Because you ended the hot days
Of Summer
And I already sad good bye to Summer
Also all the birds have migrate south
For the Fall
Now every day you bring the cold weather
That I just hate so much

I am a slave
To depression
Because I have to live with it
And that is a hard thing to do
Also that is a hard thing to keep under control
For me
I am ok in the Summer with my depression
Because I have more energy to do things
And also I get lots of sun
Every day during the Summer
And in the Summer I get lots of vitamin d
From the sun
And I must tell you father
That I love Summer very much
Father it is the Fall that
I just hate
Because you ended the hot days
Of Summer
And I already sad goodbye to Summer
Also all the birds have migrate south
For the Fall
Now every day you bring the cold weather
That I just hate so much

I am a slave
To depression
Because I have to live with it
And that is a hard thing to do
Also that is a hard thing to keep under control
For me
I am ok in the Summer with my depression
Because I have more energy to do things
And also I get lots of sun
Every day during the Summer
And in the Summer I get lots of vitamin d
From the sun
And I must tell you father
That I love Summer very much
Father it is the Fall that
I just hate
Because you ended the hot days
Of Summer
And I already sad goodbye to Summer
Also all the birds have migrate south
For the Fall
Now every day you bring the cold weather
That I just hate so much

I am a slave
To depression
Because I have to live with it
And that is a hard thing to do
Also that is a hard thing to keep under control
For me
I am ok in the Summer with my depression
Because I have more energy to do things
And also I get lots of sun
Every day during the Summer
And in the Summer I get lots of vitamin d
From the sun
And I must tell you father
That I love Summer very much
Father it is the Fall that
I just hate
Because you ended the hot days
Of Summer
And I already sad good bye to Summer
Also all the birds have migrate south
For the Fall
Now every day you bring the cold weather
That I just hate so much

I am broke
But I am happy
Because I needed
To get new clothes for
Me from the
Second-hand store
And I bought lots of clothes
Also, I had spent
$ 400.00 dollars on clothes
And then I became broke
I must tell you all
That is difficult to live
Without money
Also without money
We can't buy food and clothes

I am coming out
Of my depression
Finally
I lived with depression
For a long time
I was born with depression
But today   I came out of my depression
Because my father came and
Healed me from depression

I am confidante
That I will be able to change
My behavior by  working
******* it
I am confidante that I
Will be able to control
My anger without
People helping me
I am confidante
That I will need to  make more
Friends in my life
That will support me
In my daily life
I am confidante
That tonight I will
Have a good night sleep

My father
I am devoted to you
I also love you father
From the bottom of
My heart
Also father I already
Know that you
Also, love me without limits
Also father I am your
Oldest son
Also the young
Sons that you have
Are now teenagers
Yes there childhood
Lives are over
A long time ago

My father
I am devoted to you
I also love you father
From the bottom of
My heart
Also father I already
Know that you
Also, love me without limits
Also father I am your
Oldest son
Also the young
Sons that you have
Are now teenagers
Yes there childhood
Lives are over
A long time ago

I am dying
Slowly each day
And do you know that
I am very ill.
So, please
Understand
That I don't
Want people to see
Me like this
Because I look so bad
Can't you see that I lost so much
Weight also?
That is because I am ill
And I have very little appetite

I am every man
That was made
By my father
Many years ago
Also I am
God's man
And also
I am happy
To be my father's man
He is my father
That give me my health
And I am looking after
My health
I am not letting my health
Going down hill
Father
Also father I could never
Live without health

I am feeling
So hopeless
My father
Because none
Of my friends
Have something
Nice to say to me
They always tells
Me that
I am very impatient
When it comes
To meet
My father
At the beach
For the
Church service
Also my father
Does his sermon
And we also
Learn a lot
From him
The other
Friends that
I am very selfish
And I only care
About myself
And nobody else
That Is a lie
That my friends
Are fabricating
I confront
My friends
And I tell then
That I just
Feel hurt
I am a human
Being with feelings
My friends
Also friends
Can you please
Stop hurting me
If you don’t have
Anything nice
To say to me
Keep it to you
Self
I don’t want
To hear it
Also friends
I am very religious
Also I am always
Praying for
People
That live
Over seas

I am feeling so alone
In this world
My old friends abandoned me
I am feeling so alone and depress
Please depression leave me alone
I need a break from you
You are bringing the dark clouds inside my eyes
And all I see is dark
I feel that I been riding on a roller coaster
With my depression
This roller coaster ride is killing me
I hate this roller coaster ride
It feels like suicidal to me
Because it is moving fast
Please let me get out of this roller coaster ride
Before you **** me
Depression
Why do you want to hang around?
I am not your friend
I am the victim
I want to scream out of pain
But I can’t because I have no voice anymore
I feel that I lost my voice
That is a bad situation to bee in
I try to use my hands and wave it instead
To see if anybody will come to my rescue
I just have to wait
This roller coaster is very high
And it goes in a speed of 100 miles per hour
It is very fast
And now it is getting brighter out
And I see every thing dark still
The medications are the only thing that stops
Me from having depression
My depression is by polar
I don’t miss my medication
I no longer feel that I am in a roller coaster
Ride with my medications
My medications make me very tired
And I sleep all through the night
I sleep a few hours during the night
I think the roller coaster is now brockened  for good
I hope no body else fix it
Because it is winter and
 In the winter I feel the morning blues
At 6 am it still dark outside
And I have problem getting up
I never know how to get rid of my morning blues
My morning blues makes me very tired in the morning
When I get up
If I go back to bed I will be waisting a day
If I drink a cup of coffee that will wake me up
If I had the choice between going to bed or having a cup of coffee
I would choose the coffee
There is nothing better than a cup of coffee in the morning
At the end of the day
The night will come again
Because it gets dark so early in the winter
It feels very depressing to me
By 8 pm I am in bed sleeping
I go to bed early
I closed my eyes and I go to sleep
I have some dreams
I live now in a quiet place
And I love it that way
Because I hate noise
And I can’t sleep when there is noise
I have a dark room
And I sleep in a dark room
My clock rings every minute in the living room
The room where I sleep is warm
The bed where I sleep is very confortable
And I love it
In the summer I have more energy to do thimgs
And I feel more awake
But it is in the winter that I don’t have any energy
I wished that I had more energy during the winter
But I don’t

I am feeling
So hopeless
My father
Because none
Of my friends
Have something
Nice to say to me
They always tells
Me that
I am very impatient
When it comes
To meet
My father
At the beach
For the
Church service
Also my father
Does his sermon
And we also
Learn a lot
From him
The other
Friends that
I am very selfish
And I only care
About myself
And nobody else
That Is a lie
That my friends
Are fabricating
I confront
My friends
And I tell then
That I just
Feel hurt
I am a human
Being with feelings
My friends
Also friends
Can you please
Stop hurting me
If you don’t have
Anything nice
To say to me
Keep it to you
Self
I don’t want
To hear it
Also friends
I am very religious
Also I am always
Praying for
People
That live
Over seas

I am feeling so unsure
About my future
Also I am feeling so unsure
About who will be my  friends forever
Because I am afraid to be left alone to die
I am feeling so unsure if my friends will
Support me in my daily life
Because I will need support in my life
I am feeling so unsure
About who will handle my money
And keep a monthly budged
Because I am very bad with money
If you give me money I would
Spend like  water
And I also I would be broke
I am feeling so unsure
About who will trust me
Today I am no longer a young men
I am an ld men
And I am aging gracefully
Also I don’t have good health
I suffer from depression
And is very hard to liv with depression
I am feeling so unsure about who
wiIll be in my funeral the day I die
Here on earth
To pay there last respect  to me
I will pay my debts to my father
Before I die
And I hope my father use the
Money where it is needed
I am feeling so Unsure
About who will bury me
Here on earth
And pay for my funeral
Also I will be liyng inside of  a  casket

I am feeling the same way
That you do about winter
My friend
I Just hate the winter
Also the winter is very long
And also very cold
When we go out
We must dress warm
So we don’t get sick
In the winter
It gets dark at 5 pm
I hate that also
I find that to be very depressing

I am feeling tired by the moment
And I think that I am having the winter blues
That doesn't want to go away
I keep yawning nonstop
And my brain is getting tired already
So I must put my brain to rest for today
So she can be recharged
So that she can be back to work tomorrow in a fine tune

I am full of God’s music
And that music keeps playing in
My head
I am full of God’s love
And that love I give to my
Friends

I am glad there is you
In my life
My dear siblings
I know how much you love me
You love me a lot
And I want to tell you
Siblings that I also love you
A lot
Yes siblings you can always
Count on me
Because I am always around
For you siblings
Also, I am the oldest son of god
And you are the youngest child of God
Yes siblings I will die one day
Before you
And don’t forget that
God’s angel will come
And carry me on his wings
To heaven
When I get to heaven
I will be living a new life
Without any pain
And suffering
Also, I won’t have any more
Depression
And diabetes

I am grateful
That my father
Keeps me alive
Every single day
Here on earth
I could never live
Without my father
If I didn't had my father
In my life
I don't think
I would be able to face
The struggles that I
Am going
Through each day
I struggle with
Sugar It is very hard
To control
The amount of Sugar
I use every day
In my oatmeal
The other struggle for
Me is my weight
I don't want to end up
Having a heart attack

I am guilty
My father
That is how I feel
Because I don’t pray
Every single night to you
I am guilty
Because I just work
Too much
Writing my poems for you
Because it was you that
Had appointed me
To be you poet
And I just love
To write my poems
To you
I know father
That I never
Take a break when
I am writing my poems to you
And I feel guilty if I take a
Break from my work
I know deep down
I am burning myself out
Also I keep working all night
Without any sleep
I am afraid that
I might give myself a hart attack
And also father I am too young to
Die
I will try to start to pray to you
My father

Friend I am here for you
Friend I am lost without you
Friend come and be my friend
Because I want to be your friend
Friend I will never let you down
Friend I will always be your friend
Friend now we are free
Friend we are never alone because we have God
Friend we are Christians
Friend please don’t cry
Friend God gave to us our life
Fried this winter is ******* us
Friend I had beautiful dreams last night
Friend you brought so much joy into my life

I am in heaven
The men who made
Me many years ago
Send the angel
To carry me in his
Wings
To heaven
Please don’t worry
About me anymore
Because everything
Is ok with me
My life on earth ended
Very fast
But now I live
In heaven a new life
Please I want all  of you to
Be brave
I am not suffering
I am resting in heaven
Looking down from heaven
At you all
I can see you all
But the problem is
That heaven
Is too far from the earth
And I understand
That you can’t see me anymore
If I scream
You won’t be able to hear anymore
If I cry
You want be able to see me
Crying
I know that here in heaven
There is a place for all of you
Friends and family
The day you die
We will be re united in heaven
For now I will be leaving my life
In heaven each day
Yes I will miss seeing you all
Friends and family that are left
Behind
Because you still have a life
Ahead of you to live
Each day on earth
Please don’t go searching for me
On earth because I am no longer
On earth
If you wonder how happy
I am in heaven
I will tell you that
I am happy leaving my new
Life
Yes friends and family
My angels that are here
In heaven are singing for me
Their hymns
To put me to sleep
And here in heaven
I sleep in my brass bad
Don’t forget that I am
Waiting for you to die some die
And you will be reunited with
Me in heaven
Please don’t spend all you
Money buying flowers for me
Because I will not be able to see it
Now is the time for you to grieve
I can’t tell you how long you
Must grieve
Everybody grieves different
From each other

I am in heaven
The men who made
Me many years ago
Sended the angel
To carry me in his
Wings
To heaven
Please don’t worry
About me anymore
Because everything
Is ok with me
My life on earth ended
Very fast
But now I live
In heaven a new life
Please I want all  of you to
Be Brave
I am not suffering
I am resting in heaven
Looking down from heaven
At you all
I can see you all
But the problem is
That heaven
Is too far from the earth
And I understand
That you can’t see me anymore
If i scream
You won’t be able to hear anymore
If I cry
You want be able to see me
Crying
I know that here in heaven
There is a place for all of you
Friends and family
Friends and family
The day you die
We will be re united in heaven
For now I will be leaving my life
In heaven each day
Yes I will miss seeing you all
Friends and family that are left
Behind
Because you still have a life
Ahead of you to live
Each day on earth
Please don’t go searching for me
On earth because I am no longer
On earth
If you wonder how happy
I am in heaven
I will tell you that
I am happy leaving my new
Life
Yes friends and family
My angels that are here
On heaven are singing for me
There hymns
To put me to sleep
And here in heaven
I sleep in my brass bad
Don’t forget that I am
Waiting for you to die some die
And you will be reunited with
Me in heaven
Please don’t spend all you
Money buying flowers for me
Because I will not be able to see it
Now is the time for you to grieve
I can’t tell you how long you
Must grieve
Everybody grieves different
From each other

I am in heaven
The men who made
Me many years ago
Sended the angel
To carry me in his
Wings
To heaven
Please don’t worry
About me anymore
Because everything
Is ok with me
My life on earth ended
Very fast
But now I live
In heaven a new life
Please I want all  of you to
Be Brave
I am not suffering
I am resting in heaven
Looking down from heaven
At you all
I can see you all
But the problem is
That heaven
Is too far from the earth
And I understand
That you can’t see me anymore
If i scream
You won’t be able to hear anymore
If I cry
You want be able to see me
Crying
I know that here in heaven
There is a place for all of you
Friends and family
Friends and family
The day you die
We will be re united in heaven
For now I will be leaving my life
In heaven each day
Yes I will miss seeing you all
Friends and family that are left
Behind
Because you still have a life
Ahead of you to live
Each day on earth
Please don’t go searching for me
On earth because I am no longer
On earth
If you wonder how happy
I am in heaven
I will tell you that
I am happy leaving my new
Life
Yes friends and family
My angels that are here
On heaven are singing for me
There hymns
To put me to sleep
And here in heaven
I sleep in my brass bad
Don’t forget that I am
Waiting for you to die some die
And you will be reunited with
Me in heaven
Please don’t spend all you
Money buying flowers for me
Because I will not be able to see it
Now is the time for you to grieve
I can’t tell you how long you
Must grieve
Everybody grieves different
From each other

I am in the mood
To pray for my father
I am in the mood
Also to pray for my friends
I am in the mood
To do my father’s work
Also, I am my father’s poet
Tonight I will spend the night
Writing some poems for my father
Also, my father always rewards me
For a job well done
And it makes me feel good

I am leaving
So soon
To meet my friends
Who will take me
With then to God’s house
Where we will meet our God
Today our God
Had invited us to his table
Where we shared a meal with him
God had given us the host
For us to eat
When we finished eating the host
We shared the wine
Then we all had worshiped God

Yes I know   that
I am letting my health
To go down hill
And I am
Should start to look
After my health better
I don't want to die
The way my mother did
Because that was terrible
I don't know what
Could happen to me
In the future
I hope to die in my sleep
I don't want to suffer
The way my mother suffered

I am living la vida loca
Every single day here on earth
Also I am already used to that
I enjoy living every single day
La vida loca
Yes I am having a busy life
That is la vida loca
Every day first thing in the morning
When I wake up
I pray for my Father
I thank my father
For keeping me alive today
Also I never complained to my father
About my life
Because my Father gave me a beautiful life
To live
Also I don't have no more good health
And every day I am looking after my health
I will not let my health go down hill
I promise you that my Father

I am leaving
So soon
To meet my friends
Who will take me
With then to God’s house
Where we will meet our God
Today our God
Had invited us to his table
Where we shared a meal with him
God had given us the host
For us to eat
When we finished eating the host
We shared the wine
Then we all had worshiped God

I am lonely and
I  live a lonely life
I have no family in Canada
All my family lives in Brazil
I Have friends now
My friends are my family
Also my friends are like family
Also they help me with my money
When my mother died I had an
Inheritance from her
So I had $750.00 per month To live on
When my money finished
I had to go on odsp
It doesn't give me much Money to live
But I spend my money wisely
My friends support me in my daily life
And I am glad that I have support
I think that would be hard for Me
To live without support
And sometimes my friends worry about me

I am lonely and
I  live a lonely life
I have no family in Canada
All my family lives in Brazil
I Have friends now
My friends are my family
Also my friends are like family
Also they help me with my money
When my mother died I had an
Inheritance from her
So I had $750.00 per month to live on
When my money finished
I had to go on odsp
It doesn't give me much money to live
But I spend my money wisely
My friends support me in my daily life
And I am glad that I have support
I think that would be hard for me
To live without support
And sometimes my friends worry about me

God, I am lonesome tonight
Come and spend some time with me
Because Ian feeling kind of low
I been crying all night
God, can you wipe the tears from my eyes
That is falling from my eyes
I don’t know when this sadness will end
You are trying so hard to cheer me up
You even took me for a walk around thee block
The stars and the moon was shining in the sky
It was beautiful to see it
It was a beautiful summer night
And I went back home
And when I got home I went to bed
I slept very well all through the night