I am longing to see my loved ones that died
The day that I die
I am longing to see the day that I will be cured from all my illness
I am longing for a hug from somebody
I am longing for a kiss
I am longing for a good night sleep
Because I never have one
I am longing for a good cup of coffee to wake me up during the morning
I am longing for the arrival of spring
Because I hate so much the winter
Yes the winter is so long and so cold
It gets darker early in the winter
Today it was a bright day
Even though it is still winter

I am lost for words
I am having a good day today
It is finally warm today
And I am going to spend
This beautiful day outside
I am glad that
It is finally warming up
The cold weather is over
Last Sunday it was
Palm Sunday
Every body got a
Palm leaf
Yes I am getting my vitamin d
Every single day
I am not having any grey sky
Anymore
I don't have any air conditioning
In my house
So I must open all the windows
So my house can cool of
At night
When the sun goes down
It gets cold
I sleep naked in my bed
I must tell you that I enjoy that
Today it is a new day again already
The birds woke me up
With their song
I love when the birds do that
Now I am finally getting up slowly
Out of my bed
And I will start to get ready for the day
First I will shave my face
The old fashion way
With the throw away razor
And some shaving cream
I must shave slowly
If I do it fast I will cut my face
After I had finished I get naked
Slowly I start to remove the clothes
From my body
Then I go into the shower
I turn my shower on
I put my body wash on my
Bath sponge
I rub my sponge sponge
All over my body
Then I rinse the body wash
Of my body
Now I turn my shower of
Now is time to dry my body
With the bath towel
Finally I am going to get dress now
I put on a t-shirt on
My chest
Now I am going to put underwear on my ****
Then I will put my pants on my body
Now I am going to put socks on my feet
Then I am going to put my running shoes on my feet
Now I am going out for a walk in the park
The birds are singing for me
While I walk on the park

I am moving closer
To my father
And I am so happy
To see my father again
Every single day
Teaching me to
Control my anger
Because I explode
Very easily
And I also lost
Some friends
Now i regret doing that
To my friends
Now I must start slowly
To make new friends
And I know that is very hard
To do
Also I am not a perfect human being
Because I have my faults too
And I also feel that I have to
Swallow my pride

I am moving closer
To my father
And I am so happy
To see my father again
Every single day
Teaching me to
Control my anger
Because I explode
Very easily
And I also lost
Some friends
Now i regret doing that
To my friends
Now I must start slowly
To make new friends
And I know that is very hard
To do
Also I am not a perfect human being
Because I have my faults too
And I also feel that I have to
Swallow my pride

I am not being good to myself
I must admit
Today
Again I wet my bed
And I was up at 3 am
I have to do laundry again
That is insane
I am spending lots of money
When I do my laundry

I am not dreaming anymore
At night
Because there are
Nothing left for me to dream
At the moment
And that is the truth
When I sleep at night I sleep
Like a log
I never get up in the middle of The night
I also hear myself breathing Nonstop
I need to get 8 hours of sleep
I can't function without sleep
My father
When I wake up in the Morning
I am always waking up tired
My dear God
I would love to go back to bed
And sleep a few hours
But if I do that I won't sleep at Night
Also, I am not a morning Person
Also when I wake up in the Morning
I have the morning blues
That is very difficult to get rid of
I am always going to bed early
Every night
I am always following my sleep
Schedule that my father made for me
Also, I must get 8 hours of sleep
Every night
Father, I can't function without sleep

just try to love people
Just try to pray
More often to God
Every single day
Just try to be honest
With you friends
Try to make peace
With your friends
Also try to live in peace
Don't take peace for granted
Because peace is all we need
We need to thank a veteran
That gave us the gift
Of  peace

I am not dreaming anymore
At night
Because there are
Nothing left for me to dream
At the moment
And that is the truth
When I sleep at night I sleep
Like a log
I never get up in the middle of the night
I also hear myself breathing nonstop
I need to get 8 hours of sleep
I can't function without sleep
My father
When I wake up in the morning
I am always waking up tired
My dear God
I would love to go back to bed
And sleep a few hours
But if I do that I won't sleep at night
Also, I am not a morning person
Also when I wake up in the morning
I have the morning blues
That is very difficult to get rid of
I am always going to bed early
Every night
I am always following my sleep
Schedule that my father made for me
Also, I must get 8 hours of sleep
Every night
Father, I can't function without sleep

I am not dreaming anymore
At night
Because there are
Nothing left for me to dream
At the moment
And that is the truth
When I sleep at night I sleep
Like a log
I never get up in the middle of the night
I also hear myself breathing nonstop
I need to get 8 hours of sleep
I can't function without sleep
My father
When I wake up in the morning
I am always waking up tired
My dear God
I would love to go back to bed
And sleep a few hours
But if I do that I won't sleep at night
Also, I am not a morning person
Also when I wake up in the morning
I have the morning blues
That is very difficult to get rid of
I am always going to bed early
Every night
I am always following my sleep
Schedule that my father made for me
Also, I must get 8 hours of sleep
Every night
Father, I can't function without sleep

I am not dreaming anymore
At night
Because there are
Nothing left for me to dream
At the moment
And that is the truth
When I sleep at night I sleep
Like a log
I never get up in the middle of the night
I also hear myself breathing nonstop
I need to get 8 hours of sleep
I can't function without sleep
My father
When I wake up in the morning
I am always waking up tired
My dear God
I would love to go back to bed
And sleep a few hours
But if I do that I won't sleep at night
Also, I am not a morning person
Also when I wake up in the morning
I have the morning blues
That is very difficult to get rid of
I am always going to bed early

Every night

I am always following my sleep

Schedule that my father made for me

Also, I must get 8 hours of sleep

Every night

Father, I can't function without sleep

I am not dreaming anymore
At night
Because there are
Nothing left for me to dream
At the moment
And that is the truth
When I sleep at night I sleep
Like a log
I never get up in the middle of The night
I also hear myself breathing Nonstop
I need to get 8 hours of sleep
I can't function without sleep
My father
When I wake up in the Morning
I am always waking up tired
My dear God
I would love to go back to bed
And sleep a few hours
But if I do that I won't sleep at night
Also, I am not a morning person
Also when I wake up in the morning
I have the morning blues
That is very difficult to get rid of
I am always going to bed early
Every night
I am always following my sleep
Schedule that my father made for me
Also, I must get 8 hours of sleep
Every night
Father, I can't function without sleep

I am not dreaming anymore
At night
Because there are
Nothing left for me to dream
At the moment
And that is the truth
When I sleep at night I sleep
Like a log
I never get up in the middle of the night
I also hear myself breathing nonstop
I need to get 8 hours of sleep
I can't function without sleep
My father
When I wake up in the morning
I am always waking up tired
My dear God
I would love to go back to bed
And sleep a few hours
But if I do that I won't sleep at night
Also, I am not a morning person
Also when I wake up in the morning
I have the morning blues
That is very difficult to get rid of
I am always going to bed early
Every night
I am always following my sleep
Schedule that my father made for me
Also, I must get 8 hours of sleep
Every night
Father, I can't function without sleep

>

I am not dreaming anymore
At night
Because there are
Nothing left for me to dream
At the moment
And that is the truth
When I sleep at night I sleep
Like a log
I never get up in the middle of The night
I also hear myself breathing Nonstop
I need to get 8 hours of sleep
I can't function without sleep
My father
When I wake up in the Morning
I am always waking up tired
My dear God
I would love to go back to bed
And sleep a few hours
But if I do that I won't sleep at night
Also, I am not a morning person
Also when I wake up in the morning
I have the morning blues
That is very difficult to get rid of
I am always going to bed early
Every night
I am always following my sleep
Schedule that my father made for me
Also, I must get 8 hours of sleep
Every night
Father, I can't function without sleep

I am not dreaming anymore
At night
Because there are
Nothing left for me to dream
At the moment
And that is the truth
When I sleep at night I sleep
Like a log
I never get up in the middle of the night
I also hear myself breathing nonstop
I need to get 8 hours of sleep
I can't function without sleep
My father
When I wake up in the morning
I am always waking up tired
My dear God
I would love to go back to bed
And sleep a few hours
But if I do that I won't sleep at night
Also, I am not a morning person
Also when I wake up in the morning
I have the morning blues
That is very difficult to get rid of
I am always going to bed early
Every night
I am always following my sleep
Schedule that my father made for me
Also, I must get 8 hours of sleep
Every night
Father, I can't function without sleep

I am not dreaming anymore
At night
Because there are
Nothing left for me to dream
At the moment
And that is the truth
When I sleep at night I sleep
Like a log
I never get up in the middle of the night
I also hear myself breathing nonstop
I need to get 8 hours of sleep
I can't function without sleep
My father
When I wake up in the morning
I am always waking up tired
My dear God
I would love to go back to bed
And sleep a few hours
But if I do that I won't sleep at night
Also, I am not a morning person
Also when I wake up in the morning
I have the morning blues
That is very difficult to get rid of
I am always going to bed early
Every night
I am always following my sleep
Schedule that my father made for me
Also, I must get 8 hours of sleep
Every night
Father, I can't function without sleep

>

I am not dreaming anymore
At night
Because there are
Nothing left for me to dream
At the moment
And that is the truth
When I sleep at night I sleep
Like a log
I never get up in the middle of The night
I also hear myself breathing Nonstop
I need to get 8 hours of sleep
I can't function without sleep
My father
When I wake up in the Morning
I am always waking up tired
My dear God
I would love to go back to bed
And sleep a few hours
But if I do that I won't sleep at Night
Also, I am not a morning Person
Also when I wake up in the Morning
I have the morning blues
That is very difficult to get rid Of
I am always going to bed Early
Every night
I am always following my sleep
Schedule that my father Made for me
Also, I must get 8 hours of Sleep
Every night
Father, I can't function without sleep

I am not gone from this place
Because I have a life here on the planet earth
And I live that life that God gave me each day here on the planet earth
At the same time, I feel blessed to live each day that life that God gave to me
The earth is my home
And it will be my home until the day I die
People don’t you worry about me
Because I am healthy
I do look after my health
Because it is very important to look after my health
I know God that the gift of life is very precious to me
And that is the best Gift that I could get from God
I can’t live without health
Because I need health so that I can live each day of my life

I am not gone from this place
Because I have a life here on the planet earth
And I live that life that God gave me each day here on the planet earth
At the same time, I feel blessed to live each day that life that God gave to me
The earth is my home
And it will be my home until the day I die
People don’t you worry about me
Because I am healthy
I do look after my health
Because it is very important to look after my health
I know God that the gift of life is very precious to me
And that is the best gift that I could get from God
I can’t live without health
Because I need health so that I can live each day in my life

I am not rich
And I can't afford to feed all the homeless in Toronto
But there are food banks where they can go and get some food to eat
So that they don't starve
But the homeless instead of going to the food bank stay on the streets
Of home and begs for money on the streets of home
But I don't give money because I know that they are not going to use it For food but they will use
It to buy alcohol and destroy their liver in no time
What a shame
And for that, I say no way no way

I am not seeking
For revenge
My father
Because that would
Be a sad thing to do
Yes if your friends
Had to mistreat you
You must confront them
And tell then
That you are
Also very hurt
By then

I am not seeking
For revenge
My father
Because that would
Be a sad thing to do
Yes if your friends
Had  mistreat you
You must confront them
And tell then
That you are
Also very hurt
By then

I am not surprise
That the Summer ended today
Here on earth
Yes it makes me feel sad
To know that the Summer
Finally ended
That I love so much
Also my father
Had brought the first day of
Fall to me
And the hot weather is also
Over
Today I put all my
Summer clothes away
And I also put my running
Shoes away
And I started to
Wear my Winter clothes
I had worn my flannel shirt
Because that is very
Warn for the Winter
Also I had worn my jeans
For the Winter
Also I wore my long johns
The top and the bottom
To keep me worm
Yes father
I am sad that you birds
Migrated south for
The winter
And next spring
I will see then
Now I miss seeing
The birds very bad
Now I am going
Out for a walk around the
Block to catch some
Fresh air into my lungs
Also I am wearing my
Winter jack that keeps me worm
I am wearing my Winter boots
On my feet
All the trees are bare already
For the Winter
I hate to see that
There was the dead leaves
On the ground
And the people
Are racking the dead leaves of
The trees
And also they are putting it
Inside the garden bags
Tomorrow we will change
The clocks back
One hour
I just hate that
Also now the days are
Shorter and it gets
Darker at 5:00 pm
It makes me depress
To se the day ending so fast
Now I am going straight to sleep
In my warm and cozy bed
That I just love very much
Tomorrow will be another day
And the day will start earlier
To get brighter
I will have a quick shower
Then I will dry my body
With a bath towel
Now it is time for me to
Get dress into my casual clothes
Now I will shave my face
With my electric shaver
Because that is much easier for me
The old fashion away is very hard
For me to do
Because I have to shave slowly
Or I will also cut my face
And I just hate that
I am going now for a walk
Around the block
I dress up warm for the
Fall
I need to get some fresh air
Into my lungs
I finally finished the walk
Around the block
Now I will have a quick bite
Because I am hungry
Also, I will have some coffee
With my food
To wake me up

I am not the one
Who made the planet earth
It was God
I am not the one who built your house
It was the builder
I am not the one
Who gave you life
It was God
And have you thanked God
For giving you life
When you prayed for him
Yes you have a good life
So live it every day to the fullest
If you have health you have everything

I am not the one
Who made the planet earth
It was God
I am not the one who built your house
It was the builder
I am not the one
Who gave you life
It was God
And have you thanked God
For giving you life
When you prayed for him
Yes you have a good life
So live it every day to the fullest
If you have health you have everything

I am not the one
Who made the planet earth
It was God
I am not the one who built your house
It was the builder
I am not the one
Who gave you life
It was God
And have you thanked God
For giving you life
When you prayed for him
Yes you have a good life
So live it every day to the fullest
If you have health you have everything

I am not the one
Who made the planet earth
It was God
I am not the one who built your house
It was the builder
I am not the one
Who gave you life
It was God
And have you thanked God
For giving you life
When you prayed for him
Yes you have a good life
So live it every day to the fullest
If you have health you have everything

I am not the one
Who made the planet earth
It was God
I am not the one who built Your house
It was the builder
I am not the one
Who gave your life
It was God
And have you thanked God
For giving your life
When you prayed for him
Yes you have a good life
So live it every day to the fullest
If you have health you have everything

I am not the one
Who made the planet earth
It was God
I am not the one who built your house
It was the builder
I am not the one
Who gave you life
It was God
And have you thanked God
For giving you life
When you prayed for him
Yes you have a good life
So live it every day to the fullest
If you have health you have everything

I am not the one
Who made the planet earth
It was God
I am not the one who built your house
It was the builder
I am not the one
Who gave you life
It was God
And have you thanked God
For giving you life
When you prayed for him
Yes you have a good life
So live it every day to the fullest
If you have health you have everything

I am not the one
Who made the planet earth
It was God
I am not the one who built your house
It was the builder
I am not the one
Who gave you life
It was God
And have you thanked God
For giving you life
When you prayed for him
Yes you have a good life
So live it every day to the fullest
If you have health you have everything

Friends
I am not the only one
That lives with depression
And I know there
Are others that
Lives also with depression
That are in the same boat
Me I been living with depression
For many years
I don't like to live with depression
My friends
I must had inherited
From my God
I also take lots of medication
For my depression
I must tell you friends
That I haven't had any
Crisis that I had to be
Hospitalized
And I feel that
I have made  a
Big progress in my life

I am not the only one that have depression
There are lots of people suffering from depression
I am not he only one who loves God
And everybody loves my God
I am not the only one that is dreaming big
Because lots of people are dreaming big
I am not the only one who prays for my God
I am not the only one who is rich in spirit
Because everybody is rich in spirit
I am not the only one that is hoping that the war will end
Everybody wants the war to end

I am not the only one that has depression
There are lots of people suffering from depression
I am not the only one who loves God
And everybody loves my God
I am not the only one that is dreaming big
Because lots of people are dreaming big
I am not the only one who prays for my God
I am not the only one who is rich in spirit
Because everybody is rich in spirit
I am not the only one that is hoping that the war will end
Everybody wants the war to end

I am on a state of Omemee mind
Sitting in my friend’s living room and writing at the same time
My thoughts on a piece of paper
I am on a state of Omeme mind
And I finally got a drive to the country after such a long time
That I am welcoming the country to my life once more
But I feel that my life is getting a special gift
That is the country because God made the country also

I am on a state of Omemee mind
Sitting in my friend’s living room and writing at the same time
My thoughts on a piece of paper
I am on a state of Omeme mind
And I finally got a drive to the country after such a long time
That I am welcoming the country to my life once more
But I feel that my life is getting a special gift
That is the country because God made the country also

I am on a state of Omemee mind
Sitting in my friend’s living room and writing at the same time
My thoughts on a piece of paper
I am on a state of Omemee mind
And I finally got a drive to the country after such a long time
That I am welcoming the country to my life once more
But I feel that my life is getting a special gift
That is the country because God made the country also
And also I love to see all the scenery
When the car is moving on the road
And I know that we can have it all
We can't never have
Enough of the country

I am on a state of Omemee mind
Sitting in my friend’s living room and writing at the same time
My thoughts on a piece of paper
I am on a state of Omeme mind
And I finally got a drive to the country after such a long time
That I am welcoming the country to my life once more
But I feel that my life is getting a special gift
That is the country because God made the country also

I am on a state of Omeme mind
Sitting in my friend’s living room and writing at the same time
My thoughts on a piece of paper
I am on a state of Omeme mind
And I finally got a drive to the country after such a long time
That I am welcoming the country to my life once more
But I feel that my life is getting a special gift
That is the country because God made the country also

I am on a state of Omeme mind
Sitting in my friend’s living room and writing at the same time
My thoughts on a piece of paper
I am on a state of Omeme mind
And I finally got a drive to the country after such a long time
That I am welcoming the country to my life once more
But I feel that my life is getting a special gift
That is the country because God made the country also

I am one of God's children
God had made  me 55 years ago
With his holy hands
I am one of the oldest children
God had introduced me to the rest
Of his young children
And his children had been very  interested
In me
And they respected me
I
Also respect then
God had
Some black and white children
The black children loved me very much
I also loved the black children
Our God had fed us
Our meals every single day
We never starved
Also with our meal we Got
Some Orange juice to drink
Also it was God that gave our clothes to wear
We had worn our clothes every single day
Also we had been responsible for our
our hygiene
We had our shower every single day
And we always changed our clothes
The ***** clothes went inside the
Laundry bag
God washed our ***** clothes
Every Friday
So we had clean clothes to wear
Also when we had been babies
God had baptized us
Today God's younger children
Are teenager
They had there communion
Three months ago
And during there communion
They had cried out of joy
Our father had thought as how to
Pray
And we never forgot how to pray
We did it before we went to bed
Every single night
Also we live by our father's rules
We never broke any of our
Father's rules
Because our father would punished
Us
Our father  is very restricted
Specially when we lie
Or father hate lies
He only wants to hear the truth
I know that I will die one day
And I will be in heaven
The young children
Will come to my funeral
I am a hundred percent
Sure  that the young children
Will miss me when I am gone
The young children still have
There lives to live
Here on earth

I am only human
I am only human
Maybe I don’t sleep enough
Because I am always tired
When I wake up
Maybe I need to sleep more
During the night
When I am tired I don’t function well
And I take a lot of medication
And I believe that the medication is what makes me tired
I am only human
I don’t have much patience when it comes to waiting for things
I am only human
I don’t have much patience when people say they will do things for me
And they don’t do it
I am only human
I know that I can get mad easily
So, I try not to get mad
I am only human
Sometimes I think that I try to do
To write a lot in a day
And don’t take a break from writing
I am only human
Some times I need to have my own space
When people come up to talk to me
I am only human
And when I give something to someone
I got to give from the heart
I am only human
I have feelings also
You don’t know my feelings
I am only human
I never drunk in my life
Because I take medications and that would mess up with my medications
I am only human
Sometimes I made people mad also
With the things, I said
I am only human
I learned to love myself
I am only human
And I do make mistakes
And I learned from them
I am only human
Maybe I don’t thank God enough
Each day for the things he gives me
I am only human
Maybe I am not that grateful for the things I have
I am only human
Maybe I don’t pray enough
I am only human
Maybe I don’t love people enough
Who loves me
I am only human
I can change my behaviours
Maybe that way people will love me more
But I don’t see anything wrong in me being me
Because I can’t be you
I want to be my own self
I am only human
I have some money
It is not much but I can get buy
And some people might think that
If I had lots of money I would be much happier than I am now
But the truth is that I am happy living with little money
I am only human
And I can’t buy people with money
I got to first know the person well and then built the friendship from there
I am only human
Money only buys comfort nothing else
I am only human
I never smoked any street drugs
Some people tell me to do it
I don’t want to destroy my life with that
I hope to live a long life
I am only human
And it is important that I take care of my health first
Because without health I can’t live
I am only human
I look myself in the mirror and I shave myself
I am only human
I try to take good care of my hygiene
Because it is important to be clean
I am only human
I love the summer and the sun
I feel that it is just hard for me to live without it
I am only human
I hate the winter
The days are too short in the winter
And it gets dark so fast
It is very cold outside in the winter
And there is not much sun out
And there is always grey sky during the winter
The trees are bare during the winter
Without any leaves
The birds have flown south

I am peaceful
For a change
And that makes me happy
I also finally keeping my cool
I haven’t blown up anymore
Because it is a waste of time
And also if I do that I will
End up alone
Without friends
End I don’t want to be without friends
I need also my friends in my life
Also I must tell you friends that
We have known each other for a long time
I want you friends to remain my friends
For a long time
I promise friends that I will remain peaceful
I will no longer let you down friends
Friends we are very religious thanks god
We are always praying for our father
And our father answer our prayers
Every time we pray for him

I am peaceful

I am peaceful
For a change
And that makes me happy
I also finally keeping my cool
I haven’t blown up anymore
Because it is a waste of time
And also if I do that I will
End up alone
Without friends
End I don’t want to be without friends
I need also my friends in my life
Also I must tell you friends that
We have known each other for a long time
I want you friends to remain my friends
For a long time
I promise friends that I will remain peaceful
I will no longer let you down friends
Friends we are very religious thanks god
We are always praying for our father
And our father answer our prayers
Every time we pray for him

I am powerful with my words
Because I use them
When I am talking each day with the people
That I come across with
And the message that I am sending to the people
That I come across
Is very powerful
I am powerful with the song
That I am singing
Right now
Because it is helping
The ones that are ill
And myself also
By transforming my life around with positive thoughts

I am proud when I look at the mirror
And I see the new human being
That I became
Because
I no longer argue with the people in my everyday life
I don't engage in self destructive behavior
Because it is very bad for me
When I think about the road to hell that I was walking on
I feel relieved to know that I am on a new path
I no longer dwell on negative stuff
Because it ruins my life and myself
Today I have a good reason to celebrate
All the good things that are going on in my life:
The support of my friends
The spiritual journey
The connection between earth and the people
- I can feel my feet on the ground and I live my life in the
Present moment.

I am proud of my Father
For have given me
The life
I live here on earth
Every single day
I am no longer a young men
I already lived my young life
Now I am living in my senior
Years
Also I live my life
Every day to the fullest
I wish that I could go back
To my teenager life
That was the best time of my life
But I already lived that life
Many years ago
Also I want to be young forever
But that is impossible
Because I am aging gracefully
Every year
And I can't stop that
Because he made life
That way
Yes also I won't live forever
I will die some day
I don't know the
Date and the hour that I will die
Only God knows that
Every day I feel blessed
To be still living my life
Here on earth
Also the day I die
I hope somebody will be
There bye my side
And I will be leaving
My tears on earth

I am reading you mind
And I am wondering
How is you mind
Working so sharp
Actually better than
Mine
Because I am always
Forgetting to do
A few things for my God
And that is not a good sign
Because God will punish me
If I don’t do the things
I supposed to do

I am reading you mind
And I am wondering
How is you mind
Working so sharp
Actually better than
Mine
Because I am always
Forgetting to do
A few things for my God
And that is not a good sign
Because God will punish me
If I don’t do the things
I supposed to do

I am reading you mind
And I am wondering
How is you mind
Working so sharp
Actually better than
Mine
Because I am always
Forgetting to do
A few things for my God
And that is not a good sign
Because God will punish me
If I don’t do the things
I supposed to do

I am reading you mind
And I am wondering
How is you mind
Working so sharp
Actually better than
Mine
Because I am always
Forgetting to do
A few things for my God
And that is not a good sign
Because God will punish me
If I don’t do the things
I supposed to do