Bate papo
With my father today
Hello Father
I am so happy that
You have made me in you
Own image
And today I am just an adult
Also you gave me lots of
Freedom to live in my life
That I enjoy very much
Bate papo
With my father today
Father I am very happy to
Live here on earth
Because it was you that placed
Me here to live also with my brothers
That lives here on the earth with me
We have lots of respect for each
Other also I am you oldest child
And I also have good friends in my life
That supports me every day in my life
Bate papo
With my father
Now I am very mad with you
Because you finally decided to end summer
Without warning
And also the birds had mighrated south
For the Winter
I also hate to see the birds going away for the Winter
Bate papo
With my father
My depression is always bad in the winter
Also in the winter you never give us any sun
You only give the gray sky
Every single day
That put as to sleep
We start to yawn all day
Non stop
But we can’t go back to sleep during the day
Or we will not sleep during the night
Bate papo
With my father
Today The first day of Fall arrived
And we change the clocks forward
Also the hot days are over
And we put our Summer clothes away
And started to wear our winter clothes
Every single days
Bate papo
With my father
In the Fall the days are shorter
End it gets darker at 5:00 pm
We must tell you father that we just hate that
Because we find it very depressing

Let's keep that way
What we talk about
It is our own
Business
And stay inside
Behind closed doors
We don't want the
Whole word to know
About our  own
Business
We are very religious
And we are always
Praying to God
Every single night
Also it was God
That made us
In his image
Many years ago
And he placed
Us to live on
Earth every single day
Also we know that
Our lives are precious
And we are
Never going to
Destroy our lives
By smoking street drugs
We don't have
That kind of money
To buy street drugs
Because that is also
Very expensive
And also we know
That street drugs
Are very addicted
Also we go to bed
Early single nights
We will wake up
Early every single morning
Also we are not a morning person
Our God
We are going to slowly get up
Yes God
Out there
Are always people talking badly
About us
They tell us that we are
No good
Because we belong to God
We just don't care about
What people think about us
We are going to continue
Living the life our God
Gave to us

Don’t cry for me Africa
Because I will never let you out of my mind
I hear your voices people of Africa
I hear your cries people of Africa
I see pain in your eyes people of Africa
It is hard to describe what you people of Africa are going through
Poverty strikes you all people of Africa
Don’t cry for me Africa
Because I will keep you in my prayers people of Africa
Power to the people of Africa
People of Africa lift your spirit higher
Lord is the light and truth people of Africa
The Lord sends you a message from his heart to you people of Africa
He said because I love you
I will answer your prayers
I hear your prayers
Don’t cry for me Africa
Because you have a friend that is the Lord
People of Africa continue doing the Lords work
Make a wish people of Africa
The people of Africa are looking at the Lord face to face
Lord here is no paradise
We dream a little dream said the people of Africa to the Lord
The People of Africa Pray that the Lord will give each other strength every day
Don’t cry for me Africa
Save the people of Africa
Strengthened the people of Africa each day
Because I’ll be there in your dreams people of Africa
The people of Africa tells The Lord how much they love him
Don’t cry for me Africa
Lord comes when you are ready people of Africa
Feelings you have for your Lord People of Africa
And I know you will never let it die
Nothing but flowers the people of Africa will plant in the sea shore for the Lord
Don’t cry for me Africa
The people of Africa needs hope to heal there land
The Lord rose up on you people of Africa
Don’t cry for me Africa
My heart will go on
Once I close this door of the ship I will sail across the Atlantic Sea

I found myself living
In this strange world
A long time ago
Because I never imagine
That I would be a part of the
American world
Either
Also this
American world
Is not peaceful
Like I wanted it to be
Everybody that lives
In the American world
Believes that you have to
Have a gun to be somebody
Yes they have a different mentality
And I don't like that
About the
American world
Also the American word
Is full of crimes
And it is not
Peaceful like Canada
I just love to live in Canada
Because it is a peaceful country
We have a few homeless living
In the streets
Only in the Summer
In the Winter our homeless
Are living in shelters
They share a room with
Other 12 homeless

That man
Is having a
Canadian Romance
With that beautiful Girl
And she reminds me of a
Movie star
All I can say is that
He is a lucky men
To have a beautiful girl like
Her

I got to love my God
I got to feed my God
I got to give my God some water to drink
I got to wash my God's feet
I got to wash my God's clothes in the river
I got to shave my God
I got to give my God a hair cut
I got to go fishing with God

Noso amigo
Believes in God
Also
Noso amigo
Have faith in God
Also
Noso amigo
Was made by God
With his holy hands
And
Also placed here
To live on the planet hearth
Noso amigo
Prays to God
Every day before he
Goes to bed

What are you missing in you life
Are you missing God in your life
Because he is the one that made
You in his image
Many years ago
And placed you
Here on earth to live
Together with your
Siblings
Yes I am the one
Who gave your life
That is so precious
Also I  don't want
To see you taking
Your own life
You don't have any
Right to do that
I want you to live your
Life to the fullest
Also I want you to
Love your self
Before you love others
Also life is though

I am alive
Thanks God
I am alive
Because God
Keeps me alive
Every single day
That I am
Living here on earth
Also I must tell you God
That I am also
Very happy to live here on earth
Also  I know that you had made
Me with you holy hands
Many years ago
And I want to thank God
For giving me
This beautiful life
And I enjoy living this life
Every single minute
Of the day
God I also never
Stop praying for you
Every single night
Before I go to bed
And when I go to bed
I shut my mind of
Then I close my eyes
And I drift away
Into a deep sleep
Also all I hear
Is my heart beating non stop

You are loved
God’s children
Never forget that
You are loved
By God
Also it was God
That had made you
With his holy hands
And placed you
Here on earth to live
So please live
Your life that
You God gave
Here on earth
And before you
Go  to bed
Don’t forget
To pray to God

I can't understand
Why the day before
You were fine
Walking with me
In the park
You were so happy
You felt like somebody
Had lifted you up
I think it was God
Anyway
And the next day
You had died
Early in the morning

Bless the Fall
My beloved God
Because you change the color of the lives
In the Fall also
From the trees
It is also breath
Taking

Being healthy
Eating healthy
Eat more veggies, fruits, and salads
Stop eating junk food

Love remains
The property
Of my father
And our father
Had given us
All his love for us
Without limits
Also it was
My father that
Had made us many
Years ago
Today we are a adult
And we have a lot of
Responsabilities
We must look after
Our health every single day
Also we must look after
Our hygiene every single day
And also our father
Had given us some clothes to wear
It is all casual clothes
And not designer clothes
Because my father doesn’t have much money
And he purchase the clothes at a second
Hand store
There is nothing wrong from purchasing clothes from
A second hand store

I just wanna stop
Judging people
Because people
Just hate to be
Judged by me
Especially the people
That is my friends
I just wanna stop
Mistreating the people
That is my friends
Because also my friends
Hate to be mistreated
And also I am afraid
To lose some of
My friends
Because I have some
Good friends already
That I have known
For a lifetime
I just wanna stop
Hurting my friends
Feelings
I just wanna stop
Goin to bed late
Because I am jeopardizing
My sleeping  schedule
So I must try to go
To bed early
So that I get a good
Night sleep
Tomorrow Will be another day
That will be hot
So I will wear a t-shirt
And my shorts
I will wear my running shoes
Also tomorrow morning
I will go for a walk
Around the block
And while I walk around
The block I hear
The birds singing
Their song
Also, I am getting some
Fresh air into my lungs
I just wanna stop
Complaining about my life
Because I just have
A good life
And I am living a good life
That my father gave
To me
After he had made me
With his holy hands

Holy spirit
You live inside of me
And I am so happy that
The holy spirit
Is alive in me
I hope my holy spirit will
Be alive for me forever
Also the holy spirit brings
Peace to my life that I need
Every day in my life
I could never live without the
Holy spirit
People don’t wish me dead
Because I don’t want to die yet

God in my world you live
God I am so happy that you live in my world
If I didn't had you in my life
My life would be lonely
Yes God I lived a lonely life before I found you
And to be honest with you I was very isolated before
But now I have you in my life
God I never gambled with my life
God I never smoked street drugs
God I never drunked in my life alcohol
God I been sober for the rest of my life
God I never tried to harm myself
God I live with that mental illness
I am not ashamed of my mental illness
God I was born with mental illness
God I have some limitations also
God I know what is right and wrong
God I am responsible for my behavior
God I changed my behaviors so many times

Heal the world
By saving the whales
That swim in our oceans
Because the oceans
God gave to the whales
So they could be free
But they are no longer
Free
Because the poachers
Are killing the whale
They cut the fins of
The whale
And throw the whales
Bach in the ocean
That is a disgrace
Soon the whales
Will be endanger
Species

The voice of an angel
Every night in my sleep
I hear the voice of an angel
The voice of the angel
Is very mild
And the angel
Is telling me that
I should not trust every body
Because that would be
The wrong thing to do
I tell my angel that he
Should not worry
So much about me
Because I have some
Good friends in my life
That I can trust a hundred percent
My friends had never hurt me
By calling me
Sun of the b*h
Because I would be very upset
With my friends
Also I must tell my angel
That my friends have lots of
Respect for me
Also my friends respect my religion
And also my friends respect my race
I tell my angel that it was my
Father that  had made me
In to the men I am
And I am so happy being the
Men I am
If it wasn't for  my father
I would never exist
Also I tell my angel
That my father
Had placed me
Here on earth to
Live with his children also
Because I am the oldest child
Of my father
I also tell God that I live
By my father's rules
And also my father
Have some restricted rules
And I never sin anymore
But I had sin in the past
And I also had been
Punished by my father for sinning
Angel I never bother to read my father's bible
Because I never had any interest in it
Also Angel I already heard my father
Preach the bile
And I must tell you that  my father
Does a good job preaching
Angel every night I go to bed early
Because I have to follow my sleep pattern
Every single night
Angel I never stay up late
Because that would mess up my
Sleep routine
Angel I wake up very early in the morning
Every single day
But I must tell you that I am always tired
When I wake up in the morning
I never sleep in  the mornings because if
I do that I will never sleep at night
Angel I want you to know that I suffer
From depression for a long time
I hate to take my medications for my
Depression
But if I want to be well I need to take
My medication every single day
And I must tell you angel that I never
Miss a day
Angel I also pray for my father before
I go to bed
And my father answer my prayer
Every night
Angel I am so happy that I have freedom
In my life
And I don't take freedom for granted
Because I know that It was the
Veterans that gave me my freedom

Shirley
You are like
A sister to me
I am your voice
Because I want to speak
For you
So let me be your voice
Also I hope no body
Will mistreat you
Because you deserve to be
Treated with respect
Shirley
I am you eyes when you
Can’t see
When I will see you
Every morning
I want you to smile
For me because
I know that you have
A beautiful smile
And smile is the best
Medicine there is
Shirley
I feel that you have
Been blessed by your God
That had made you with his holy
Hands
We also know that God gave you some
Feelings
Also Shirley
When you sleep at night
In you cozy warm bed
I hope you have
Some dreams
About the people that
Are in you life
Also you are not alone
Shirley
Because you have in you
Life people that loves you
Please remember that always
Shirley
You will never starve
Because you sister
Will be feeding you
Every single day
Shirley
You are  loved
By you sister
Shirley
Live you life to the fullest
And please don’t waste you live away
By sleeping in during the mornings
Because if you sleep in during the days
You won’t sleep at night
Also Shirley
Every year you will get older
We can’t stop that
Because God made you life
That way
Shirley you will age gracefully
Every year
Shirley
You won’t live forever
You will die some day
And we hope that you
Will be ready
When God comes to take you
To heaven
Where you will live in heaven
A new life
Shirley
I will never forget to pray for you
Also
I will have to be strong and carry on
Also we hope that you will be resting
In peace in heaven

Futuro amados
I hope that you are
Living  the life
That God gave you
Every day
Futuro amados
Do you love each other
Very much?
Futuro amados
It is time
To get married
And live together
Forever
Futuro amados
It is time to kiss
Each other
Futuro amados
It is time
To make love
With each other

We don’t talk anymore
About the war overseas
We don’t talk anymore
About the people
Who had there had blown of
I n the war
We don’t talk anymore
About the people who had
There arms blown of
In the war
We don’t talk anymore
About the babies who had died
Of mal nutrion in the war

What do I need to change in my life
I need to change
The time I go to sleep
Because I am not getting
Sleep during the night
Because I stay up late
At night
When my grandfather clock
Chimes 3:00 am
I go to bed every night
When I wake up the next morning
At 12:00 pm I still wake up tired
I hate to wake up tired
I think I have to start to go to bed
Earlier every single night
So that I get a proper sleep
Also the other thing I need
To change is my anger issue
Because I had insulted
All my friends
And that made then
Very angry
Also some of my
Friends had ended the
Friendship with me
The other friends
I still have
Also now I have
A small amount of friends
And they had forgiven me
For my bad behavior
I am also happy
That I still have a small amount of friends
They are helping me with my anger issue
They understand that it needs to
Be worked on
And I must try to keep my cool

Aldo's soul is alive God
Because you kept him alive God
Aldo's soul is ***** with blood stains
Please God wash Aldo's soul
And make it whiter than snow
After you wash Aldo's soul put a bandaid so that the cut can heal
Because Aldo knows there is a cut in his soul
The cut is small , and the size of his little fingers

And also my friends love
The earth
When the night arrives
Here on earth
We first pray to you
And ask you to give as health
Because we have poor health now
Also it is our responsability to look
After our health every single day
Also father we are no long young
Because our young lives are over
Also father we don’t want to die yet
Because we still have a life to live
And we will live it to the fullest
Every single day
Also father we are happy
That you are keeping us alive here on
Earth every single day
Also we are sad to see the ending of Summer
Yes father Summer ended very fast
Now you brought us the fall
Yes it is no longer warm
The warm days are over
We need now to finally start
To wear our winter clothes
And put the Summer clothes away
The leaves on the trees are changing its color
To golden
Also there are some leaves of the trees
On the ground

What’s going on
With my thoughts
That are coming out of my mind
So fast
I wish that I could stop my thoughts
From moving fast
I have no idea how to do that
I have diffirent thoughts in my mind
Some dark thoughts that I don’t like it
And some happy thoughts
I use the happy thoughts in my poems
The dark thoughts I discard down the chutte
I must say that I enjoy being a poet
That is the job I do best
And I was chosen to be a poet
By my father
Also I write my poems every single day
For my father
I don’t miss a day writing poems for my father
And also my father rewards for a well dne job
Yes when the night comes I stop working
And I go to bed

Nica’s dream
Have beautiful dreams
Every single night
When he sleeps
In his warm and
Cozy bed
Nica’s dream
Is all different from
Each other
Sometimes Nica
Dreams with
His friends that
Have died before him
And even now he still
Grieving the loss of
His friends
That have died
15 years ago
Nica misses
His friends that past
Away
Now his friends
Are living in heaven
And also they will be
Resting in peace
Forever

I am confidante
That I will be able to change
My behavior by  working
******* it
I am confidante that I
Will be able to control
My anger without
People helping me
I am confidante
That I will need to  make more
Friends in my life
That will support me
In my daily life
I am confidante
That tonight I will
Have a good night sleep

Paris
A wonderful city
A place for lovers
Paris
A city to dream wild
Paris
In that river the boats are moving with lovers inside
Watching that beautiful sky above the river
And the moon from that beautiful sky
Is shining in
The river
Paris
A city that never sleeps
Paris
The romance is in the air
Paris
The lovers are feeling the love that are in the air
Paris
That smell of the roses the lovers can smell
Paris
This is the sign that spring is here
Paris
Spring is the most beautiful time of the year
Now that winter has finally gone to sleep
Paris
The lovers welcome spring with open arms

Arrête avant de me briser le coeur
That belongs to me
Because when you break my heart
You will be putting some pain
In my heart
And I know that I will have some
Excrutiating pain
That will drive me insane
I could take all the pain killers I have
But the truth it will not work
I will have to wait for my father
To fix my heart
As soon as possible

Mother's in heaven
We have lost our mother's
That had died from cancer
Many years ago
We had also cried when we had lost our mother
Our mothers had always told us
That we are very immature
We hated that
It had made us very mad
Also we only had freedom
The day our mother's died
And that made us happy
We begin living our lives
The way we wanted to live
We had lived our life to
The fullest
We had started to make
Some friends
Our friends treated us
With respect
And we treated also our
With respect
Our friends respected
Our religion
And our race
We had prayed to God
And asked God to give us
Health and peace
We didn't had good health
We all had some health issues
I have some depression
That is hard to live with
I take injection for my depression
Every month
When We were a teenager
We had no health problem
We had started to have health problems
When we became adults
None of us want to die from cancer
We never smoked cigarettes
Because we would ruin our lungs
We never drunk any wine
Because we would be ruining our liver
Today we are adults and very matured
We wished that our mother's could be here
To see how fast we have changed
We are finally matured adults
Yes all of us are missing our mothers
But our mother's are living in heaven
And they are resting in peace
Also we are always praying for our mother's
We know that our mother's don't have
Any pain anymore

Silencio
In my life is what I need
Silencio
When I sleep I need
Silencio
I need when I dream
Silencio
When I walk outside I need also

He

He
He is a men to me
He can take care of
Himself
You don't have to
Ask him
To pray for my father
He does it automatic
He is a believer of God

Gente fina
Gente fina is another thing
Because they wear designer clothes
Every day
And I believe that
Designer clothes clothes was
Made for the rich people like
Lawyers, teachers, and doctors

Don’t wanna lose you
Father I am very afraid
That something like that
Could happen to you
Because we need you
In our lives
Also we need you
To be a part of our lives
Every single day
Also father we could never live
Without you
Because we would be very lonely
Father you were the one that
Made us in you image
And placed us here on earth to live
Also we already got used to the earth
You told father that the earth is not our
Temporally home
Heaven will be our new home
When we die
We are also looking forward to live in heaven
The day we die

I am not dreaming anymore
At night
Because there are
Nothing left for me to dream
At the moment
And that is the truth
When I sleep at night I sleep
Like a log
I never get up in the middle of the night
I also hear myself breathing nonstop
I need to get 8 hours of sleep
I can't function without sleep
My father
When I wake up in the morning
I am always waking up tired
My dear God
I would love to go back to bed
And sleep a few hours
But if I do that I won't sleep at night
Also, I am not a morning person
Also when I wake up in the morning
I have the morning blues
That is very difficult to get rid of
I am always going to bed early

Every night

I am always following my sleep

Schedule that my father made for me

Also, I must get 8 hours of sleep

Every night

Father, I can't function without sleep

Where do I get the courage?
Where do I get the courage to go on living again?
To come out of my shell?
To pray again?
To smile?
Where do I get the courage to sing again?
Or laugh?
Where do I get the courage to go out again?
To relax again?
To breathe?
Where do I get the courage to love again?
To be free again?
To cook again?
Or look at the blue sky again?
Where do I get the courage to write again?
To wipe out the bad memories?
And put the past behind?
Where do I get the courage to make new friends?
Or watch flowers grow in the garden?
Where do I get the courage to write a letter to you?
To save money again?
Or read books?
I find it
Day by day.

I just wanna stop
Judging people
Because people
Just hate to be
Judged by me
Especially the people
That are my friends
I just wanna stop
Mistreating the people
That are my friends
Because also my friends
Hate to be mistreated
And also I am afraid
To lose some of
My friends
Because I have some
Good friends already
That I have known
For a lifetime
I just wanna stop
Hurting my friends
Feelings
I just wanna stop
Going to bed late
Because I am jeopardizing
My sleeping  schedule
So I must try to go
To bed early
So that I get a good
Night sleep
Tomorrow will be another day
That will be hot
So I will wear a t-shirt
And my shorts
I will wear my running shoes
Also tomorrow morning
I will go for a walk
Around the block
And while I walk around
The block I hear
The birds singing
Their song
Also, I am getting some
Fresh air into my lungs
I just wanna stop
Complaining about my life
Because I just have
A good life
And I am living a good life
That my father gave
To me
After he had made me
With his holy hands

My dear father
I never had been loved
Like these before
And I also like the way that
You loved me
My dear father
I also hope that you never stop
Loving me
Every single day
In my life

Gente fina
Are not my friend
Father
Nun of my friends
Are gente fina
Because they are alsp
Extremely rich
And they have lots
Of rich friends
They don’t like any people
That are poor to be
There friends
Also gente fina
Are the slave of money
Because they work too much
And they make lots of money
Working 48 hours per week
Thanks God we are poor
And also happy
Because we live with a small
Amount of money
Every month
And we need also to make
A monthly budget with our money
We try very hard to strech our money
When we shop for used clothes
From a second hand store
We love very much our poor
Friends
And they are very rich in spirit also
And also my friends are rich in spirit
But when it comes to money
They are poor like me

I am desperado
Waiting for the Winter
To end
I must tell you
Friends and God
I never got use
To the Winter yet
Yes God
The Winter is too long
In Canada
I am sick and tired
Of the Winter already
I am desperado
For the Arrival of Spring
God outside is a Winter land
Yes the snow is falling
From the sky to earth
The earth is
I  am waiting desperado
For the snow to end
Falling from the sky
Shoveling is not my
Favorite thing
But I have no choice
On that
I am waiting desperado
For you father to bring
Me the Indian Summer
That will warm my hearth
And soul
I will go back wearing
My t-shirt , shorts, and
Running shoes on my feet
I am desperado father
For you to end this day
Because I am already tired
From shoveling snow
I am desperado Waiting
When you are going to bring
The birds back during spring

What do I need to change in my life
I need to change
The time I go to sleep
Because I am not getting
Sleep during the night
Because I stay up late
At night
When my grandfather clock
Chimes 3:00 am
I go to bed every night
At 3:00 am
The next day I
Wake up at noon
And I wake up  very
Tired

You died yesterday afternoon
And I had cried so much
I could not believe that you would died so soon
Today I am missing you already
I am sorry friend that you died so soon
Yesterday I sad good bye to you
You life here on earth is over
I believe that you died and started a new life in heaven
I know that you are not suffering anymore
Friend
Rest in peace forever

Let me dream with God
Let me dream with you my friend
Let me sleep in during the day
Let me sing you a new song
Let me comment on your new dress
Let me go for a walk in the park
Because this will give me some time on my own

Don't cry for me Africa
I hear your cries people of Africa
I see pain in your eyes people of Africa
It is hard to describe what you people of Africa are going through
Poverty strikes you all people of Africa
Don’t cry for me Africa
Because I will keep you in my prayers people of Africa
Power to the people of Africa
People of Africa lift your spirit higher
Lord is the light and truth people of Africa
The Lord sends you a message from his heart to you people of Africa
He said because I love you
I will answer your prayers
I hear your prayers
Don’t cry for me Africa
Because you have a friend that is the Lord
People of Africa continue doing the Lord's work
Make a wish people of Africa
The people of Africa are looking at the Lord face to face
Lord here is no paradise
We dream a little dream said the people of Africa to the Lord
The People of Africa Pray that the Lord will give each other Strength every day
Don’t cry for me Africa
Save the people of Africa
Strengthened the people of Africa each day
Because I’ll be there in your dreams people of Africa
The people of Africa tells The Lord how much they love him
Don’t cry for me Africa
Lord comes when you are ready people of Africa
Feelings you have for your Lord People of Africa
And I know you will never let it die
Nothing but flowers the people of Africa will plant in the sea shore for the Lord
Don’t cry for me Africa
The people of Africa needs hope to heal there land
The Lord rose up on you people of Africa
Don’t cry for me Africa
My heart will go on
Once I close this door of the ship I will sail across the Atlantic Sea

Love remains
The property
Of my father
And our father
Had given us
All his love for us
Without limits
Also it was
My father that
Had made us many
Years ago
Today we are an adult
And we have a lot of
Responsabilities
We must look after
Our health every single day
Also we must look after
Our hygiene every single day
And also our father
Had given us some clothes to wear
It is all casual clothes
And not designer clothes
Because my father doesn’t have much money
And he purchase the clothes at a second
Hand store
There is nothing wrong to purchase clothes from
A second hand store

What is done is done
My pictures fade
To black and white
They have lost their colors
There is not much I can do
Because what is done is done
A motorcycle or a car would be no good for me
Because I don't know how to drive a motorcycle or a car
I have no license
It would be parked in my driveway rusting away
I would have to sell it
And get some cash
What is done is done
In spite of it all
I am feeling better
How many roads I must walk to get to you?
Because what is done is done
My love for you is unconditional
It is a lucky day that I can have sometime for myself
Without thinking about old stuff
That is now worthless to me
Because what is done is done
My sweet one is God
I am sure he knows that
I mention it to him a thousand times
Because what is done is done
My world is now on fire
There is plenty of shame that I feel
I am trying to build a better life for me
My roots are superficial here on earth where I stand
Because what is done is done
I still can change it
You are now looking in the eyes of a criminal
- That is me
Where does my faith come in?
Nobody else knows my feelings better than me
And I know what is done is done
I will not let the bad dreams wake me up in the middle of the night
Because they were strange dreams
I had them before
I can't change the fact that I had done those things before
Because what is done is done
I am surfacing in this land
What is done is done
The moon holds its water
So that the temperature in the winter time can be mild
The moon plays an important role in my life
When there is a full moon I know I sometimes act strange
Because what is done is done
Shelter me
Where I can forget about the things that happened to me a while ago
Because what is done is done
I will wear my love like heaven
Everyday
The clocks move fast
The time moves ahead fast
I need some solace from God and you
I just hope someday to embark on a new mission
Because now I am fumbling towards ecstasy
I looked everywhere I could for you
But that love died
After it was burning my skin
The scars are left
But I have high hopes for me
Because what is done is done
Is there somebody who will love me all the way?
Because what is done is done
I have been hurting too many people over and over again
With my violence
I hope to learn from this lesson and never do it again
Because what is done is done
Now I feel that I can't be a role model to anyone
I feel powerless
I have no power to control my temptations at the moment
I hope somebody will give it to me
And that somebody should be God
Because what is done is done
Nothing is broken other than my life
You never saw me crying like this before
It is because I am living a broken life
I am living with lies that people told me
They believed they knew me
That is not true
Who am I?
Who is this man with the brilliant and sharp mind?
They need to learn
I need to start over
And make something out of my life
Time is moving on
And if I don't take the chance I have I might lose it all
I am so far
I am out of reach
I am now trying to repair my broken life
Because what is done is done
If you could just say a prayer for me
I would appreciate it very much
But remember that I am far away
Out of reach
I hope someday I will be able to love you still
Because what is done is done
Do I know the color of my life?
Yes I should have known better
I acted on impulse
What is done is done
How does it feel to me knowing that I have a criminal record?
Bad, bad, bad
But what is done is done
I wish I could let go of my anger
I hope I will be able to do it
I need to work on it
Imagine me living in peace with myself and the ones I had hurt
Sometimes things are so complicated
Some things I have no control over
But
The things I do have control over is my behavior: the way I think, the Way I feel, And the way I Communicate with people
The things that I can't control is the war, terrorism, and the pollution that Is In the air
Will I see a happy ending to my life?
Who will pick up the pieces now that I have fallen to pieces?
What is done is done
Love comes to everyone
But not to me this time
I can forgive others
Someday I will forgive myself
When my life will be no longer broken
Not even one chance I will get
Now the judges hold my fate
And I have to play their game
I have no way out of it
Inside of me there is a desire to scream
Now I am standing at the crossroads
Trying to read the signs
To tell me which way I should go
To find all the answers that I need to fix my broken life
I don't care if it is right or wrong
For me to be at the crossroads
But one thing that I know
Is that there are lot's of questions popping up in my mind
I'll be there and back once my life is not broken anymore
It is time for me to just sit back
And wait for the world to come and crash down on my head
And I know that what is done is done
I feel so restless right now
I am sleeping at the park
This is because I have so much going through my mind
I am sleeping the night away
The dark night is my only companion
Not a sound I hear
Not even the traffic
Or people passing by
This is my problem
Nobody else’s
Because what is done is done
If I ever lose my mind again
I will have to stop and think before I act on impulse
Everything in my life must change soon
Because my life is broken
I feel once again the body heat rising
It keeps me warm in this night
Just once God will you save me this time?
God I'm yours
Because what is done is done
God I don't want to let you down
Say you are going to be mine God
I will give patience a chance
That is all that is left for me to do
Is there a chance for me to go to heaven?
God I was this time a prisoner inside the jail cell
It is even horrible to think about it
But what is done is done
Before I was thinking about God
I had woken up
And I saw something
I thought it was a shadow
But I found out sooner or later that it was God
That came for me
I kiss the wind
I am so unfortunate to be caught in a web of spiders
I am struggling in this uncaring snare
I yearn for a loving heart to call my own
I am speaking into the wind
My cries go to the right ear
Is there an escape?
Perhaps yes if only in the recesses of my mind
I will wait and I will listen
I will hear the one searching for me that is God
I will reach out with my soul and touch another
The one that I will is God
I will embrace God because he is close to me now
My restless empty heart stands still
I will listen to the sounds of the wind
As the wind gently touches my skin
I also need one to trust
To share
And not wanting to be alone
I will speak
Because God wants to hear my pleas
I am opening my arms to welcome the one that is calling for me
- That is God
Like a kiss in the wind
My feelings are there
Carried by and through the wind
God I am also alone like them
I can trust you with your love
I am reaching out
I am hearing you speak to me
Softly and yet so loud
I hear your voice saying
Just kiss the wind
For I am here:
“A careless word may kindle strife
A cruel word may wreck a life
A bitter word may hate instill
A brutal word may smite and ****
A gracious word may light a day
A timely word may lessen stress
A loving word may heal and bless”
Because what is done is done

Knocking at my door in heaven

Knocking at my door in heaven
Was all the angels that went
To earth and they were busy
With the dead people that
Had past away today on earth
They carried the dead people
To heaven
When they got there
The angels had knocked in heaven’s door
And the father had opened the door
And let the dead people in heaven
And when the dead people arrived in
Heaven they went to have a rest
There friends that stay behind on earth
Went to there funeral and they
Payed there last respect for them
None of the dead people
Had suffered anymore in heaven
They were resting in heaven
In there bedroom
Sleeping in there brass bed

Destino
Father let’s talk
About my destino
Today
I want to know
Everything that you
Can tell me about my
Destino
I am looking
Forward
To live in the future
Now
And I hope that I don’t
Make any mistakes in my future
Because I just don’t want to suffer
Anymore the way I suffered
In my past life

Estou cheio das suas desculpas
My friends
When it comes to support me
In my daily life
You tell me you just don’t have
The time for
Yes you have a very busy life
I know that you can make some time
For me
But I feel that I am not
Priority for you
You have other things
In you life that is more important
What about when I am sick
Would you be there for me?
Because I won’t be able to take care of
Myself
Also if I through a party
I know that you will always be there
Because you will be getting
Some free drinks
And also free food
But I know that the day I day
You will have time for me
You will come to my funeral
To pay you last respect for me
And I know that you all
Will be sad to see
Me living the earth
There will come  one angel
That my father send down from
Heaven to pick me up
And carry me on his wings to heaven
Also friends I will be living in heaven
My new life
That will be better than on earth
Also friends I trust my father
During the nights I will be sleeping
In my brass bed
That is inside my bedroom in heaven
And my father the next day he will
Wake me up early
Then I will get ready to start the day
First I will shave my face with the
Electric shaver
Then i will remove my ***** cotton robe
And my underwear and place it inside
The laundry bag to wash
Then I will go naked in the shower
I will rub the bar of soap into my skin
And the soap will remove the dirt
From my skin
Then I will rinse the soap from
My skin
Then it is over my shower
I will turn the shower of
Then I will dry my body with the
Bath towel
And I wear a underwear on my
Body
Then I will put a fresh cotton robe
On my body
And on my feet I will wear my leather sandal
God’s servants are now feeding our breakfast
In the dining room in heaven
The servant’s cooked a breakfast fit for a king
After breakfast
I helped my father to clean his garden
We both removed the Weeds from the garden
That had also taken up some room from the roses
It took as four hours to remove the weeds from the garden
It was a hard and tiring job
But it needed to be done
After we removed the weeds
We water the garden
And now was lunch time in heaven
Today for lunch we head
Tuna casserole
It was one of our favorite meal
After lunch I had my knap
Because I was tired
And I had skipped dinner
So I slept all through the night
I never got up once during the night
I must say that I slept like a log