Estou cheio das suas desculpas
My friends
When it comes to support me
In my daily life
You tell me you just don’t have
The time for
Yes you have a very busy life
I know that you can make some time
For me
But I feel that I am not
Priority for you
You have other things
In you life that is more important
What about when I am sick
Would you be there for me?
Because I won’t be able to take care of
Myself
Also if I through a party
I know that you will always be there
Because you will be getting
Some free drinks
And also free food
But I know that the day I day
You will have time for me
You will come to my funeral
To pay you last respect for me
And I know that you all
Will be sad to see
Me living the earth
There will come  one angel
That my father send down from
Heaven to pick me up
And carry me on his wings to heaven
Also friends I will be living in heaven
My new life
That will be better than on earth
Also friends I trust my father
During the nights I will be sleeping
In my brass bed
That is inside my bedroom in heaven
And my father the next day he will
Wake me up early
Then I will get ready to start the day
First I will shave my face with the
Electric shaver
Then i will remove my ***** cotton robe
And my underwear and place it inside
The laundry bag to wash
Then I will go naked in the shower
I will rub the bar of soap into my skin
And the soap will remove the dirt
From my skin
Then I will rinse the soap from
My skin
Then it is over my shower
I will turn the shower of
Then I will dry my body with the
Bath towel
And I wear a underwear on my
Body
Then I will put a fresh cotton robe
On my body
And on my feet I will wear my leather sandal
God’s servants are now feeding our breakfast
In the dining room in heaven
The servant’s cooked a breakfast fit for a king
After breakfast
I helped my father to clean his garden
We both removed the Weeds from the garden
That had also taken up some room from the roses
It took as four hours to remove the weeds from the garden
It was a hard and tiring job
But it needed to be done
After we removed the weeds
We water the garden
And now was lunch time in heaven
Today for lunch we head
Tuna casserole
It was one of our favorite meal
After lunch I had my knap
Because I was tired
And I had skipped dinner
So I slept all through the night
I never got up once during the night
I must say that I slept like a log

You said goodbye
I know that everything can happen
In our lives
I will ask the sky for it to shine
I had thrown some flowers in the ocean
To find you
I hope that the flowers that are in the ocean
Found you
I will ask the sky for you to return to me
I will never understand why you said goodbye
I will keep all the kisses that you gave to me

Tell me again
That I am lucky
To be one of you son
My father
Tell me again
That I must pray to you
Father every single night
Before I go to bed
Tell me again father
That I need to  respect you
Father
Tell me again father
When are you going to
Bring Spring to me
Because I am sick and tired
Of the long winter we are having
Tell me again
That the birds will return in the spring
Because I just miss the birds badly
Tell med again that
We will have a couple days of   Indian Summer
During the Winter

Destino
Father let’s talk
About my destino
Today
I want to know
Everything that you
Can tell me about my
Destino
I am looking
Forward
To live in the future
Now
And I hope that I don’t
Make any mistakes in my future
Because I just don’t want to suffer
Anymore the way I suffered
In my past life

Sweet silvia
You are my father’s
Oldest child
Sweet silvia
You younger days are over now
Because you already lived the
Young days
Sweet Silvia
Now you are aging gracefully
And we can’t stop that
Because you father made
Life to be that way
Sweet silvia
Are you praying for you father
Before you go to bed?
Because it only takes a couple seconds
To do it
If you don’t pray for you father
You father will punish you
Sweet silvia
You are not going to live
Forever here on earth
Because you only live once
And when you die
I will be there to say good bye
Sweet Silvia
And I know that you will rest in peace
In heaven

Diga
Gue voce gosta
De rezar for my father
Diga
Gue voce
Love my father
The same way that I love him
Diga
That you are happy
That my father loves you
And you feel very happy about that
Diga
That it was my father
That created you in his image
He gave you green eyes
And blond hair
And friend I must tell you
That I wish that I had
Blond hair and green eyes
But the truth is
That I am an ugly men
With gray hair
And brown eyes
Diga
That the world
Won’t stop for you
Diga
That you go to sleep
Early every single night
Diga
That you have good friends
That you can trust then
Diga
That you can’t wait more
For the Winter to end
Diga
That you still not used to
The Winter
Diga
That you want me to
Continue to be you friend
Diga that
You got used to live
With you depression
Diga
That you have good
Friends that have some respect
For you
Diga that you love
Nature
And it was my father that
Made nature for us
Diga that we are destroying
Our nature
Diga that
The fish and the wild live
We are killing it
Soon the wild life will
Be declared endanger species

Love remains
The property
Of my father
And our father
Had given us
All his love for us
Without limits
Also it was
My father that
Had made us many
Years ago
Today we are a adult
And we have a lot of
Respomsabilities
We must look after
Our health every single day
Also we must look after
Our hygiene every single day
And also our father
Had given us some clothes to wear
It is all casual clothes
And not designer clothes
Because my father doesn’t have much money
And he purchase the clothes at a second
Hand store
There is nothing from to purchase clothes from
A second hand store
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Sonhos bonitos

I had last night

When I was sleeping

In my cozy warm bed

I had so many

Sonhos bonitos

Of my loved ones

That had die before me

I must say that I was sad

To see them die

And go straight to heaven

Yes I know that they had suffered a lot

When they lived here on earth

Pai eu quero te amar
For always
I hope you will be happy
Knowing that
Pay eu quero te amar
The whole life
And you can believe me pay
Because I am not telling you
Pai any bulshit
I am telling the truth
And that is not a lie
Pai
Also pai obrigado
For keeping me alive
And safe here on earth
Also pai I must tell you
That I never give up
Easy on my life
I try tu do the things
That I must do
Like pray to you
Every single morning
And pai i never forget
To pray to you
And pai I am telling you
The truth
Also pai I am living my life
Every single day
Here on earth
Pai now I must tell you
That I am enjoying
The days of Summer
Here on earth
Pai was you that
Made me in you image
And I am happy to be
A disable men that you created
And gave me a wonderful life
To live here on earth
Pai you had beem the men
Who created day and night
The night was made for us to sleep
And pai i go early to bed
So that I can get a good night sleep
And I never get up in the middle of the night
Pai
I sleep like a log pai
Every night
And I am also feeling grateful
For giving the health I have
Pai I know that it is my
Responsability to take a good
Look after my health
Also pai I know that I must
Also look after my hygiene
The first thing in the morning pai
I have my showers
Then when it is finished pai
I dry my body with the but towel pai
Then pai i put my ***** laundry inside
The laundry bag to wash
And pai I must say that one
Laundry bag is already full
Of ***** laundry
Then I get dress pai into the clothes
You had given me for last Christmas
And they are casual clothes
From the second hand store that
My pai bought from
We just love to wear second hand clothes
From the second hand store
Also pai the days are longer during the Summer
And at 9 pm the sun go dowm and it is
The end of the day
And pai I see the beautiful sunset that
You made
And now finally the night arrived
Also it was time for me to go sleep pai

Aldo's soul is alive God
Because you kept him alive God
Aldo's soul is ***** with blood stains
Please God wash Aldo's soul
And make it whiter than snow
After you wash Aldo's soul put a bandaid so that the cut can heal
Because Aldo knows there is a cut in his soul
The cut is small , and the size of his little fingers

Te conozco bien
My father
For a long time
Father you are the one
That gave me
A beautiful life
To live here on earth
After you made
Me in your image
Yes father
I never complain to you
About my life
I must say to you
That I am satisfied
With the life I am living
Here on earth
Also don't worry
I will not destroy my life
Doing street drugs
Also I can't afford to buy
Street drugs
I hope father
You let me live a
Long time here on earth
Until I get old
Also I don't want to die young
I promise you father
That I will take good
Care of my health
And I won't let my
Health go down hill
Also I will not forget
To pray to you
Yes father I know that
I need to stay sober
And I will not drink
Beer or wine
Because I will be
Damaging my liver
So I have healthy liver
Father
Sorry father
Now it is 9:00PM
It is my bed time
I will be going to bed
Now
Tomorrow is a new day
That I am already looking
Forward to tomorrow
Father please be good to me
Bring me some sun
And not rain

Bom dia
The new day started
Early this morning
And the was very bright
It came inside my bedroom
And woke me up
Now I am going to
Get ready to start the new
Day
First I started to
Shave my face
With the electric shaver
And I find that
The electric  shaver
Is much easier
For me to use
Every second day
So when I finish
Shaving
I go into the shower
I turn my shower on
And the water of the shower
Wet my body
Then I rub the bar of soap
Into my skin
And the soap removes
The dirt from my skin
Then I had rinsed the
Soap from my skin
And now  I was feeling
Clean
Now I had turned the shower
Of
Then I started to dry
My body with a
Bath towel
Now I am going to dress
Myself into my casual clothes
Now I finally went out
To enjoy this beautiful
Sunny day
At the park
The birds are singing
There tune
For me

Você pode chorar por mim
When you miss me
At night
Because at night here in
Philadelphia I go for walks
Every night after dinner
To get some exercise

Stay with with me
Father
Please stay with me
During the night
Because lately
I am having so many
Broken sleep
And I am not sleeping very well
That I must confess to you
My father
I am only getting 3 hours of sleep
Every night
And when I wake up
I still not able to function properly
I must say father that
I also that a sleeping medication to sleep
It is my melatonin
I don't know why I am always worried about my sleep
I wish you could cure me
From my lack of sleep
I love that my father

Nica’s dream
Have beautiful dreams
Every single night
When he sleeps
In his warm and
Cozy bed
Nica’s dream
Is all different from
Each other
Sometimes Nica
Dreams with
His friends that
Have died before him
And even now he still
Grieving the loss of
His friends
That have died
15 years ago
Nica misses
His friends that past
Away
Now his friends
Are living in heaven
And also they will be
Resting in peace
Forever

Plenty Of Anger

There is plenty of anger inside of me
It has to stop
Why is there so much anger inside of me?
My anger is part of my frustration
I am frustrated with the way things are going
I am frustrated with the way people treat each other
I am frustrated with the way people treat me
I am frustrated with the way I treat myself
I am frustrated with the way I treat others
I am frustrated with the way I treat my family
I am frustrated with the way I treat my friends
I am frustrated with the way I treat my co-workers
I am frustrated with the way I treat my boss
I am frustrated with the way I treat my employees
I am frustrated with the way I treat my customers
I am frustrated with the way I treat my suppliers
I am frustrated with the way I treat my competitors
I am frustrated with the way I treat my community

I will slow down my thoughts
Because my thoughts are moving fast
I  don't have bad thoughts
On my mind
I  will never hurt myself or anIybody else anymore
Because I am getting tired of it
I will let people live their life
And I will live mine
People I know that you got to live your life also
People I got my own problems to solve
Not alone but with the help of my friends
People I need to think positively
People I never think negative thoughts
People I hope you understand that I am a human being like you
I can't believe it is only November
The sun was shining today
It is a perfect day to go for a walk
People I know that God will forgive me for the bad things I done
Now it is the time for you to forgive me also
God I am always forgiving myself for the bad things I do
God I have a book to write my thoughts down
And I do it every day
By filling every page of this book
God I know that actions speaks louder than words
God I know the consequences of my bad behaviour
God I have my own battles to fight
People I must fight my battles alone
I feel that I will win those battles
People when I speak to you I promise that I will tell only the truth
I will not lie to you people
People your friendship is very important to me
People I don't want to lose you
Because I would be lonely
And I don't want to be alone
People I appreciate everything you do for me
People you were there when I was sick
People I am so happy that I got your support in my life
People please don't abandoned me now
Because I need you in my life
People when you are sick also I will be there for you
People I will try to control my anger
Before it gets out of control
God deep down I am a good person
People I love for who you are
And I accept the way you are
People my depression got much better
People I don't feel depress the way I used to feel
People I am so happy to be alive every day
And it is God that keeps me alive every day
People I want to worship God every day
People I want to pray for peace now
Because we need peace now
People I don't want to live forever
Because I know that God is in charge of my life
It is God that rules my life and not me
People I am not getting any younger
I am older now
People my youth days are over
People I never drunked in my life
People I will stay sober
People my childhood days are over
And when I was young I had asthma
People I am not the one who tells one thing and do the other
People I never put things off in my life
People can you pick me up when I fall
People if you see me sad can you cheer me up
People teach me to love people
Because I need to know how to love people
People I need to take care of my health
People I can't live without health
People it is time to say good bye to you
Because I am going to bed
People all the trees are bare now for the winter
And winter is on its way
People the birds had migrated now for the winter
And it makes me so sad
Because I won't hear them singing again
People I already traveled to Europe
And I saw many beautiful places
People I live alone in a place I love
People I don't have much money to spare for the poor
Because the money I have I need for myself
To buy food and pay my rent
God I closed my eyes and I meditate every morning when I wake up
People I want to share my poetry with you all
People I don't drink coffee anymore but I drink tea
People I don't know if I will be here
People I  am already planning for tomorrow
People I already suffered so much in my life
With my depression and my diabeties
People I need to take medication for my depression or diabeties
If I want to be well
People summer is now resting
And we will see it next year again
Also the birds will return and they will sing their symphony
There will be lots of sunny days during the summer months
People I must tell you that I love when the birds sing their song
People I always show remorse when I do wrong things
People don't call me crazy because I am not
And it hurts me very much
People please pray for me
And ask God to heal me
People please understand that I don't want to die now
Because I am so young
God please guide me where I am walking
People if I die some day I hope that you all will be there
People I know that you worry a lot about me
And I worry about my life
People we  are never alone because God is always there for me
Today the sun went down already and I saw the beautiful sunset
That took my breath away
People I never accused anybody of anything
I never had called people a thief
People I want to get better each day with my health
People I take good care of my hygiene
Because I don't want to smell badly
I also wear clean clothes on my body each day
People I have my own style of clothes
You may not like my style of clothes
People I will talk slowly when I talk to you
So that you can hear what I am saying
People I want to be heard
People I already made so many sacrifices in my life
It was very hard to do
People I am now sleeping all through the night
And I don't wake up in the middle of the night
The next day when I wake up
I feel rested
People when I sleep I also snore very loud
People I will speak up for myself
Because I need to speak up
When I get angry I must tell people that I am angry
Will people understand that I am angry?
God so many people broke my heart so many times
God I want to ask you to repair my broken heart
People I have so many feelings
And I feel that I have to let my feelings out
When I speak
God I don't judge any body
So I don't want to be judge
God I am always worried about what people thinks about me
God I should stop worrying about what people think about me
God I will continue living my life the best way I can
People we need to love each other and not hate each other
People we need to have respect for each other
People sometimes it is hard to pass the time
There are days that the time past so fast when I am having fun
Friends I am missing you because I haven't  seen you for so long
God I need to be feed now because I am starving
So don't forget to feed me
God I am lost for words
Right now
God all I need is to be with you
God wash my eyes so that I can see clearly
People God will give us peace every day
God I can't get enough of your love
So please God give me more love
So that I can give to those that I love
People I know that you all love me
And I want to thank you all for loving me
God I want to climb the mountain during the winter
And I want to see the blue sky with no clouds
The evergreen are covered with snow
And God I want to tell you that it looks beautiful
A new morning has broken
And I am so excited about it
Just being alive
Breathing that air that is filling up my lungs
My heart is pumping that blood all over my body
People please show your  love to me
God I want to celebrate my life here on earth
God I am not ashamed of my mental illness
God if I had to do the same for you I would my God
I would give my love and a kiss to you
God tell me why life is so complicated
Because it is so complicated
People no matter where you are I will be waiting for you
I know you must follow this path that will take you some place
God I been dreaming away tonight
The only thing I want to do is dream tonight with you God
Because I am so in love with you my God
People I have some self esteem
And myself esteem is very high
People I have recovered from my depression
And I am feeling fine with lots of energy
Now I just have to live my life
To the fullest
God I will not play game with people's feelings
Because that is a dangerous thing to do
God I let you down so many times
And I want to say sorry for doing it
God please understand that I am not selfish
I don't think only about myself
God if I had to choose between peace or war I would chose peace
God the war have killed so many innocent children
We lost so many children already
God I know that you can perform miracles
God I seem all the miracles that you do for the people
God I know that you can't put a price on life
People when you love somebody you should love them all the way
People no one can live without love
People never tell somebody that you hate them
Because that is a bad thing to do
People you need to learn to relax
Because when you are relaxed you will feel better
God love gives me the right to be free
I am living on the edge
And I am saving all my love for you God

Destino
Father let’s talk
About my destino
Today
I want to know
Everything that you
Can tell me about my
Destino
I am looking
Forward
To live in the future
Now
And I hope that I don’t
Make any mistakes in my future
Because I just don’t want to suffer
Anymore the way I suffered
In my past life

I Believe what I say
A sonnet is a moment's
Monument,
Memorial from the soul
Eternity to one's deathless
Hour
Shed a light
Don't shed a tear
Give a small praise
Don't dance with a stranger
Farewell to the soldiers
farewell to the world
As winter is coming
Believe what I say
A woman speaks with her heart
Save me
Even if
Is to realy love you
Even if the love is to evaporate
The irresisteble one you are
A rose
The Jasmin tree
Has the perfume of eternity
With these eyes
Full of raindrops
That had fallen from the sky
There is hope
For us so strong
God will carry us through
Our lives
And my hope for us is that we live and love each other
Like lover's do
What else can I say?
Believe in me
Let's get our act together
Because we don't know our destiny
It is hard to know if we are heading through the right direction
All I need is assurance
There are no disapointments for us I can assure you that
Everything is alright with me
And it will be all right for us
Take your time to be with me
There is somebody at your door
With not just a pretty face
This one is me
There are letters left unopened at my desk
You can always pull me through
I saw you in the mirror
I am gratefulul for you
Because you can always pull me through
My black dats
And lift my spyrit
We are not afraid to die
We are not afraid to dream
We are not afraid to show the love we have for each other
We are not afraid to speak our mind
Once the morning comes
You can change your mind
Your love is like a river that runs trhough my heart and soul
When I am warm and thirsty
Nothing will change my mind
You are the one for me
And I am the one for you
I know that we can't live another day without each other
Let's make a wish for us
And I hope that life will be good for the two of us
I don't need to see the trust you have in me
Because I have so much trust for you
If there were no dreamers like us
What the world would be without dreamers
If we didn't had each other
What would our lives be?
It would be inposible for us to describe
Because we better not think about it
Let's enjoy life
Let's enjoy our love
Hope is what we need for each other

Money money song
Is going to get me a girl
Money money song
I am going to use it to buy me a cup of coffee
Money money song
Is going to take me to Paris
Money money song
Is going to buy me some new clothes
Money money song
I am going to use it to do my laundry
Money money song
Is going to buy me some groceries
Money money song
Is going to pay to fix my house
Money money song
Is going to send me to the rich men's world
Money money  song
Is going to buy me a cellular phone

You ask me if I love you
Father I will always love you
Until the day I die
Father thanks for keeping me
Alive each day here on earth
Also I am so happy that
Every day during the Summer
You bring me the sun that I
Love very much
Yes I am very lucky
That I live on earth
Yes the earth is beautiful
The way you have created with you  
Holy hands
You had made the beautiful blue sky
Before you made me
Also you had created the ocean
For me to go and have a swim
Also you have created the beautiful
Birds
Also father I love when the birds sing
There tune
Yes we already put the winter away
That season is the one I hate
Very much
Also father please do me a favor
Don't give me the rainy days

I am feeling so alone
In this world
My old friends abandoned me
I am feeling so alone and depress
Please depression leave me alone
I need a break from you
You are bringing the dark clouds inside my eyes
And all I see is dark
I feel that I been riding on a roller coaster
With my depression
This roller coaster ride is killing me
I hate this roller coaster ride
It feels like suicidal to me
Because it is moving fast
Please let me get out of this roller coaster ride
Before you **** me
Depression
Why do you want to hang around?
I am not your friend
I am the victim
I want to scream out of pain
But I can’t because I have no voice anymore
I feel that I lost my voice
That is a bad situation to bee in
I try to use my hands and wave it instead
To see if anybody will come to my rescue
I just have to wait
This roller coaster is very high
And it goes in a speed of 100 miles per hour
It is very fast
And now it is getting brighter out
And I see every thing dark still
The medications are the only thing that stops
Me from having depression
My depression is by polar
I don’t miss my medication
I no longer feel that I am in a roller coaster
Ride with my medications
My medications make me very tired
And I sleep all through the night
I sleep a few hours during the night
I think the roller coaster is now brockened  for good
I hope no body else fix it
Because it is winter and
 In the winter I feel the morning blues
At 6 am it still dark outside
And I have problem getting up
I never know how to get rid of my morning blues
My morning blues makes me very tired in the morning
When I get up
If I go back to bed I will be waisting a day
If I drink a cup of coffee that will wake me up
If I had the choice between going to bed or having a cup of coffee
I would choose the coffee
There is nothing better than a cup of coffee in the morning
At the end of the day
The night will come again
Because it gets dark so early in the winter
It feels very depressing to me
By 8 pm I am in bed sleeping
I go to bed early
I closed my eyes and I go to sleep
I have some dreams
I live now in a quiet place
And I love it that way
Because I hate noise
And I can’t sleep when there is noise
I have a dark room
And I sleep in a dark room
My clock rings every minute in the living room
The room where I sleep is warm
The bed where I sleep is very confortable
And I love it
In the summer I have more energy to do thimgs
And I feel more awake
But it is in the winter that I don’t have any energy
I wished that I had more energy during the winter
But I don’t

You father is never too far
He is always around
When you need him
Don’t worry he will
Come to every that
Needs a miracle in there lives
Because some people
Have been sick for a long time
Don’t worry because you father
To cure you during the day or
The night
So if you get cured
You won’t be a drug ****** like me
Father I want you also to make
A few miracles in my life
I have a mental illness
And I also been living with
That mental illness for a long time now
In the Summer my depression is ok
I get more energy to do stuff
And I also get lots of vitamin d
In the Winter my depression gets worst
In the winter you only give me gray
Sky that I just hate
Because the gray sky
Puts me to sleep
And I can’t have a knap
Or I won’t sleep at night

Shirley
You are like
A sister to me
I am your voice
Because I want to speak
For you
So let me be your voice
Also I hope no body
Will mistreat you
Because you deserve to be
Treated with respect
Shirley
I am you eyes when you
Can’t see
When I will see you
Every morning
I want you to smile
For me because
I know that you have
A beautiful smile
And smile is the best
Medicine there is
Shirley
I feel that you have
Been blessed by your God
That had made you with his holy
Hands
We also know that God gave you some
Feelings
Also Shirley
When you sleep at night
In you cozy warm bed
I hope you have
Some dreams
About the people that
Are in you life
Also you are not alone
Shirley
Because you have in you
Life people that loves you
Please remember that always
Shirley
You will never starve
Because you sister
Will be feeding you
Every single day
Shirley
You are  loved
By you sister
Shirley
Live you life to the fullest
And please don’t waste you live away
By sleeping in during the mornings
Because if you sleep in during the days
You won’t sleep at night
Also Shirley
Every year you will get older
We can’t stop that
Because God made you life
That way
Shirley you will age gracefully
Every year
Shirley
You won’t live forever
You will die some day
And we hope that you
Will be ready
When God comes to take you
To heaven
Where you will live in heaven
A new life
Shirley
I will never forget to pray for you
Also
I will have to be strong and carry on
Also we hope that you will be resting
In peace in heaven

I am desperado
Waiting for the Winter
To end
I must tell you
Friends and God
I never got use
To the Winter yet
Yes God
The Winter is too long
In Canada
I am sick and tired
Of the Winter already
I am desperado
For the Arrival of Spring
God outside is a Winter land
Yes the snow is falling
From the sky to earth
The earth is
I  am waiting desperado
For the snow to end
Falling from the sky
Shoveling is not my
Favorite thing
But I have no choice
On that
I am waiting desperado
For you father to bring
Me the Indian Summer
That will warm my hearth
And soul
I will go back wearing
My t-shirt , shorts, and
Running shoes on my feet
I am desperado father
For you to end this day
Because I am already tired
From shoveling snow
I am desperado Waiting
When you are going to bring
The birds back during spring

And also my friends love
The earth
When the night arrives
Here on earth
We first pray to you
And ask you to give as health
Because we have poor health now
Also it is our responsability to look
After our health every single day
Also father we are no long young
Because our young lives are over
Also father we don’t want to die yet
Because we still have a life to live
And we will live it to the fullest
Every single day
Also father we are happy
That you are keeping us alive here on
Earth every single day
Also we are sad to see the ending of Summer
Yes father Summer ended very fast
Now you brought us the fall
Yes it is no longer warm
The warm days are over
We need now to finally start
To wear our winter clothes
And put the Summer clothes away
The leaves on the trees are changing its color
To golden
Also there are some leaves of the trees
On the ground

Pai eu quero te amar
Forever
Because you also love
Me forever  
Without limits
Pai you had created me
In you own image
Pai you made in to
A white men
And I am so happy
To be a white men
Also pai
You gave me gray hair
And brown eyes
Pai you tell me that
I am a beautiful men
In you eyes
Also pai I am happy
To be you son
Also pai I am proud of you
Because você fez eu
One Christian
And when the day comes
For me to die pai
Eu vou esta pronto
To die
Obrigado pai
Para me deixar viver
Ate I end up old
Quando eu dormo a noite
Eu vou sonhar com você
Pai
Pai eu tenho boms amigos
Que ten respeito para min

I burn my past
The blood that is running from my cut
I drink it
Like a devil in the dark
What devil am I?
The Gothic devil
I survive drinking my own blood
I have no shame anymore
I am the Gothic devil
With a few words my heart is torn and in pain
Because there is a cut in my heart
All the lies I told to everyone
Now flash in my eyes
What once was my good life, now remains in ashes
My tainted ashes of love only feed the ashes
Of all lies
Blown in the wind to seek me to die
Under the sweet flowers I lay myself to sleep
Waiting for my life to end
I have grown old
I have grown weak
Because all the blood is running out of my heart that is cut
Nobody will stop the blood from running
The sun still shines where I lay under the sweet flowers
My life is now immortal
I am going soon
I am feeling more dizzy and weak each hour
Death is approaching me fast
This time I don't fear death
I accept it
Hurting other people was my sin
And not telling the truth was my second sin
All the things that I've done raise questions in my head
I don't do everything perfect
Why should I do?
Yes I can change my thinking
But I think I still have time for that
I still have time to say forgiveness
Before I go to my new home
I am the Gothic devil
And this Gothic devil is going home now to die
The hour arrived
I take one more look around where I am
I say good bye to mother earth
I shut my eyes
And now I feel myself going through a deep sleep
My breathing has stopped
Now the Gothic devil is dead and the Gothic devil is me
Nothing I can see anymore or feel
It was a wonderful day to die
It was a perfect time
Now I just lay down frozen like a stone beneath the sweet flowers where I Once stood
Someone carried me, the Gothic devil
And buried me in the cemetery
My body is there
But my spirit is in heaven

Being healthy
Eating healthy
Eat more veggies, fruits, and salads
Stop eating junk food

I want so badly to live
A peaceful life my God
Because I don’t have a peaceful life
God
My so called friend
Are very mean to me
I hate to be mistreated by my
So called friends
I have no Idea what did I do
To deserve it
Because that is something that
Makes me sad
Today I finally ended
The frienship with my so caled friends
I told then to go and live there lives
Alone
Also I told them that I no longer want
My so called friends in my life
And I also will live my life alone
With out any friends
I will not rush to make
New friends
I feel that I should take my time
Making new friends
And not rush in to it
I also hope that the people I choose
To be my friends accept me
The way I am

My gramma
Took no chances
She had bought
The sunflower seeds
And she had planted
The sunflower seeds
In her garden
Also I just love
To see the sunflower
Blooming away
In my gramma’s garden
Also, it is a show of color

After all
Fall ended today
And tomorrow
Morning the first
Day of Winter will be
Here
i am not looking
Forward to winter
Because the Winter
Is very long
And very cold
Also I go for walk
During the winter
Outside
I get dressed very warm
So I don't catch a flu
I wear my flannel shirt in the winter
With the top of my long john's
That keeps me warm
Then i also wear the bottom part
Of the long Johns
Also we had changed the clock back
I hour
And the days are shorter during the winter
It get's dark by 5pm every single day
I just hate that
I find it very depressing

Vamos amar os Brazileiros
People
Because I feel That
They also need our love
Vamos respeitar os
Brazileiros
Because they are
Just people
That  wants to belong
To our world
And they also have respect
For us
We just know that
Os Brazileiros hate  the winter
And they never got used
To the Canadian Winter
Also they never leave
There house during the winter
They sleep in during the Winter
All day long because they feel
That is time for them to catch up with
There sleep

I choose
All of you people
To be my friends
Also we have a lot
In common
I am  a Christian
And you people
Are also Christian
From birth
To adult life
Also People I am
God’s poet
And you people
Are also a poet
I go to bed early every
Single night
And you people
Also go to bed early
The next day I wake
Up at 11:00 am
All of you people
Also wake up
At 11:00 am
Also I have my shower
First thing in the morning
I put some body wash
In my sponge
Then I  rub  my
Sponge all over my body
Now all I have to do
Is rinse the body wash
That is in my body
When I  finished my
Shower
I turn my shower of
Then I also dry my body
With a bath towel
Now is time for me
To shave my face
With the electric
Shaver
Now I  will get dress
Into my casual clothes
All of you people
Also have you shower
First thing in the morning
You turn you shower on
Then you go into the shower
You put the body wash
In the sponge
Now you rub the sponge
All over you body
Then when it is finished
You rinsed the body wash
Now is time to turn
The shower of
Now you need to dry you body
With a bath towel
Then you all will shave
With the electric shaver
Finally it is now time for you all
To get dress
Into your
Casual clothes
All of you people
Buy only second hand clothes
And you people can’t afford
To buy designers clothes
Because they are very expensive
And you wear three times the
Designer clothes
Then after you wash it
You put in the dryer
But when you remove
Out of the dryer
They look like hell
All of you people
Pray every night
For my father
That had made you
With his holy hands
All of you people
I also pray for my father
Every single night

Are we in the same page
God
Can you understand that
People called me selfish
Do you think that I am selfish
God?
I am always giving my
Used clothes to the shelter
So that the poor people
Can use them
Then I buy myself some new
Clothes to wear
People say that I am a mean person
Because I am also always mad with People
It is because some people tell me to get lost

I can find
A lover
To love
Until I grow old
Also I am not afraid
To die alone
Alone here on earth
Any day my father
Calls me to die
Also I can find
A friend
That I  can always
Count on
I also can find a lover
That will love me
The way I am
I have some feelings
For my lover
And I hope she has
Some feelings for me

Au revoir Vince
We had our good times
Together
Also you were a  
Person who had a gentle soul
Vince you never done
Anything bad for any body
You had lots of respect
For you friends
Also it was you father
That had made you
With his holy hands
And placed here on earth to
Live
Also you were one of my
Children
I must say that you were
The oldest children of mine
I had introduced you
To my youngest children
And you all got along just fine
My youngest children are now
Teenagers
Yes they have grown very fast
I must tell you
Au revoir Vince
Somebody had ended you life
Here on earth
It was not my wish for me
To see you go
It made me very sad Vince
I find it very hard to live
My life without you
Vince
Now it is time to say
To you au revoir
I must say that
I hate to say good bye
To you but this time
I had no choice but
To say au revoir Vince
Vince somebody took you
Life away that ended
Very badly
Vince I am very sad every day
That I lost you friend
You have no idea
How much I cry for you
Vince I know that you
Are now in heaven resting in
A better place then me
Maybe one day we will
Be reunited in heaven again
And I know that there is a spot
In heaven for me
But now Vince I still living my life
That I have to live
To the fullest here on earth

Pai eu quero te amar
Forever
Because you also love
Me forever
Without limits
Pai you had crerated me
In you own image
Pai you made in to
A white men
And I am so happy
To be a white men
Also pai
You gave me gray hair
And brown eyes
Pay you tell me that
I am a beautiful men
In you eyes
Also pai I am happy
To be you son
Also pai I am proud of you
Because você fez eu
One Christian
And when the day comes
For me to die pai
Eu vou esta pronto
To die
Obrigado pai
Para me deixar viver
Ate I end up old
Quando eu dormo a noite
Eu vou sonhar com você
Pai
Pai eu tenho boms amigos
Que ten respeito para min

The best in me
I am a loving and
Caring person
Also, I don’t live alone
Here on earth
I live together here
On earth
With my friends
Also my friends
Are also Christians
Just like me
Also, they always pray
For my father
In their prayer
They ask God
To give them some health
And peace in their lives
Because they no longer
Have good health
They also have now
Celiac
That is a terrible disease
They are also limited
To the things they can eat
Father, I am always praying
To you
And in my prayer, I ask
Him to bring the sun early tomorrow
Because I just love the sun
Also friends it is now Summer here on earth
Yes friends thanks god the Winter is over
For now
Friends, I must tell you that I never got used
To the Winter
Also, I don’t like the Winter friends
Because it is very long
And also friends we don’t get any sun
During the winter
We only get the horrible gray sky
The gray sky is also very depressing
For me friends
Also, it puts me to sleep
I can’t go back to sleep now
Or I won’t sleep at night
So I keep awake
And I also find it very hard to keep wake
Because the gray sky puts me to sleep also
And I am yawning nonstop
Also, it is driving me crazy
I have the feeling that we will end up
Having a snowstorm
During the winter I don’t go out
I sleep in
Also, I wake up at 2:oo pm
Then I go and have my shower quick
When my shower is over
I dry my body
And I put on a clean pair of pajamas
Now I will have a quick bite to eat
Because I am hungry
Almost fainting
Also, my stomach is crawling
Now after I finished eating
I go into my living room
And I also turn my computer on
Finally, I will do some work for
My father
I will write some poems
For my father
When the living room clock
Chimes 8:00 pm
I turn my computer off
And I go straight to bed
Before I sleep
I pray to my father
And in my  prayer
I ask my father to give me
Some health
And also to remove the
Stress that I am having
Every day in my life

Vamos amar os Brazileiros
People
Because I feel That
They also meed our love
Vamos respeitar os
Brazileiros
Because they are
Just people
That  wants to belong
To our world
And they also have respect
For us
We just know that
Os brazileiros hate  the winter
And they never got used
To the Canadian Winter
Also they never leaver
There house during the winter
They sleep in during the Winter
All day long because they feel
That is time for them to catch up with
There sleep

I just wanna stop
Judging people
Because people
Just hate to be
Judged by me
Especially the people
That are my friends
I just wanna stop
Mistreating the people
That are my friends
Because also my friends
Hate to be mistreated
And also I am afraid
To lose some of
My friends
Because I have some
Good friends already
That I have known
For a lifetime
I just wanna stop
Hurting my friends
Feelings
I just wanna stop
Going to bed late
Because I am jeopardizing
My sleeping  schedule
So I must try to go
To bed early
So that I get a good
Night sleep
Tomorrow will be another day
That will be hot
So I will wear a t-shirt
And my shorts
I will wear my running shoes
Also tomorrow morning
I will go for a walk
Around the block
And while I walk around
The block I hear
The birds singing
Their song
Also, I am getting some
Fresh air into my lungs
I just wanna stop
Complaining about my life
Because I just have
A good life
And I am living a good life
That my father gave
To me
After he had made me
With his holy hands

Pai eu quero te amar
For always
I hope you will be happy
Knowing that
Pay eu quero te amar
The whole life
And you can believe me pay
Because I am not telling you
Pai any bulshit
I am telling the truth
And that is not a lie
Pai
Also pai obrigado
For keeping me alive
And safe here on earth
Also pai I must tell you
That I never give up
Easy on my life
I try tu do the things
That I must do
Like pray to you
Every single morning
And pai i never forget
To pray to you
And pai I am telling you
The truth
Also pai I am living my life
Every single day
Here on earth
Pai now I must tell you
That I am enjoying
The days of Summer
Here on earth
Pai was you that
Made me in you image
And I am happy to be
A disable men that you created
And gave me a wonderful life
To live here on earth
Pai you had been the men
Who created day and night
The night was made for us to sleep
And pai I go early to bed
So that I can get a good night sleep
And I never get up in the middle of the night
Pai
I sleep like a log pai
Every night
And I am also feeling grateful
For giving the health I have
Pai I know that it is my
Responsability to take a good
Look after my health
Also pai I know that I must
Also look after my hygiene
The first thing in the morning pai
I have my showers
Then when it is finished pai
I dry my body with the but towel pai
Then pai i put my ***** laundry inside
The laundry bag to wash
And pai I must say that one
Laundry bag is already full
Of ***** laundry
Then I get dress pai into the clothes
You had given me for last Christmas
And they are casual clothes
From the second hand store that
My pai bought from
We just love to wear second hand clothes
From the second hand store
Also pai the days are longer during the Summer
And at 9  pm the sun go dowm and it is
The end of the day
And pai I see the beautiful sunset that
You made
And now finally the night arrived
Also it was time for me to go sleep pai

Gente fina
Gente fina is another thing
Because they wear designer clothes
Every day
And I believe that
Designer clothes clothes was
Made for the rich people like
Lawyers, teachers, and doctors

I never stopped
Loving you father
I did everything
You asked me to
Every single day
You name it
I washed your people's foot
I fished together with you
On Lake Ontario
We got some fish
To feed you hungry people
It was a hard to clean the wish
Now we are going to barbecue the fish
My Father's people arrived
At the Lake Ontario
At noon
We gave their meal with a dinner roll
And some red wine to drink
We had finished eating at 2:00 pm
At 2:00 PM it started to rain
Very hard
We got caught in the rain
Also we got all wet
It was terrible
We never expect that we would had rain today
Yes it caught us by surprise

I turned on my computer today
And
My mind is blank
I look into a blank screen
But
Can't think of what to write
Time is passing by
And I haven't written anything yet
I can't blame it on myself
Because
My mind is somewhere else
- Still at home

Belo Horizonte
I live for you each day
Because you made me
So happy each day
And Belo Horizonte
That is a new home
That is very safe to walk
On the streets of Belo Horizonte
We want see any poor people
Living in the streets of Belo Horizonte
Because they live in a men's shelter
And they also get every single day
A hot meal
And also at night they go to sleep
In there beds

Silencio
In my life is what I need
Silencio
When I sleep I need
Silencio
I need when I dream
Silencio
When I walk outside I need also

Love remains
The property
Of my father
And our father
Had given us
All his love for us
Without limits
Also it was
My father that
Had made us many
Years ago
Today we are a adult
And we have a lot of
Responsabilities
We must look after
Our health every single day
Also we must look after
Our hygiene every single day
And also our father
Had given us some clothes to wear
It is all casual clothes
And not designer clothes
Because my father doesn’t have much money
And he purchase the clothes at a second
Hand store
There is nothing wrong from purchasing clothes from
A second hand store

Father I don't want to lose you
Because I need you
Every day in my life
Without you father
I can't live my life
Also father
I have lots of problems
To solve in my life
But I just don't won't to solve
It alone
Also Father I need you help
Too solve my problems
Together with me
I am also putting it of
Every single day
End I also know that
It is not the right thing to do
Also father
I am always worried
About my life
Also I feel ashamed
About the things
I did in the past
Because I didn't had
A good life back then
Also I  was always
Living alone
Also my friends
Was felling ashamed of me
But I had no choice
I had to work
Hard in changing my behavior
Today I am a different men
Also no body so me yet
My friends
Only you so me father
That I had changed my behavior
And I had worked  hard
To change my behavior
After I lost lots of friends
I use to have a large amount of
Friends
The large amount of friends
Ended the friendship with me
Now I still have a small
Amount of friends
They felt sorry for me
When I lost my large amount of friends
Now slowly
I will make more friends
Because I want to have a large
Amount of friends
I will not treat then badly
Anymore
I will treat them well
I also will have some
Respect for them
I hope the people
That I choose
To be my friends
Will accept me
The way I am
I just don't want
To change things
In my life
Just to please my friend
I feel that would not be right
Also I don't want to live
A lonely life
That I am afraid that could
Happen to ne
Also I am afraid that
I will no be able to trust
My friends
Also I am a middle- class men
And the People I choose to
Be my friends
Are also middle-class
And they also are telling me
That I should not choose only
Middle- class people
And also make friends with
The rich people
They also tell me
That I should accept
Everybody to be my friend
Also they call me a racist
Man
That made me angry
And I had confronted them
I told them that they
Should not tell me
What kind of friends
I should have
I am happy having the
Middle-class people
Being my friends

Don't you feel sorry
For broken hearted me
Because I am broken hearted
And that wasn't what I needed now
Why?
Because I wanted my heart to be in good shape
And not broken