I am on a state of Omemee mind
Sitting in my friend’s living room and writing at the same time
My thoughts on a piece of paper
I am on a state of Omeme mind
And I finally got a drive to the country after such a long time
That I am welcoming the country to my life once more
But I feel that my life is getting a special gift
That is the country because God made the country also

Christopher
Spend most of the days with me
Because I want him to be a kid
Just like the rest in his community
Christopher
You need to play everyday with the
Kids in you community
And also to learn to socialize
With other kids
Christopher
It was my father that created
You in his image
And placed you here on earth to live
You life every single day

Patience
My father I want you
To teach me
Because I have
No patience for
People
And I am always
Taking my anger
On people
That is a very bad
Thing that I am doing
Because my friends
Are braking our friendship
And I end up alone
Which I hate
Now I have no friends
Anymore
I am now feeling very
Lonely
Also in isolation
That I hate

When nature talks
I enjoy hearing her
When nature sleeps
At night everything is quiet
But during the day nature comes alive
With different sounds
And it feels like being in an opera house
The sounds sooth my mind and my soul
The sun also shines during the day
And it makes a big difference to me
At night the star shine so bright in the sky
Here at home
But at home is where my heart is
And I rest my mind and my soul at home

Think twice
You also could
End up
Being poor
If you spend
Your money
Like water
I must tell
You that won't
Be fun to be poor
Living in the street
During the Winter
Because you
Also could
End being dead
Because you will
Get frostbite
That will ****
You

There is
Something dark in me
That I don't like
At all
It is my dark side
That seems to frighten
Me
All the time
Even when I look at it

My father
I will survive
Through the winter
Also I will be looking
After my health
Every single day
Because I have some depression
Also I take lots of medication
For my depression
Every single day
In the winter I also go out
For a walk outside
Just so I can get some fresh air
Into my lungs
In the winter I dress warm
To go out
Because I can’t afford to be sick
With a flu
Yes the weather changes during the winter
Some days are warm and other days
Are cold

Sede
I have my father
And I am getting
Dehydrated
So hurry up
Father
And bring me
4 cans of
Diet coke
I am not planning
To die today
Father
Because I am still
Young father

You don't need to be afraid of the river
Because this river is shallow
And you can stand on it
Anywhere you walk

The peacemaker
Made peace
With the people
That has a drug problem
And do street drugs
Also, the peacemaker is not happy
To see his people
Killing themselves
By smoking street drugs
Yes his people are now also
Addicted to street drugs
That is so ashamed
That is what the peacemaker
Thinks about them
Also his people
Are buying
Drugs from the drug dealers
On the street
Also, they are making lots of money
It is called laundry money
Also people please don't gamble
With you health
The only people that are allowed
To end your life is my peacemaker
Also, you don't have the right
To overdose on the medication
Yes people I must tell you
That you are lucky to be alive
Every single day here on earth
Also people you are going to
Die someday
When my peacemaker is ready for you
People, I must tell you that you
Are not going to die now
Because you still have a life to live

I love you to want me
Dear brothers
That have been made
With his holy
Hands many years ago
At that time
We were just babies
That our father made
And placed here
On earth to live together
With our brothers
Also we treat each other with
Some respect
We never put anybody down
We have our opinions
And we are  having  different oppinions
About different things
We also live our lives
One day at a time

I will slow down my thoughts
Because my thoughts are moving fast
I  don't have bad thoughts
On my mind
I  will never hurt myself or anIybody else anymore
Because I am getting tired of it
I will let people live their life
And I will live mine
People I know that you got to live your life also
People I got my own problems to solve
Not alone but with the help of my friends
People I need to think positively
People I never think negative thoughts
People I hope you understand that I am a human being like you
I can't believe it is only November
The sun was shining today
It is a perfect day to go for a walk
People I know that God will forgive me for the bad things I done
Now it is the time for you to forgive me also
God I am always forgiving myself for the bad things I do
God I have a book to write my thoughts down
And I do it every day
By filling every page of this book
God I know that actions speaks louder than words
God I know the consequences of my bad behaviour
God I have my own battles to fight
People I must fight my battles alone
I feel that I will win those battles
People when I speak to you I promise that I will tell only the truth
I will not lie to you people
People your friendship is very important to me
People I don't want to lose you
Because I would be lonely
And I don't want to be alone
People I appreciate everything you do for me
People you were there when I was sick
People I am so happy that I got your support in my life
People please don't abandoned me now
Because I need you in my life
People when you are sick also I will be there for you
People I will try to control my anger
Before it gets out of control
God deep down I am a good person
People I love for who you are
And I accept the way you are
People my depression got much better
People I don't feel depress the way I used to feel
People I am so happy to be alive every day
And it is God that keeps me alive every day
People I want to worship God every day
People I want to pray for peace now
Because we need peace now
People I don't want to live forever
Because I know that God is in charge of my life
It is God that rules my life and not me
People I am not getting any younger
I am older now
People my youth days are over
People I never drunked in my life
People I will stay sober
People my childhood days are over
And when I was young I had asthma
People I am not the one who tells one thing and do the other
People I never put things off in my life
People can you pick me up when I fall
People if you see me sad can you cheer me up
People teach me to love people
Because I need to know how to love people
People I need to take care of my health
People I can't live without health
People it is time to say good bye to you
Because I am going to bed
People all the trees are bare now for the winter
And winter is on its way
People the birds had migrated now for the winter
And it makes me so sad
Because I won't hear them singing again
People I already traveled to Europe
And I saw many beautiful places
People I live alone in a place I love
People I don't have much money to spare for the poor
Because the money I have I need for myself
To buy food and pay my rent
God I closed my eyes and I meditate every morning when I wake up
People I want to share my poetry with you all
People I don't drink coffee anymore but I drink tea
People I don't know if I will be here
People I  am already planning for tomorrow
People I already suffered so much in my life
With my depression and my diabeties
People I need to take medication for my depression or diabeties
If I want to be well
People summer is now resting
And we will see it next year again
Also the birds will return and they will sing their symphony
There will be lots of sunny days during the summer months
People I must tell you that I love when the birds sing their song
People I always show remorse when I do wrong things
People don't call me crazy because I am not
And it hurts me very much
People please pray for me
And ask God to heal me
People please understand that I don't want to die now
Because I am so young
God please guide me where I am walking
People if I die some day I hope that you all will be there
People I know that you worry a lot about me
And I worry about my life
People we  are never alone because God is always there for me
Today the sun went down already and I saw the beautiful sunset
That took my breath away
People I never accused anybody of anything
I never had called people a thief
People I want to get better each day with my health
People I take good care of my hygiene
Because I don't want to smell badly
I also wear clean clothes on my body each day
People I have my own style of clothes
You may not like my style of clothes
People I will talk slowly when I talk to you
So that you can hear what I am saying
People I want to be heard
People I already made so many sacrifices in my life
It was very hard to do
People I am now sleeping all through the night
And I don't wake up in the middle of the night
The next day when I wake up
I feel rested
People when I sleep I also snore very loud
People I will speak up for myself
Because I need to speak up
When I get angry I must tell people that I am angry
Will people understand that I am angry?
God so many people broke my heart so many times
God I want to ask you to repair my broken heart
People I have so many feelings
And I feel that I have to let my feelings out
When I speak
God I don't judge any body
So I don't want to be judge
God I am always worried about what people thinks about me
God I should stop worrying about what people think about me
God I will continue living my life the best way I can
People we need to love each other and not hate each other
People we need to have respect for each other
People sometimes it is hard to pass the time
There are days that the time past so fast when I am having fun
Friends I am missing you because I haven't  seen you for so long
God I need to be feed now because I am starving
So don't forget to feed me
God I am lost for words
Right now
God all I need is to be with you
God wash my eyes so that I can see clearly
People God will give us peace every day
God I can't get enough of your love
So please God give me more love
So that I can give to those that I love
People I know that you all love me
And I want to thank you all for loving me
God I want to climb the mountain during the winter
And I want to see the blue sky with no clouds
The evergreen are covered with snow
And God I want to tell you that it looks beautiful
A new morning has broken
And I am so excited about it
Just being alive
Breathing that air that is filling up my lungs
My heart is pumping that blood all over my body
People please show your  love to me
God I want to celebrate my life here on earth
God I am not ashamed of my mental illness
God if I had to do the same for you I would my God
I would give my love and a kiss to you
God tell me why life is so complicated
Because it is so complicated
People no matter where you are I will be waiting for you
I know you must follow this path that will take you some place
God I been dreaming away tonight
The only thing I want to do is dream tonight with you God
Because I am so in love with you my God
People I have some self esteem
And myself esteem is very high
People I have recovered from my depression
And I am feeling fine with lots of energy
Now I just have to live my life
To the fullest
God I will not play game with people's feelings
Because that is a dangerous thing to do
God I let you down so many times
And I want to say sorry for doing it
God please understand that I am not selfish
I don't think only about myself
God if I had to choose between peace or war I would chose peace
God the war have killed so many innocent children
We lost so many children already
God I know that you can perform miracles
God I seem all the miracles that you do for the people
God I know that you can't put a price on life
People when you love somebody you should love them all the way
People no one can live without love
People never tell somebody that you hate them
Because that is a bad thing to do
People you need to learn to relax
Because when you are relaxed you will feel better
God love gives me the right to be free
I am living on the edge
And I am saving all my love for you God

Attention
I live at home and not in a shelter
Attention
I don't have any money to give you
Sorry
Attention
I am the poet here at home
Attention
I always share my poetry with others
Attention
I am a happy person
Attention
I love poetry and poetry is my life
Attention
I am not gaga yet
Because my mind is very sharp
Attention
I love music
Attention
I love God also
Attention I am not gay
So please don't call me gay

Você pode chorar por mim
When you miss me
At night
Because at night here in
Philadelphia I go for walks
Every night after dinner
To get some exercise

When I going to calm down
I don’t know when it is going to happen
Only my father knows
Because I am loosing my cool
And it is making people angry
Eventually I know that I will
Lose some friends
If I continue do to that
And they will tell me to live
My life alone
And they will also live there
Life alone

Attention
I live at home and not in a shelter
Attention
I don't have any money to give you
Sorry
Attention
I am the poet here at home
Attention
I always share my poetry with others
Attention
I am a happy person
Attention
I love poetry and poetry is my life
Attention
I am not gaga yet
Because my mind is very sharp
Attention
I love music
Attention
I love God also
Attention I am not gay
So please don't call me gay

What if you didn’t exist
My friend
I think I would be lonely
Living a lonely life
Without you
I know that you exist
Because my father made you
To live in this world
That I just love so much
What about you friend?
If you think you will find some
Mistakes you want find that
Because my father made a perfect
World without mistakes
Also we will grow old every year
And we will age gracefully
Also friends I must say that
Our lives are precious
Also we are not going to gamble with
Our lives because we just don’t have
Any rights
The only person that have the right
To end our lives is our father
And the day we will die
God will send his angels to come
And get us and carry us to heaven

Can I stop being a poet ?
No I can't
That Is because I have so much to give to the world
And it was my father that had chosen me
To be his poet
Also every single day I write poems
I never miss a day that I stay
Without writing poems
And my father rewards me for
A well done job

Bella
The rainbow in the sky after the rain
Bella
I am glad that you are mine
Everyday I have grown to love you more
I hope we will be friends for as long as I live
Bella
You are God’s gift to me
Bella
Every time when I look at you in the night
you are fast sleep in my
Bed next to my feet
You are a part of my family
I love you
Bella from the bottom of my heart
You are so beautiful to me

There are wild horses in my heart
Running free
Because they are not tied to anything
And I believe that the wild horses should run free
Every single day

God owns my life
I don't own it
My life is in God's hands
I never gambled with my life
Or took my own life
I just have to live my life
The best way that I can live
I need to live my life one day at a time
I have some health issues in my life
That needs to be taken care of
God knows about that
It is my first priority to look
After my health
I can't live without health
God gave me the gift of health
That I am thankful for

Holy spirit
You live inside of me
And I am so happy that
The holy spirit
Is alive in me
I hope my holy spirit will
Be alive for me forever
Also the holy spirit brings
Peace to my life that I need
Every day in my life
I could never live without the
Holy spirit
People don’t wish me dead
Because I don’t want to die yet

Mosquitoes
Are always
Attacking you
Non stop
And the heat is even worst
Because it attracts them also

Senhor Deus
Thanks very much
For have giving me
My life here on earth
After you had made me
In your image
Also, Senhor Deus
I trust you
That you will
Bring in the Summer
Every day
The sunny days
That will warm up the earth
Early in the mornings
During the Summer
Senhor Deus
It still cold the earth right now
Because it still too early yet
And I just good out of the bed one hour
Ago
Also by noon the sun will warm up
The earth
Senhor Deus
I can't cope very well with
The heat
Because I sweat just like a pig
And I also hate it very much
So I have to go inside
The Lake Ontario
To cool me of for a couple of hours
Then I get out of the Lake Ontario
And I am feeling refreshed
Senhor Deus
Now the noon is here
And the sun warm the earth finally
Also I forgot to bring a hat with me
Senhor Deus
I don't want to get a  heat stroke
Because that could **** me
Senhor Deus
We need some rain
To cool of the heart badly

I spilled my thoughts
And then my soul
On the
Atlantic Ocean
Today
The Atlantic Ocean
Washed my thoughts
Away first
Then afterwards
The Atlantic Ocean
Washed my soul
Away

And the end is near
She is old
And she is
Telling God
Please take me home
I am ready for you

Capable minds
To insult one another
That is what we are doing
We are insulting each other
I am getting feed up
With it
I also feel that I am
being mistreated by
My so called friends
The truth I know
And it is also hurting me
I deserve also to be treated with
Respect
That is something that
My so called friends are not
Doing it

Give this child what she needs
Love
Give this child what she needs
Shelter
Give this child what she needs
Prayers
Give this child what she needs
Some food and water
Give this child what she needs
Good parents
Give this child what she needs
Good manors
Give this child what she needs
A smoke free home
Give this child what she needs
Peace and happiness
Give this child what she needs
To know God
Give this child what she needs
Your guidance
Give this child what she needs
Clothes
Give this child what she needs
Your support
Give this child what she needs
Some family time
Give this child what she needs
A nice bath every day
Give this child what she needs
Some discipline
Give this child what she needs
A warm bed to sleep on

By the sea
Today I will walk by the
Sea this morning
Because there will be
Cooler there for me
Also  it still very
Early in the morning
And there is no crowds
Yet
It is only 7:30 AM
And I also am
Walking barefoot
In the water
The sea water
Is washing also
My barefoot
At 9:00 AM
Some of the crowd
Arrived at the beach
I had the perfect weather
For the beach
Also I took a peek
In the sky
And I saw the
Birds flying
High in the sky

Imagine if we didn't
Had any violence in the world
Imagine
If people would have some respect
For people
Imagine if we could just love each other
Imagine if we didn't had any racism
Imagine if we could pray for each other
Imagine if we could mind our business
Imagine if we could just live in peace
Imagine if we had more education
Imagine if there was no people
Starving in the world
Imagine if there wasn't people dying in
The world of Aids
Imagine if there wasn't any child abuse in the
World
Imagine if there was no **** in this world
Imagine if we could learn to forgive people
Imagine if we could just pray for each other
Imagine if there was no protest in the street
Imagine if there wasn't prostitution in the streets
Imagine if there wasn't people suffering from
Depression in this world
Imagine if the homeless would sleep in shelters
During the Winter
Imagine if no body would bully people
In the school
Because people that are bully
Commits suicide
Imagine
if people learn to trust each other
Imagine
If people would not blame other
People for there mistakes
Imagine
If people could support
There friends in there lives
Imagine
If people would stop judging people
Imagine if people stop bullying
People in the school
because people that gets bullying
In the school commits suicide
Imagine if we could learn to trust
People
Imagine if we had good friends
That we could trust
Imagine
I f we could pray for each other
Every single day
Imagine i
If there was no more child
Abuse in the world
Imagine
If there was no more
Prostitutes in the street
Imagine
If there was no more
Drug dealers in the streets
Selling illegal drugs
And getting fast laundry money
Imagine
If people would not mess there lives
With street drugs
Because they would get addicted
With streets drugs
Imagine if we could
Stay sober forever
imagine
If we could
live in peace with our friends
Imagine
If we had faith in God
Imagine
If we could love our self
First before loving others
Imagine
If we would stay sober forever
And not drink any alcohol
Because we would be destroying our liver
Imagine
If we had no pollution in the air
No body would have asthma
And allergies
We would not have dead fish
In the Ocean
Imagine
If the fishermen could fish lots of fish
And sell to the local people here on earth
Imagine
if there was no disease here on earth
There would not be sickness here on earth
And people dying
Imagine
If we had more educated people here on earth

Sometimes alleluia
You just don't care
About our father
You hate to hear us
Telling you what to do
With your life
You are right
I am very sorry
But we want you to know
That we care about you
We are not telling you
Any *******
Also we want to see you
Happy
We know that you are
At the end of hope
We are not happy
To hear
That you are
Not happy with your life
Also you written as a suicide note
That we found at you kitchen table
The need day you
Took you own life
We still in shock
We still can't believe
That you took you own
Life

I don't know if
Amanhã
I will still be alive
Here on earth
I can't say nothing about
That
I just have to way and see
Because it is my father
That looks after my life
Here on earth
If my father let me live
Amanhã
For another day
I will thank my father
For giving me
One more day to live
I am hoping that
He will allow me to
Live another day in peace
Here on earth
It is not me who owns my
Life
It is my father who owns my
Life
I am just one of my
Father's children
I am so proud to be
My father's child
We have a good
Relationship like father
And son
I am not a youth anymore
My youth life is over
Now I am a grown up men
Yes my father gave me
Some freedom
To live my life the
Way I want
And I am very happy about that
Also I have good friends
That I've known for
35 years

Silencio
In my life is what I need
Silencio
When I sleep I need
Silencio
I need when I dream
Silencio
When I walk outside I need also

My calypso king
I will offer all my gifts to you today
My calypso king
I am proud to be the calypso man
Because everybody here calls me the calypso men
My calypso king
I love you very much
And that is why I sing to you the calypso blues
That I compose it myself today
My calypso king
The weather is beautiful here in Barbados
My callypso king
You will see everybody jumping of joy
When I will sing the calypso blues

Pai eu quero te amar
Forever
Because you also love
Me forever  
Without limits
Pai you had created me
In you own image
Pai you made in to
A white men
And I am so happy
To be a white men
Also pai
You gave me gray hair
And brown eyes
Pai you tell me that
I am a beautiful men
In you eyes
Also pai I am happy
To be you son
Also pai I am proud of you
Because você fez eu
One Christian
And when the day comes
For me to die pai
Eu vou esta pronto
To die
Obrigado pai
Para me deixar viver
Ate I end up old
Quando eu dormo a noite
Eu vou sonhar com você
Pai
Pai eu tenho boms amigos
Que ten respeito para min

My father's children
We all are happy
Because he made us
With his holy hands
Many years ago
Now we are no longer
Teenagers
We are all adults
What we are missing
From our lives is
A feliccidade
We know we need that badly
Because we are not happy
That we have to live here
But it was our father
That had placed us here
We pray to our father
Every single night
And in our prayer
We ask our father
To give us a felicidade
That we want it so bad

The Sun will always shine
In our world
The sun will always shine
Inside of our hearts
The sun will always shine
In our lives
Everyday

Youngsters
You are all my brothers
That my father
Made you in his image
When you were born
And placed you also
To live here on earth
Youngsters I am you oldest brother
Also living on earth
With you all
Also I must tell you
Youngsters that I will die
Some day before you here
On the earth
None of us will live forever
Because that is the way our
Father made life to be
So now we all must live our lives
To the fullest
Every single day
We also can’t forget to pray for
Our father
Before we go to sleep

Be my witness
Friend
I have sin
A thousand times
Also friend
I am feeling guilty
Friend
Also friend you tell me
That was the worst thing I did
Also I am not happy
With myself
I also wonder if my
Father will forgive for
That

I can't feel it
That I am going on
To my manic state
I know that I am
Starting to be angry at people
I know that people starting to
Avoid me
Because they also feel hurt
They also are afraid that I
Can do something bad to them
I am trying very hard to control
My anger
That is something that I must do
Urgent
Also, I am not getting a proper
Sleep
The truth is that I need my full
Sleep every day
Now I know that my mind is foggy
I am also afraid that I could lose
My friends
And become alone again

Aldo soul is alive God
Because you kept him alive God
Aldo's soul is ***** with blood stains
Please God wash  Aldo's soul
And make it whiter than snow
After you wash  Aldo's soul put a bandaid so that the cut can heal
Because Aldo knows there is a cut in his soul
The cut is small , and the size of his little fingers

You are a dream believer
Friend
And every night
When you sleep in you
Cozy warm bed
During the night
You are dreaming
About different things
And you also can see it
Clearly and also vivid
Please dream believer
Don't stop dreaming
Because is like breathing
Also you can decide
If you are going to keep it
Private
And not share with anybody
Of your friends
I am not upset with
The decision you made
I am telling you
That you are allowed
To make  decisions on
Your own

The Snow
In winter
She wants us to have winter all year round
So that it can be
In the mountains
Where she lives
And every time winter ends
She's getting sad too
She gets angry with God
And she believes that God is cruel to her
And when she discovers that the snow is melting
It's like death to her – she feels like a good friend of hers has died

Chega
De falar mal
About my father
Because he done
So many good
Things for you
He is the one
That had made you
In his image
Many years ago
Chega
De não amar
My father
Because my father
Loves you
And he also
Wants you to love him
Every single day
That you are living
Here on earth
Also my father gave you
A wondeful life here on earth
Also you have nothing to complain
About your life
You should be grateful that you are living here
On earth a long time
Chega
De não rezar para
My dear father
People continue living the life every day
That my father gave you

Sonhos bonitos

I had last night

When I was sleeping

In my cozy warm bed

I had so many

Sonhos bonitos

Of my loved ones

That had die before me

I must say that I was sad

To see them die

And go straight to heaven

Yes I know that they had suffered a lot

When they lived here on earth

Silencio
In my life is what I need
Silencio
When I sleep I need
Silencio
I need when I dream
Silencio
When I walk outside I need also

Nica’s dream
Have beautiful dreams
Every single night
When he sleeps
In his warm and
Cozy bed
Nica’s dream
Is all different from
Each other
Sometimes Nica
Dreams with
His friends that
Have died before him
And even now he still
Grieving the loss of
His friends
That have died
15 years ago
Nica misses
His friends that past
Away
Now his friends
Are living in heaven
And also they will be
Resting in peace
Forever

My gramma
Took no chances
She had bought
The sunflower seeds
And she had planted
The sunflower seeds
In her garden
Also I just love
To see the sunflower
Blooming away
In my gramma’s garden
Also, it is a show of color

Noso amigo
Believes in God
Also
Noso amigo
Have faith in God
Also
Noso amigo
Was made by God
With his holy hands
And
Also placed here
To live on the planet hearth
Noso amigo
Prays to God
Every day before he
Goes to bed

In my world friend you belong
Also, you are more than a
Friend to me
I consider you like my brother
Yes we have been friends for a long time
Now
And I never cursed at you
And you also never cursed at me
We also respect each other's
Race and religion
I also accept you the way you are
There is nothing that you need to
Change in your life you are fine
The way you are
Also, there are lots of things I need
To change my life
And I need your help badly friend
I have an anger issue
That needs to be looked after