in this isolating night
swallowed by anxiety
my head, shrouded by questions
"does she, also like me?"

the questions, started to grow enormously, filled with such an enormous curiosity
then came, another hundreds of questions

"is this love, or affection?"
blaspheming to the narrow walls,
place where i hang all my hopes and dreams.
oh, the ****** one is me!

"does she know me?
does she also wonder about me?
is she also filled with an enormous curiosity like me?
or, is it just me?
what would she think about when the rain came and dropping the tears of memories?"

oh, how only a creep and a ****** could ask such a questions.

In that gripping night
The mists, shrouding my head and my vision
Lights came from a Goddess
Then i said a stale greeting

The Goddess who gave off the lights, too early saying goodbye
Armed with ciu and tuak
I'm the drunken, dare myself to pull Her over

"Oh my Goddess, please don't leave this earth before i repay your love that casts the mists"

Society, disappointed my Goddess
Society, humiliating my Goddess

Armed with ciu and tuak
The drunken, reads a poem about the other side of earth

Now is the time for the Goddess to leave
But not to leave the earth

Now is the time for the Goddess to leave the drunken's hug
To explore some parts that She's never been touched
Which She deserves more to step on, then the heart of the drunken

Goodbye my goddess,
pray also for my journey