Sometimes I feel that I miss love..
I miss myself being in love...
But had I ever been in love before? I wonder had I ever felt that real love that stems from deep inside my very inner core? Or was it all a crush, mere admiration nothing more?

I really don't know! I'm almost turning twenty And I still feel so empty!

I want a love that will shake my whole existence
Love that will bring me back to life
Love that will bring me back to myself.. back to me Back to see the good side of life
Back to see the reason behind my whole existence!
I really need to go through a new experience!

I can't find someone different enough to attract my attention...
Someone different enough to make me feel affection... Someone original not dyeing a copy of people around...
Is that someone that hard to find?

I'm not an ordinary girl...
nor am I looking for a typical ordinary lover!
I want a unique lover...
not a ****** freak!
Someone that I will badly seek... Someone to make me love to the fullest.. to reach the highest peak!

I want to love to rock my world... I want someone interesting that will never make me feel bored...
Someone daring enough to discover areas inside me that had never been ever explored!

I want someone who is real love...
to love every inch in me... I want someone passionate enough.. to shower me with tender words...
I want someone caring enough...
to surround me from everywhere just like the air...
I want someone warm enough.. to hold me with his eyes...

I want someone strong enough...
to conquer me.. I want someone old enough...
to make me feel safe and protected...
I just want someone smart..
to break the chains around my heart.. to break all the fences and set my heart free.. Free to feel...
Free to love