Obsessed with war
Intimidated by life
Lost in confusion

From the darkness
I fall
The shadows grow strong
Hope
At the end
Lost
Perplexed
Waiting to rise

Artistically fascinating
Deep imaginations
Distantly unattainable

January
As the sun awakens
It's cold
Damp pillow
Water from the see
Reaching out
Touching the light
Painting a picture
Hidden within a gape
The view is a lie

Don't think I was wrong
Leaving this place
The names are the same
Just a different face
I've changed
I've grown
A better life
I chased
But
Somewhere on my journey
I missed something in my haste

Look to the future
You can't change the past
Respect for each other
Let's build a world to last

the hope of tomorrow diminished by fate
I wait for the life uninhibited by hate
futility is mine I cry in vain
this life unattached unable to attain

E veryone's
G ot
O ne

Buying A Dream
Impasse
Lifeless

pressure of descent
the nihilist stoic
madness prevails

I forego the future to live as now

tastes are different
flavours develop
strip the outer
reveal another layer
through tears
joy awaits

Press the button
A.I. is here
Nothing to fear
Trust me
What could go wronggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

F orget
R esponsibility
E mbrace
E verything

Imperfection reflects beauty in its true light

One life
Too far
One hope
Too late

my day is a good day
my heart dreams big
ignoring the nay sayers
this is my gig

To be yourself is all you can be

we are all different versions of the same thing
no one better than the next
no one worse than the other
no right
no wrong
just human

What lies before me
After all is passed

Will I remain
Stronger
Wiser
            maybe
                         prepared for the new day
                                                                      I do not know
But

I accept the challenge

departure gate
9:15
alone

Constant
Commercial
Confusion
Creates
Complicated
Conditions

with the arrogance
of ego
we fool ourselves into importance

in the time of the world we are nothing

changes go on as they would

enjoy life
don't think you are more than you are

sometimes

hard to give

think to please

Do I seek reparation
Do I crave adoration
Am I drawn by the critics
Am I freed by the lies
When I question my cause
My answer repeats

Without me there is nothing

I am my life

summer living
some just existing
autumnal call
winter fall
spring back to hope

Was I awake when I dreamt I was dreaming
What better time to think of life and it's meaning
Is it all that it seems
Or some mad scientists scheme
Is it real what you feel when you dream?

respect
requires
reason

January
As the sun awakens
It's cold
Damp pillow
Water from the see
Reaching out
Touching the light
Painting a picture
Hidden within a gape
The view is a lie

Civilised
Wildlife
City
Follows
Freedom

life is for everyone
let's not interfere because it makes us feel right
why waste energy trying to change and rearrange complexities
that we will probably never fully understand

Listen
Saturn rings
I turn towards the full moon
Talk to the sun
Forget the stars
and
Face the dark

Turning the corner I feel I've arrived at the place I started from
Looking back the road still stretches on
Standing still I cannot stop the change

Try to have hope
When all all around seem bleak
The noose of reality
Around the neck of the meek
Look to our history
Learning the goal
Prepare yourself
For the leading role

No charge

The season is coming
Leaves crumble underfoot
Skies change signalling a departure from youth to mid life
Autumn beckons to its cooler sibling
Preparing for the challenge we must all face
The final path towards what lies ahead

T    his
I     s
M   y
E   ternity

Planning for the future
Not living for today
Look at the past
All those things
Did they go you're way??

I don't think I was wrong
leaving this place
the names are the same
but it's got a different face
I've changed and I've grown
a better life I chased
but somewhere on the journey
I missed something in my haste

C hasing
E verything
L osing
E veryone
B efore
R ealising
I t's
T oo
Y uck

Life
Goals
Reject

C  hasing
E  verything
L  eaves
E  veryone
B  elieving
R  apacity­
I   s
T  otal
Y  uck

Am I here ?
Where is here ?
Am I there ?
Where is there ?
Where do I exist ?
Perhaps
Nowhere

T  o
R  esist
I   s
A dmitting
L  iability

A bsolute
L  ove
I   s
V  isible
E  verywhere

last lives live like lying

I'm gone

C areless
L iving
I s
M ankinds
T emporary
E xistence

W asting
A ll
R esources

Companies control futures
Human
Love
Nurtures

Beneath the colours of the butterfly wing
A brighter world awaits the coming of the king
Wish it all past
Make light clean shade
This realm is alive
A stranger hidden glade
For this world exists but not as it seems
To reach it alone rely on your dreams
The others who are there will follow you true
As sleep passes by and life is anew

the smell of broken trees on a hot day
salty scent of travel  
aroma more powerful than Chanel