I told you its nothing,
I'm fine and there's nothing wrong.
But how I wish I could tell you
I've been lying for so long.

In every day you're with her
It's like a curse in my mind
Always remembering how pitiful I am
Seeing you fall for that girl
I feel discouraged yet so kind
I learn to value your smile, without mine.

It hurts that you would never be mine
My heart aches not telling you caught my eye
Not saying I love you, to the one I love
Why it couldn't be me holding your hand
Did I do something wrong for you not to be mine?

I play the role for you not to cry
If she leaves you I know you'll cry
Because you'll lose your lover
And the one truly cares, my feelings gone dry.

Don’t know why I keep writing about you for.
If I knew the last time I was in your arms will be the last.
I shouldnt have let you go.

Our time was short,
Never got the chance to say goodbye.
So I'll wear this hollow smile,
To hide the pain in my eyes.

I keep searching for nothing.
Looking for nowhere
I'm broken, lost, alone,
but I know I won’t cry.
The goodbye that makes me sad,

Looks like this is the end.
losing the girl that I have,
When it's their turn to come up
When they have no time left.
Goodbye is best if it's left unheard.

I still remember the day we first met.
And still couldn't forget.
Goodbye to our silly nicknames, anniversaries, and crazy road trips,
Goodbye to all the love, lust, and passion,
That I will never feel again.

Goodbye my love
For this will be the end.

I think you pick the wrong choice .
You just pick the choice of your happiness,
It's not your fault, but it hurt me though
I feel if you pick me ill been a wrong choice
I know your happy, that's why I'm happy too.
I know I have many wrong choice,
But I never regret loving you.

I know my worth, hope you see it too
I may not be enough, I hope you change my mind though
I just gave you my heart  and soul,
But you choose to ignore.
One day ill change, and also your thoughts
My love boils for you, now it fades once more.

I thought you'll bring romance,
But you bring pain once more.
I feel sorrow in your eyes
I wanna change that, that's I wanna do
You left me only regrets, ill think it through
My heart is on peace.
Someone gonna love me too.

Perfection
My heart beats for a girl like you
Long black hair, that's what alike about you
Those black eyes of your, I wanna stare at those
That aura of yours, that's what u lookin for.

That nice and elegant features of yours
That I fall for
That soft and adorable hand of yours I wanna hold forever or more
Your beauty is not just on your appearance,
But in your heart and soul
What a lovely girl you are, yet I cant have you.

Your just a perfection that  I don't want to destroy
There are barriers that love can't destroy
I will just love you in silence
Until I cant no more.

Let me tell you about the pain you put upon my heart.
I spent countless nights looking at the clock,
My blurry watery eyes wondering if my heart will stop hurting.
You made me feel worthless,
Like I wasn’t worthy to deserve your attention.

I was the one who made mistakes,
And you were flawless,
You put your pride first before me.
You made me feel like I had to do certain things,
That other girls did just to get your attention.

I disliked every little thing,
My body, face and even my mind,
I compared myself to every person,
You made me feel that I’m a failure,
To the point that I think I’m hideous.

You had already wasted 1 year of my time.
Spent all of my time without worth,
And abandoned me.
Leaving me a destroyed and unwanted
masterpiece.