i am tired i am 50
i am tired caring family n kids
i am tired matching their needs
i am a wallet for any purchase
i am a financer  to studies
i am  for new clothes n tours
i am for house need and car
i am for hospital and festival
i am for fashions and cells
i am tired now i am 50
i am for gifts and taxes
i am for children and wife
but still am tired when i am 50.

Time when my mother was in hospital
time when informed the case  was  critical

At once my eyes filled with tears
to think   her unpresence makes me fear

Cannot imagine  without my mom
no one understand my pain and calm

Time has come when things turn worse
its out of hands unless to curse

Time when..,  the day has finally come
nothing left unless  to say bye to mom

I was a last bencher in the classs
"stand up on bench' was my usual stance

felt low and agony initially
later found it was silly

looking back I saw a glare
until i realazed a beauty stare

i wanted to be punish daily
to see her beauty repeatedly.

when i went for drinking water
she followed me through corridor

when i said "may i come in"
adjacent was she.., "like a kin".

time has come to propose my love
this was my first love.

while i am lost and tired you were with me

while i am at dark and doomed you were with me

while i lost everything you were with me

while i am so low
your supernal love brought some glow

my love towards you is eternal
i dedicate my life till my funeral.

excess  smart use of son
truoubles dad and  mom

arguments went on  full day
either week end or weekday

the piece was smart n smart
Bu he is loosing the carear path

hardly finds time for sleep
going crazy stuff in deep

parents scared about sons future
Wish someone  to avoid this torture

True  love cherish relationship
misunderstanding breaks everything

gifting things  is your lovingness
still unhappiness shows her unfairness

understand her love before you get deeper
if not worth leave it cheaper

life shold'nt get distubed
live ur life superb

"A smile on  face
Makes your presence grace

Your warmth and kindness
Gives friend and relations happiness

Your tenderness to parentage
Gives affection to young age

You make all comfort with ability
Easing hardship with tranquility

Your 10 mile run consistently
Keeps you juvenile unfailingly

The stream in the evening
Is cheering and welcoming

With 2 glass of wine on a table
One thick and other thin

Filled up to brim brim
Repeated till rim rim

Can't forget such sitting
Cheering and admiring

Not only you are my bro
I released as blossom friend

Your companion I seek endlessly
May God accomplish with unselfishnessly"