It's when many suns shine at once that my heart longs your touch
It's when the wolfs howl that I yearn your lips pressed against mine.

It's nights like these that make me miss you more.

Better to cry for
a father who is underground

Then the one who is
alive but doesn't care about
your existence

The tears come with less pain.

World filled with lies

Compassion I'll come to despise

As I realize everything
I've been told has been lies

No one knows
The damage inside
Except for the demons within the
Minds of broken souls

I took a pen and paper
to write my feelings
                                     but
  ended up wetting the paper
   and breaking the pen

         I became consumed by
           the hatred I felt.
            
                Waves of rage came
      crashing against my heart.


All I could do was bleed
through my eyes as
I realized

                    It was all a lie.

The moment you become
    Selfish the more
People start hating on you

The moment you become
      Selfless the moment
People start taking advantage of you

      I lose myself trying to
Figure out which one to be
Coz I don't want anyone
To be as broken as
                                    me

Dark mind
           Soft heart, we
far apart but
                        our souls Intertwined.


You kiss me and
                             forever
I'm alive.
              Take me, I'm yours.

I fear the eye that judges
The mouths that spit horrors in my dreams
The words that want to control everything about me

The minds that think for me and the hands that stop me from reaching my dream

The cold-hearts that burn my emotions
The smiles which are filled with hatred but seem pleasant

The laughter that cuts through my skin and the teeth that watch me bleed

The pain of the words which run around my mind
Torturing my soul

The darkness that fills me as I sit in the moonlight's ring

The voices in my head that scream for freedom
The scars imprinted by the hearts that love me

The demons that follow me as I reach for the light,
pulling me into my nightmares.