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Apr 2021 · 68
Untitled ownership
QUEENQTHUG LOVER Apr 2021
It was a dark and stormy night.
The scent of soil was all over
the air.

A shadow stood over me
I felt it's lustful eyes
on my skin.
Crawling beneath my garments.

The shadow whispered in a deep
dark voice something
that sent shivers all over my body.

Soon the shadow was invading
parts of me no one
has ever touched.

The shadow feed on
my innocence.
It devoured my dignity.
Once done it walked away with
pride and joy in it's evil
eyes.
Dec 2020 · 30
You
QUEENQTHUG LOVER Dec 2020
You
Your hands come with
an adventure that sends shivers
all over my body

Your lips come with
Tickles that move about my body.

You come with thrills and chills
I just can't get enough.
Dec 2020 · 31
Your soul
QUEENQTHUG LOVER Dec 2020
You are poison to your
  own soul
You feed your soul dark
                   desires
and burn your insides
    with flames that run away from
the TRUTH .
Dec 2020 · 35
Dark Thoughts
QUEENQTHUG LOVER Dec 2020
It rolls around in my mind
  Invading my heart
    Darkening my soul
        Ripping my spirit.

It eats my insides and causes me
Pain.

All I can do is just sit and watch it as it kills me slowly...
Dec 2020 · 30
Clawed into me
QUEENQTHUG LOVER Dec 2020
It's when many suns shine at once that my heart longs your touch
It's when the wolfs howl that I yearn your lips pressed against mine.

It's nights like these that make me miss you more.
Dec 2020 · 33
Awake but dead to me
QUEENQTHUG LOVER Dec 2020
Better to cry for
a father who is underground

Then the one who is
alive but doesn't care about
your existence

The tears come with less pain.
Dec 2020 · 39
Cold lies
QUEENQTHUG LOVER Dec 2020
World filled with lies

Compassion I'll come to despise

As I realize everything
I've been told has been lies

No one knows
The damage inside
Except for the demons within the
Minds of broken souls
Dec 2020 · 28
I took a pen and paper
QUEENQTHUG LOVER Dec 2020
I took a pen and paper
to write my feelings
                                     but
  ended up wetting the paper
   and breaking the pen

         I became consumed by
           the hatred I felt.
            
                Waves of rage came
      crashing against my heart.


All I could do was bleed
through my eyes as
I realized

                    It was all a lie.
Sep 2020 · 29
Which one to be
QUEENQTHUG LOVER Sep 2020
The moment you become
    Selfish the more
People start hating on you

The moment you become
      Selfless the moment
People start taking advantage of you

      I lose myself trying to
Figure out which one to be
Coz I don't want anyone
To be as broken as
                                    me
Jul 2020 · 39
I'm yours
QUEENQTHUG LOVER Jul 2020
Dark mind
           Soft heart, we
far apart but
                        our souls Intertwined.


You kiss me and
                             forever
I'm alive.
              Take me, I'm yours.
Jul 2020 · 26
MY FEARS
QUEENQTHUG LOVER Jul 2020
I fear the eye that judges
The mouths that spit horrors in my dreams
The words that want to control everything about me

The minds that think for me and the hands that stop me from reaching my dream

The cold-hearts that burn my emotions
The smiles which are filled with hatred but seem pleasant

The laughter that cuts through my skin and the teeth that watch me bleed

The pain of the words which run around my mind
Torturing my soul

The darkness that fills me as I sit in the moonlight's ring

The voices in my head that scream for freedom
The scars imprinted by the hearts that love me

The demons that follow me as I reach for the light,
pulling me into my nightmares.
Jul 2020 · 25
First Kiss
QUEENQTHUG LOVER Jul 2020
He held me close,
firmly in his arms.
                   His eyes were locked
in mine.
The glow in his eyes made
my heart beat faster.
The feel of his touch blew
my mind.

Soon our lips touched
and I felt
Heavens and the butterflies
In my stomach.
My knees got weak, my feet left
the ground and my
mind ran around.

My head was in the clouds.

The sweetness of his lips tasted
like hot chocolate on a
rainy day.

Danger arose in paradise
as his tightened his grip
and chills ran up my spine

I felt myself lose control
and knew it was time to
let go.
Without knowing
the weakness in me
took over and I lost
all control to him.

The passion I felt inraged
flames.
The fire burning inside melted
my soul and in that moment
my heart grew wings.

Just as it was about to
fly
he let go.

He left my heart in
flames
which disabled me
from opening my eyes.
I was still weakened by
the lips that brought my dreams
to life.

— The End —