Now that I’ve moved on, I should be grateful
You were a lesson learned, and now I’m careful
I cannot believe I ever became that stupid
to fall in love with someone like you, thanks a lot cupid!

In this pursuit of purpose I continue to struggle
Every step I take I trip and I stumble
Maybe this life is just not for me
Call me a pessimist but that’s what it seems to be

You tell your story like it’s an unending sorrow
yet there’s always a promise of a bright tomorrow
I know true love is what you always wanted
but loving him is wrong because he takes you for granted

I will never have another dad
All I can cherish are moments we had
My world changed because of your sudden loss
and I live this life bearing that heavy cross

I walk alone this empty street
too long have I waited
the woman I desired to meet
thoughts of her have faded

I hadn’t been what you wanted in a son
There were a lot of things I shouldn't have done
If you were here, would you even recognize
the little boy that once gave you smiles?

I never understood why I loved her so
She was wrong for me but I couldn’t let go
I was on a high when I was with her
She was my ecstasy, everything else became a blur