We are like petals in a flower. In the beginning we live like a one single group. Then we start to drop off one by one thoroughly decimating the flower that had once hosted us.
During its plummet to the ocean floor, the pebble wobbled. Once settled at the bottom, it was not bothered by the waves that washed across the ocean's surface, frequently and often violently. Before settling down in the self, the mind like the pebble goes through a comparable journey.
What's happening is a mystery to me. Where it will all end is a mystery to me. I have no option but to whirl with the globe like a lifeless object placed at the edge of a cliff by nature to mystify itself.
The Sun rise is stalled. The Moon rise is skipped. The Earth deserts its orbit. Space retreats into nothingness. Time elopes with infinity. The dream ends.
Hey, what happened in a moment? I lost sense of your presence. I have never experienced anything like this. Losing myself in an emotional void. I have to figure out this before I loose sense of my being again.
Wrongly shuffled memories. Difficult experiences to the fore. Fond memories strewn about in inaccessible space. Life always seemed to be a rerun of bad fortune.