You visit me once in a while. Difficulties, on the other hand, are coming thick and fast. I'm not sure what good it does to share my woes with you. I suppose that you don't want to break your heart over my difficulties.
Regaining a sense of your true self through awakening a latent consciousness and letting go of regrets about the past—which was a necessary step toward its fruition—is what realization is all about.
In your writings, you extol the virtues of human friendship, while avoiding all types of human interactions in real life as a barrier to your literary success.
I want to theorise life in concrete terms, but I'm not sure where to begin. The beginning appears to have never happened, yet the end seems tantalisingly close. I don't understand, really.
Walls of bad luck obstructing progress. An expanding gulf of hopelessness leads to an abyss of misfortune. Into a place from where there is no turning back, the soul dives.