Horror and pain come to the mighty rain, In deep emotions, they do fall, I hear words of sorrow knocking at the doors of the poor while a noble slave tries to shine faith their way.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A glimmer of light shine so deep into the night
holding visions in my eyes;
while your hands are around my waist
asking me to tell you what it is I see,
I pray for true love to find its way
back into the deaden hearts that you have taken apart,
while I see you counting the hills across the way
just to see if you could find another heartache,
the sheets of clouds are making its way in,
I would hear you say repeatedly
That I am a falling star you left marked,
While a glimmer of lightning lights up the night
While you give me fright to save my own life,
I admit I'm a bit of a fool for playing by your rules
I've found my escape in your eyes;
That’s when I started to cry,
While I am alone with you
I learn to find love in my heart to forgive you,
But the more I true to do what is right
You started playing games on my mind,
you kept me on confuse about you,
Oh, I cry for you to turn down the sounds
Of your words of lies that haunt me in my life,
when we fight about your dark life
you take me by the bridge for me to see
the city that never sleeps;
here in the moment on the dark side of the screen
I see you looking back at me,
I hope one day soon your heart will unfreeze
I want to feel the warmth of you while you breathe.

-Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I want to sing with ravens, I want to sing with ravens I want to cry with the rain, I want to find the perfect rhymes to fit into my life; You love, you learn, you lie, you try.
You even **** my heart slowly is the flames I know that you may go a lot crazy I don't want to face the changes in your ways high over the rainbow of the darkening sky, I don't see any lullabies but the pain in your eyes I know that you may go into a darkening mood,
having to have everything your way, I don't want to face the changes but I must if I am here with you.

- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, never reveal who it is you love,
Love is a secrete between two,
Love is something untold,
Love isn’t to be sold,
Oh, gentle winds that touched the skin
You hold a love of all time,
Your touch is smooth
Yet, it is cool and silently invisible,
Love is the music to my ears,
Only I can hear,
Love kissed me on my lips,
Love whispered his heart to me,
Trembling bodies upon the sand
A place where we once danced,
We made romance in lover’s memories,
Cold, sea blown winds,
Casting its spells again,
In ghastly fears, we go
To a place of the unknown
Where lies are always being told.
Oh, how love departed,
Left me broken-hearted,
Soon after the fall, I traveled on.

-Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Lost, and very hurt, left out to bleed away
Cutten open deep within  out on the bay
in that summers raise ...
puzzled the way my life has been  
I have been praying for God to wash away my sins.

I have been gazing out my bedroom window
thinking about all those words that he would say
that has been breaking my spirit down night and day.
the  hurt  is deep within my soul
a pain that won't let go,- of what Dark Angel gave.

I looked and what did I see looking back at me!
A  ''Raven'', his eyes so little like a spark shining in
that could darken the sky, his beaded yellow eyes
had been looking me  up and down,
I pondered over and over in my mind,
what did the raven see when it was looking back at me?

Did it see all the pains that were in my eyes?
the cuts of the night that had been cut in deep wounds of Dark Angel's knife of his anger, that left me marked
from my bleeding heart that is all over my bedroom floor.
Did the raven see the same story as he when he was looking at me?

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

There is a darkness in the air, where people no longer care
they always walk around in fear what they see is a dear;
that has been beaten ready to be eaten,
it is the season without any reason,
I looked and what did I see?
It was something of an illusion
My eyes are seeing things that are not there,
I would cry out because I couldn’t speak
of what it is that I have seen in darken dreams,
I could feel someone or something is watching me
like it was hunting me, just like that dear I have seen,
I looked around, but there was no one to be found,
then I heard a voice from the woods,
speaking words, I had never heard before,
sounds of thunder of true anger,
Ravens flying into the sky,
just to see what they could find to eat,
out from the woods, Dark Angel stood,
looking at me with anger in his eyes,
asking me where did you go? Tell me what it is you see,
why did you remove yourself from me?
I then started hearing the autumn when crying
like the rushing see, what did all this mean?
slaves are crying out on the sea,
while Dark Angel is out looking for me,
the sounds are near, yet far.
Then I heard Dark Angel say to me,
I couldn’t go on another day without you near me,
I love how you fear me,
knowing that you were always with me
then you left me, without holding me.
or kissing me without saying
Your goodbyes to me,
the air started getting sharpen with snow
While the land got very cold,
while Dark Angel stood bold,
his voice seems faint for a while,
I do know if he is going to stay for a well,
shadow shone beneath the black  
as if the sun were there,
walks along the promenade,
by the pale moon that shines upon the snow,
Dark Angel strong muscles are big in his arms
his body is everything a woman would be looking for in a man,
but Dark Angel is much more than a man, he is an evil beast,
he is wearing a long black suit coat
his underclothing is black sleek
while his eyes turn into no color that has a lack of light,
it is like he is dead, yet he lives,
then he speaks to me, saying do not slip away,
because you know I will find you,
then he would laugh giving a dazzling smile,
then out of nowhere, my body started to feel pain,
he would be watching me while I started to scream,
the solitary tear I weep was like rain on a stormy night,
seems to wash all the memories away of what is right,
my heart shatters like glass, I kneel to the ground,
I hear the music play into the darkness that sounded me
he put me in chains, his face I have found again,
I cannot speak the words I truly want to say,
Dark Angel will not hear them anyways,
I try so hard to piece back together what is left of me,
Dark Angel has me bewitched, With his darkness,
he laid me down to sleep why I wept,
why he takes what he needs from me;
rest his cooling head upon my breast,
kiss it tenderly, stained red is what he gave me all over me,
I awake with Dark Angel beside me,
Dark Angel curl his big arms around me,
snuggle and caress my breast on his chest,
I feel suffocated by his darkness in the air.

- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I knew deep within my soul if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into the darkening of dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, never reveal who it is you love,
Love is a secrete between two,
Love is something untold,
Love isn’t to be sold.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how he can sing almost anything
he has touched my heart
yet, this is his art,-
his plan from the start.

His words are smooth and sweet all at once
his  beautiful love songs,
really made me smile
just for a little while.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He has sung his songs to me
In late winter upon the seas,
Where all color of men and woman
dancing around to the sound,

Oh, how he can sing the most beautiful love songs,
Which the sounds are strange,
but his words of true delight to the ears that hear,
Oh, sweet love jumps to the sounds of thump.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angel is a man a beast that has no heart, he always looks so confused about life and love or even how to be nice. I remember so much how he would tell me over and over how he could change and he could be my everything I ever needed. But I didn't allow him to be anything for me. I couldn't stand him being around me, even the thought turns my stomach, Dark Angel said: " I would have been your everything at one time, I was your King," That's when I looked back and said: "Only in thos painful darken dreams a place I never wanted to be."

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Do You Like Keeping Me Hurting?
Why does it have to be like this?
Is this apart of your madness?
to keep me hurting so bad?
are you mad?
When my heart feels weak
your eyes start to seek
what it is that cuts me so deep.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I dwell in loneliness as my heart feels its pains of brokenness,
a place for forgiveness, so the light can shine bright in my life where I no longer get lost in the dark. my heart has been bleeding for a very long time, this really has messed with my mind. where old paranoia plays its games - night and day in this living nightmare leaving me in fear because I can still feel him standing near. In this word of my brokenness as these pains left me in a world of ash gray whereas heavy clouds keep hovering over me bring down thunderstorms.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, dear ancient moon this pain came to me wat too soon, Look at what has been done under the dark heavens where you shine your doom in late June. What have I done for my soul to turn so cold? I feel so lost and confused about what I am seeing and feeling all at once like something is dividing is my soul from light to darkness. like something our someone is taken control over me.

Old midsummer moon, I know you have seen the show that happened long ago, only we will ever know how this story goes, where so many are out just to see me fall like those fallen stars that have been cast from the heavens right along with the fallen of angels as they are making war.

Oh, the traps they set for me, Aww! what my eyes do see, the visions of you stand so clearly to me, as the angels fall hard into the see,  Oh, the midsummer moon you shine your beauty in my eyes
and that is where you will always be a big part of me. as the wind keeps crying out to me in its own agony, moving back and forth over the angry seas of darken dreams.

A new year of his lies for me to see with the eyes of a moon
of that unusual violent in midsummer of June, casting its beauty across the seas while the stars blink in the heart of doom, the old sea has resounded over the castle where the black magic woman
plays her games with Dark Angel in rage.

Oh, how I see the foreigners mask faces standing over me, dancing and crying calling out names like they are insane, casting blame my way to make me feel so ashamed, my poor body feels this scorching of pain, while it is starting to rain.  They are all acting so crazy as they crawl and fall rolling around making all kinds of worn down sounds.

Then they start falling some more on the wet ground jumping up and down like frogs in the fog, this is something I have never seen before, then it wasn't long before the storm moving the trees and the waves upon the seas, that is when they started crying out t
to the black magic, woman to please stop the pain that she put upon her slaves.

Dark Angel started to laugh like a painful shout of thunder, then that started making me wonder, what is going to happen next?  Soon after all of that, I started feeling attacked behind my back, so I started fighting those slaves back. they started crying for dark Angel on hands and knees saying look what she has done to me.

**** us please set us free, Oh, that is when I started holding my stomach  I started crying out like them, I  was starting to get very sick, then they have seen how my eyes started to change, and they know deep within I have more control over them. They looked at each other not understanding why I didn't do anything to them yet?

Soon they place a moonstone was placed upon my beast, and down my stomach, legs.  then both of them, the Magic woman and Dark Angel started asking me what is it you see? my eyes rolled back while they attacked, but I had never given them any words to feed on. But I did cry out so much pain on that midsummer fright that shined deep into my eyes, but that was no surprise.


- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

That burn in the flam of time a story was being told of long ago where many known about this child that will be a lifetime accomplishment for me.

-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

All-day I’ve been feeling a sadness coming over me, the pain of something from another lifetime keeps eating away at my mind.

-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

All the beauty I have ever seen
Started with love you have given me
The sun shall glint in heaven sent  
I've seen the seven wonders of the world
But nothing like this
I have ever seen before
The love you hold for me in your heart
made way too a new start
In the light of day
in your eyes that shine so Bright
Oh Your love feels so right  
I've seen the beauty of diamonds and pearls
But they hold nothing to the love you give me  
Your love amazes me  
You set my heart on easy
in that beautiful summers breeze
I am so glad you found me  
Every enchanted hour
years is like a new page of my poet's heart
We started to share a new song
A beautiful Love song
The sun shall glint its gold for us
and every tree Shall flower in spring  
the Mediterranean Sea is comfortable with
The rush of the waves singing out Night and Day
the love of the rain on to the Cloudy days
the moon gives out it's love to us
On the beautiful sea
gives us it's a fresh breeze
when the moon shines its light so beautifully
New pages of us are so bright like the stars in
that midnight sky  
I've seen a sunset that would make you cry
So much love that touches the sky
all the colors of a rainbow reaching 'across
the Sea of lovers dreams  
the breeze of the misty wind Pouring out its
love for all to see
The moon in all its phases and the stars in all
their Places  
Your love amazes me all my waking hours
My heart shall thrill at break off Dawn to
the meadowlarks
At dusk to whippoorwills Of the love that showers
over you and us
Don't you ever doubt this love of mine
I hold in your in my heart for a lifetime
You give me hope,
you give me a reason to keep on living
and you Give me A love I can believe in  
Forever faithfully, your love amazes me
I've prayed for miracles that never came
I got down on my hands and knees in the
pouring rain asking God to send me
true love and it finally came.

-Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

There is a great deal of depression
that has Overtaken the land
my soul hurts from long ago
I had lost my way
then disaster came caused great pain
out was out of control
over what is right all I did was wrong
Just another Sad, sad song  
the rain started pouring down on me
Night and Day
Flooding deep within me
I was too young to understand
the ways of Lust and Sin
My body craved sinful men
Darkness became a game of Child play
My life was never right
in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
She would beat me down and call me names  
The black seed is what she gave  
I was only two when I started
crying out to you
You touched my little heart
And easy my pains from the start
You even have given me food to eat
I would get down on my knees asking you
Please forgive me and take this pain away from
my Mother has given me
She cut me Down so far down
I was so lost I never thought I would
ever be found,  
I would Cry and cry deep into the night
asking why my mother didn't want me
She doesn't love me
why did my father leave me
Without a word of goodbyes
I just have seen shame in his eyes
Their ware no words of what was right
in my poor little life,
All I have known was everything of the dark
and it made it it's home
given me all it's wrongs with no hope
With no Love to show my life had no loved in it
I almost died in my teens,
my mother didn't even come to see me  
But you did that day  
My God you had spoken right too my heart
Saying you love me from the start
When My Mother and father left me
You came in and started taking the lead  
I had never let you go
this I put down in my book of long ago
For all to know you are mine
with many of my kind  
This world is so blind
they cannot see what Love means
I need you to stand up for what is true
That would be my Love for You.

-Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

So much of life will pass on by
like a blink of an eye
For a time the unfaithful will keep
On walking in the way of lies of darkness
But the righteous will keep on looking
to the Light for everlasting
But the unrighteous their day will soon
come to an end.
O Jehovah;
We know you will defend us from the evil ones
we oppose'rs that fight with us
day and night without cause
they hid their nets for us to fall in
But we keep looking for their treasures of heaven
and for a Paradise earth
We will keep on walking in the true Faith
Of the law of Jehovah God
But the dark and evil ones  
walk With heedless ear and careless eyes
they walk so blind of the way of this darken Life
Oh Jehovah Your words they actually Ignored  
Please give me the gift of your ways
always to the homeless and poor
Put your words deep down in our Hearts like a
The high tower of your law
your shield to our souls
let us spread your words of the true life
To all mankind  
Let us open the eyes of the blind
let us teach them Your words of everlasting
Let them see the way of what is right
In your eyes,
Look! There are days coming is the
Utterance of Jehovah
Son of man, A watchman is what Jehovah
Made us be Jesus our Lord showed us at door too door
The haters were trying to knock him down with
their old darken lies,
Jesus had warned the wicked ones
that they will positively die if they do not
change their ways, Oh Jehovah our God
this lost darken world looks down on us
call us all kinda names,
why they try to put all their lies and shame
on us night and day because we stand for Your name
Your words Jehovah stands true
I will not let them take me down with them
in there darken ways
These feelings I have are the hours of my day  
But now I am learning how to live out my life
In doing what is right in Your eyes
Something new runs in my heart and that is
Your true Love.

-Judy Emery © 2005
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The light in your eyes is starting to fade away
just like night into day
Your words cut deep within
my heart like a bladed glass
I try so hard to keep up a good
the front that nothing is wrong
But inside my head and my heart
is remembering every nasty word
You ever said;
You are constantly fighting with me
who's right and Who's wrong
what a said way this is going  
As soon as I start to feel I can
grasp for air
You start it up all over again
and head to let this pain run
Now I have to accept that you are
Now long gone with someone new
I had enough of the blues
The taste of happiness has faded
To another place was the silence made Home  
This feeling that hunts at me
I have to scream,
I feel the cuts that eat at my soul
I hold on to myself looking around
our old cold has beaten down the room,  
I started having visions
that captive within myself  
Feels as if someone pulling the rug out from me  
Oh I cannot breath  
Please, someone, help me
I fall off my feet onto my face
My heart does feel a beat
I had been cut too deep  
I don't want to give up  
but this is too ruff for me
to handle all on my own  
You left me with all the blames
and so much pain that won't go away
This is killing me slowly within  
I'm holding it all in
But how much can one person take
I try with all my might let it all end
Why darkness tries so hard to make it's
way end another time at my mind
fall over me the cloud of gray
When death has taken its course
This is not who I'm supposed to be  
I always try to remain bright in the love
of my God, JEHOVAH,
But this time my heart holds glimmering
dark stones of You and I of all the wrongs  
Light of a lost souls
I must get my feeling back right
I call on you my God Jehovah
to let me run Free until I have finely found me  
I am asking You, my God, to help me, please
Dust me off from all my sinful ways
let me see brighter days to run in the race.

-Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

So beautiful you are in the field of wilds flowers
you are a common flower
you brighten up the field with your beautiful gold
You brighten the days of a lovers eyes
you are a flower of many
But you are your own beauty
You are the beauty of age
so thin and small rich in color
you rob the lover's hearts
You are the beauty
even when dust makes its way in
you stand out among the wild
in the fields, you glow  
You are the art of the painter's eyes
the meadows deep shadows on the graze
the painter paints away at your beauty
of gold swaying back and forth
You are the beauty among all the wildflowers
you sprinkle your love around the drakes old tree  
You beautified the land
You are my childhood flower
my eyes had always desired
I had to pick you and take you home
to lighten up the place.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The moon is lit and the stars are glinting
the Wed of the night is singing,
Shatters scatter of hopes and dreams.
The Queen of fatal beauty sings to the moon
dancing around to the lite midnight sky
singing on high.
Love holds my thoughts
wishes are to be made, on this summers night
stars dancing around for wishes to be found.
Dispels the light of the sleepy eyes
darkness is where the dreams to be made
morning is a new page, of the breaking of the day.

-Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Hand in hand overlooking the gentle waves, it's you I will always crave in this life that has never been nice, so take me for a ride deep inside your mind. let your eyes travel into mine and I will take you to another time. The moon and the stars in full at play where it is we stand in a haze, hand and hand we pray. I want to wake each morning in your love and pray it will never fade away.  being seduced by his knowledge in ways I could never express, but I have tried to do my best.  O what a beautiful day this love has given to me, it is like a dream but it is reality. You right hear with me handing me your class ring, where you have sets us both in the flame of the fire as the night crawls on. I remember the day when you swept me off my feet into the canyons of love like it was sent from heaven above, it was as if I was seeing the doves flying high over us, into the deep realms of dreamy nights you became my knight that shined in my darken life. Oh, how we held to each other for tight in life. The world has come to a standstill the moon looks down upon us, I gently lean to kiss you and with time
I have known this love we have will grow but a sudden gust of wind rushed through our lives and who would have known I would soon lose you. You pressed our bodies together your arms wrapped around me we started dancing so free, you told me with a kiss how much you love me, I smiled just for a little while in spring of a blessing that you have given to me. Death came like that dark cold wind and taken you away from me.

-Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Sometimes at night, I cry for you
I look to the midnight sky
the stars look like shining teardrops
the more I look at them the more
My memories come back to when we were so in love.
Just thinking back makes me smile in my heart, you will always be
the more I think about you I start missing you.
Then I had to ask myself 'why? '
Did you hurt me like you did leave me so wounded of you not knowing what is true and what was lies?
'Why do I love you? '
I think and smile,
Maybe because I know what we once had felt so right
at that time in our lives
You were a very big part of me.
My list could run on for a mile
The whisper of your voice still runs in my mind
The warmth of your love and touch of your hands
your kiss so sweet so true.
So many little things that had said so much to me
We held on to what we called love
We sing to each other even at the clubs
we were so in Love this anyone could see.
The song we have sung to each other
was called your still the one
your eyes just shine within the mine
the deeper we looked within the eyes of each other.
You could see the love we have for one another
Made me love you so much more
The way you support me
Even in my silly  ways
The way that you care for me when I was sick.
Or got out of hand,
You were there for me even when I was blue over you
You showed me such devotion
The way that your kiss
Fills me with desire
how you held me in so much passion.
The way your eyes shine like the stars in the night
when you look at me it felt so right
You act as you were the ''Prince'' and I was your ''Queen''
When you look at me
my world felt so safe at the time when you were still mine.
My love for you was so strong
I was so Lost in you forever in love
so I had thought, Your love was the same for me
Oh how wrong you are to hurt me as you did
My world changed in a heartbeat,
When I had found out your love was so untrue.
I believed in you
I believe what we had was true
The way that I feel When you are by my side
A sense of completeness with an overflowing pride
The dreams that I dream had always involved you.
The possibilities that I could see
The things that we can do and become
but I see our love was only a lies
inside my heart, I weep
inside my soul, I had lost that part of me
You were that very important part of me.

-Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Let the rain wash away my pains
that Dark Angel gave of yesterday
I became your queen in my dreams
I was going insane when I saw my grave
Songs of silence remain in my mind
when you came in life,
My deepest affections are now lost
You're the first and the last of my dreams
You had taken everything from me
You have taken my freedom
my life hopes and dreams of true love
You taken my heart left me scared
I will always remember what you did to me
that cold September
because it plays and plays over in my mind
you have given me the fright of your darkness
You may be out of my reach
but I can still feel you
I know I mean everything to you
so you had to take me down to my gave
You are in prison in your life
so you had to take mine too
I feel so cold
this is the life know I hold
The darkness engulfing my soul
I have nothing I could call my own
A queen of your darkness
No exist out for me only in lost dreams
is where my heart screams
this is where I will be.

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I rarely know what journey my mind will take me on. I set down to write my famous lines, I pick up my pen that is laying on my desk and I let the ink bleed as I gave my best for my heart and my emotions to do the rest as it bleeds upon poetic paper, all that I feel all that I see for the who world to read about me. My mind stars too travel too the unknown places, some of these places I love to have gone, but when it comes to my writing, my mind does the traveling, and my hand moved the ink pen. My thoughts started to take me far and near of long ago,  in a time of '' SHAKESPEARE .'' His words danced around in my head, His words he stresses the magnitude for me too you. It all belongs to ''SHAKESPEARE'', the poet who bleed and wept his heart out to touches our hearts.
''Then my mind jump to the secretes of thoughts .'' I never know where or when are what my mind will plot or where it will Rome. my mind take my attention to a place of unknown, turning from the unreal world of dreams or to a present moment of reality.
If my mind has held a time of my own troubles or thoughts of secretes then it will revile, and this is what I will write that takes off in my mind.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The weakness of a cold stormy night,
Made many darken dreams;
How vain this darken life seems,
The moon is dull as it could ever be
To such ones who dream,
Oh, listen to the screams,
Why did that one talk to the evil King?
What does all of this mean for me?
I walked and ponder over everything,
Through the storms of pain,
The slaves shouldn’t have gathered the stones,
But they are very weak in darken dreams,
The rose dust is in the air
Bring on the dark fear,
This evil world is dull in vain,
Lies are always being told
Hearts are being broken
Tossed at sea like a token,
Oh, weary minds on a sunless day,
It’s a pity for the slaves to devote all their time
doing all this bad crime,
Where religion is truly forbidden
Some found a way to keep their faith,
In the weakness of a cold stormy night
many have lost true sight
to what is right in God's eyes.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Because we are not two we are one in love you are all my emotions
You are the breath I breathe,Oh, my dear queen come back to your knight and dance with me for life.

- Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In my sleep, I see children crying,
when I see their little white faces
my heart wanted to weep;
those children no longer play,
Someone had taken all there love away
taken their innocence;
when I was a child,
all I could remember was the pains
of those cold lost days;
where the sky was always grey,
I remember hearing someone say,
come back to me, my child
You’re walking the wrong way,
Now, only in my sleep,
I could only remember the faces I’ve seen
In those painful darken dreams,
Time is forgotten the old voice would say
While he leads me to stray;
I often think about the children
With those sad long faces,
What had come of them?
Who knows what this old darken life
had done to them;
last night in my sleep
I hear the children weep,
I see a broken doll-house
along the staircases,
soon I met their eyes
while they were saying their goodbyes,
I often wonder what all of this means,
Are these children
locked away in darken dreams,
I wonder while they sleep
Do they see me?
For I was once a child as they
Who has lost the way?

-Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how I heard him cry deep into the night singing his lullabies
to the midnight wind among the billions of stars that shine from far
twinkling like little flashes of candlelight, but just then I heard him
calling out my name! Saying, please remember me I am your king and you are my queen In all my dreams; "Come back to me," would hear him cry another time, then I started remembering his voice but from where? before long it was time to wake up that’s when I see him looking back at me.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Looking to the west,
Where true love has given me the best,
A place I could rest my head,
Where the pine cones fall from the tree
In late spring;
Oh, what a beauty that seems
Next to small streams;
It almost feels like a dream to me,
On green grass where love
Came to me in summers breezes,
The sea of rushing dreams;
Where true love always finds me,
In my own fountain of youth;
It was all like a fairy tale,
But soon it all seemed to weather away,
The sweet beauty of the fields,
The sweet fruits and flowers dried up,
Darkness started coming my way;
Oh, not another darken dream,
All brightness left my sight;
Oh, how thing isn’t feeling right,
Loss of hope did arise in me,
Fear started taking over my soul,
Things that happen long ago
Even before I was even born,
I started feeling I was an outcast
In a place of true darkness,
From the overcast!
The beauty of love left me,
A voice from far is coming to my ears
As if it was standing near,
I started hearing slaves crying
As if my future was a part of this,
‘’On! Please note for me,
I was not a part of this,
I wasn’t even born to a life of this kind,
The past that I see is something ancient
And dark that cuts deep at the heart,
Evil spirits hovering over me with lies.
Oh, how they make me cry,
It is like they have no emotions,
They hold no love in their hearts,
I see slaves of true pains,
Agony is everywhere I look,
Like all my days of youth has left me,
Like someone or something
cast me into a trance,
where the evil eye glance;
where is this place I ask?
the king that is standing over me,
where footsteps of history
are all around me,
Is this something of ethereal pains
Of ancient days?
Is this a dance of the forbidden?
Is this eternal death,
In a stream of dreams that make me scream,
What does all this mean?

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I can't keep feeling this away
with all this strife and pains
I can't even remember
last December
I feel like a puppet with strings
in many darken dreams
Dark Angel is so mean
I always hear screams
dancing around like clowns
in an old evil town
with their face upon the ground
praying to be found
they are in so many pains
they could no longer
remember their names
I feel like a puppet with strings
in darken dreams
I can hear Dark Angel laughing
in his evil ways
while his words wring in my ears
pulling on my strings
I began to scream
while he starts to cut on me
my heart is bleeding out
into the sea of dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

That put a smile upon my face and gave me a limp of faith while the days are still young and let my heart be filled love and laughter where all those words of truth whispers in my sleep taking away all those fear, and kiss all my tears away, words of truth-filled my soul with heaven on my mind. Oh, how it felt so divine, love found me just in time.

- Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Death was never a place I wanted to see you in nothing changed my love for you stayed the same, but, then something truly has. In silence, I still call out your name.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Departing avenging spirits
In the dead of winter;
love has assumed to know all hearts,
But what stands before thee
Are the cowards of the lost?
all they bring is wickedness,
what has happened to true love?
Oh, tender hearts,
Why did you depart into the dark?
the gentle touch of lovers’ hand
Where the beauty of spring;
this old town has humiliated me,
But then the knight looks and sees
His love under the leafy shade,
Writing her heart away,
He looks with a stunning smile
upon his face that couldn’t be removed
if she is near; words of anger started to fade,
but then he looked around and she was gone,
His anger ragged like a villain;
He looked at the cowards
that has been making war,
what is it you have done?
That is when the cowards started to run,
Then one of the cowards
stopped and looked back,
Saying, Dark Angel is taken his queen home,
There was this big hesitating chill
that moved faintly in the knights’ heart,
a darken trill of the dead of winter
moved in his soul;
The knight's heart became cold.
loneliness came from love;
while the cowards of the town
laugh so loud towards the knight
he pulled out his sword;
and told them if they come back
they would lose their heads,
Clear, loud he stood his ground
In the old town, he called home,
Wide is the rain that brings on pain,
that gives free choice to all who bleeds,
you can love or run from it;
or you can love and fight for what your
heartbeats for and will die for it,
like a true ‘’ Shakespeare’’ theme;
that has been written in the true passion of love
that gives feverish dreams;
Dark Angels, deathless powers,
The knight takes on his delight
that verse how he truly feels,
love is where his heart belongs,
But his queen her heart is no longer function
She has disclaimed her love for thee.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In my visions, I see many things that come to me in darken dreams
I see many darken knights taking flight for their lives something isn’t right, with their own sight, I had seen all joy departed and left them all broken-hearted. They must open their eyes while they walk in awaken dream life isn’t what it seems, the sand is hot so is the cooling place to all those that lost their faith, drams by day.
Dreams by night so many taken flight like a kite into the deep dark night, woe to those they call an outcast but those will fight back, Oh, the eyes have cast a spell is on the making to all spirits that are slowly sinking, while they look back at their own ill past. Loneliness has taken down their souls now it’s time to let it all go.
Storms ride the tide that comes at night trembled hearts that come from far just to lead you deeper in the dark.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In these dark waters come the drawn dreams up from my frozen heart, the water glitters spring. I hold on standing tall in the dusk of hope I listen from distance the songs of the birds the songs of frogs that are all in love. I dreamed of the battle of love. I dream that one day my prince will find me year's had passed in silence in the midnight moon, I see an old scarecrow out of my window standing alone in a cornfield in weird hollows lonely while the ravens sleep making dreams. I see in the loss of days’ women planting seeds singing songs of ancient times, old poets come to my mind like King Solomon and King David. While wild geese write a line flapping across the sky, while the old moon shines so bright in the night to celebrate a New Year. A poetess writes in the tingling of the night the last verses ''Oh, ' full moon you have seen everything that this old life brings solacing my forty-eight years to pass to my forty-nine let this poetess of who I keep on writing my death bed.

-Judy Emery © 2015
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Turn off the sound of your darken voice
those late-night dances keep me on my feet
I hang up the telephone when you call
just be here with me when I fall,
I like the rain when it falls on my skin
I like the sounds of the ravens
I like the kisses you gave
I love the moans of your body
when it touches mine it hurts me,
when I never see, you smile
You have taken the light out of my world
We get so disconnected
like light and day
You are my favorite place
when I see the love in your eyes,
but yeah, we're so disconnected
I want to feel your breath up and down back
I want to fix your broken smile
and put love back in your heart
I love you
I learn so much from you
you lie and I try not to
But I want more from you.

-Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I Seem sailors toast to my beauty,
My soft fair skin,
My elegant moves as I walk,
They love the way I talk,
They get so much pleasure
calling out my name
But to me, it’s all the same game,
Without a thought of interest in anything
They had to say; all advantage is mine,
I am the Queen of Darken Dreams,
I used to watch the slaves of all color
When they would speak about me,
I would measure their enthusiasm,
Oh, who Dark Angel eyes would spark
Every time I would call him an old man,
It was like I was seeing the moon fall into the sea
whenever he would look at me,
praised he would say is a certain sense of duty
Oh, my queen, you hold all beauty,
When you smile, you calm the sea,
When you talk many slaves
hear what it is you had to say,
your beauty shines a light into the slave’s eyes for a lifetime,
Your beauty is in every mirror,
Oh. Moonlight my queen,
Your skin glistened upon the sea of darken dreams,
Dark Angel would say,
I could swim in your eyes,
They look like the open sea,
You flower the soul of many
you give the darkness hope for light,
Each breath you take is another delight,
This is all my personal advantage
You are my queen in darken dreams.

-Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I knew deep within my soul if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darken dreams because of you that haunts me, they would have to see all that darkness where it is I bleed
they would have to feel all that pains of all those slaves that stood strong in the faith, yet so many lost their way because of their own darken past, where love didn't last.

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, deadly black rose, you were once in beautiful colors the classic of all flowers, soon you weathered up into rose dust, you were once so loved until you turned in lust now you cut so deep leaving so many weeping in a place of darken dreams.

-Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When the leaves fall from the trees
I start to think of you and me,
the sun moved upon on the land
In a gentle kind of way,
my emotions are getting stronger
while the pains made way,
I remembered how we dance around
on those wet autumn leaves,
we laugh so happily,
we felt the wind creeping upon our skin,
We watch all the colored leaves fall
in their own beauty,
with time our lives started growing colder,
you started acting bolder,
the words of love never really came up
because we fought too much
about the little stuff,
The day became shorter, and the nights
seem to last longer in rage,
the ground outside is white
the trees are frozen like we,
the freezing wind rolling around again,
I would set alone crying so much
My tears would fall
like the leaves of autumn,
all our desire left that year,
when you gave me all that fear,
the beauty of our love, left that year
in a storm of rage,
darkness returned to me on those
days of falling leaves,
on those cold dark nights
I could see the lighting strike,
across the sea of you and me
into a world of darken dreams,
the old ancient moon hanged around
in that sad late June,
the rain would fall like teardrops
with our names on them,
while the summer fading into fall,
my heart broke just a little more,
winter made its way at my door,
I could still hear your voice
ragging war,

-Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The leaves are falling in those painful times where the trees are no longer bearing, it is cold outside, and yet, the moon shines so brightly upon the sand where it is, I sand. by day the sun moved upon on the land in a gentle kind of way, almost as if it was saying everything is going to be okay. This got my emotions built up a little stronger, so I can teach a little longer, yet, along the way of what seemed to be a good day, started slipping from me.



- Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery