Your smile is fake
but no one knows
Your pain does not
show
You laugh too much
they judge you for it
But they don't see  
your pain
You're good at faking
you have been for
awhile
You've been through
some things no one else
has been through
Which makes it hard to smile
Faking is the way to go
So no one will ever know

Eyes blue like the sky
Seen vividly in my mind
Oh how beautiful

Eyes like an ocean
Sparkling like a precious gem
Making my heart flutter
When you look my way

Smile as bright as the sun
lighting up the room
Making my cheeks flush
When I'm on the other side of
the room

Your laugh is music to my ears
Making me smile to myself
Wishing you were right here
Next to me instead of her

Our laughter was loud
We had an amazing bond
Now it is all gone

He walks past me

That Blue-eyed boy

Making my heart race

His presence I can never

escape

When this guy opens his eyes
they are pitch black
He will steal your heart
and never give it back

Never trust him
all he tells are lies
He will only hurt you
he;'s the Devil in Disguise

It's no big surprise
he will not change
This is your warning
to just stay away

I swear on my life
I wish I had not stayed
My life changed
but not in a very good
way

A lot of change
but that's alright
I am still me
Even though I am trans
doesn't make me
any less of a
man

I thought I was a demi girl
but now I know that's
wrong

I don't identify as a female
in any possible way

I found out I'm non-binary
and
that's okay

People question their
gender
every single day

I am not pretty
not like
you
I am not skinny
not like
you
I am not good
not like
you
I am not noticed
not like
you
I am not perfect
not like
you

I may have been born a female,
but I just don't connect,
I look how I look and can't change a thing,
I found what I connect with the most,
I don't want to make people upset,
But I need you to know
that this is me
I am the person I'm supposed to be

When I am with you,
You make me feel safe,
Like I never have before,
You heal the cracks in my heart,
Almost like they were
never there,
I need you like I need air,
Without you
It's hard to breathe,
My heart belongs to you and
nobody else,
It beats for you,
and only
you

Stuck at home
nothing to
do
all I have
is
to think about
you

When I see you
again it'll be no surprise
to know
ill put you
before
all the other guys

Losing you
is the last thing
I want to
do

Protectiveness
is what I
do
best

Every minute
spent
I wish will
never end

You are amazing!
You're a star!
Trust me, I know
that's what you are

Funny, Kind, and Smart
Traits that help
heal a broken
heart

Always there
cause you care
You will never walk
away

Friends come
and
friends go
in the end
I am all alone

Good times
that never last
they always
leave
no looking back

Memories made
only to be forgotten now
forever locked
away, I'm the
only one in pain

Left behind
alone at last
except for memories
of
the past

Now and then I look
back
only to see that
my heart's
still cracked

Happy endings are
lies
someone always
has to say
goodbye!