My girl she left and never gave the reason why the pain it hurt I started tearing from the eyes I'm in the hospital and strapped inside the chair I'm going bald from constant pulling on my hair the doctor said it's not as bad as what you think you will recover give yourself about a week before you knew it I was talking to myself I told the psych I think I need some mental help I'm hearing noises as I'm sleeping in my bed I'm hearing voices as I'm thinking in my head I reminisce about the time we use to share the way you looked at me they way you'd brush your hair I can't believe it was the way that you went missing you told me you was leaving but I wouldn't listen and now I'm laying here and in a bad position I feel I'm dying here in critical condition  I'm doing foolish things to try and win you back without you in my life I don't know how to act I'm going crazy try my hardest not to snap see all I want is you to have my family back but you're not coming back I strongly am convinced I'm contemplating if I'm going to slit my wrist and seeing you again it is my only wish and giving you my son that one and only kiss  she up and left me doctor with our new born baby if it were you I bet that you'd be acting crazy I'm going crazy now you know the reason why I have a kid and didn't get to say good-bye

Daddy's little girl was beaten since a child because her father was a drunk and he was wild he use to yell at her and break all of her toys he use to treat her like she was a little boy she never knew why dad had always been so mean her mother left her father she was only three her father made her suffer made her feel the wrath and every chance he got he use to beat her bad she found out later on what happened to her mother she cheated on her dad and found another lover she was so scared of the abuse and ran away she slept out on the streets she had nowhere to stay she had no choice at all was forced to follow suit before you knew it she became a ******* along with other women who had been abused she was so bitter with a nasty attitude until one day she's walking past a bunch of guys a man had touched complimenting on her thighs she was so shocked because he caught her by surprise before you knew she hit him square between the eyes she said the nerve of you don't ever disrespect she pulled a pocketknife and stabbed him in the neck the man had ran they didn't know what to expect the paramedics came too late he bled to death police arrived and then they asked her what had happened she said he looked just like my father I attacked him the officer replied we're going to get you help she took the gun and snatched it right from off his belt she said don't tempt me please just take me from this hell you'll never ever feel the pain that I have felt before you know she pulled the gun up to her head she pulled the trigger daddy's little girl is dead

She's so sophisticated when she wakes up in the morning success is on her mind all she thinks about is scoring so sophisticated ever since a little girl she dreamed of being queen in her imaginary world so sophisticated number one that's in her class determined for her future doesn't care about her past so sophisticated hard worker and dedicated she really has no time for upsets and aggravation so sophisticated working to accomplish goals slowly as she climbs to the top of the totem pole so sophisticated always been an honor student she has no time for foolishness and people acting stupid so sophisticated no matter what she has to do she's so conservative and always follows all the rules so sophisticated always with a *** appeal with a boost of self-esteem and doesn't care what people feel so sophisticated when she has a job to do and she keeps it so professional she always keeps her cool so sophisticated and I love her intellect she's smart and educated and she's known for her respect so sophisticated and she's known to be the boss she strives to be the best and doesn't matter what it costs so sophisticated please don't ever be mistaken not saying she is perfect yet she struggles with her patience so sophisticated yes she is that type of woman she's so predictable you always know when she is coming so sophisticated yes we need some more that's like her she's smart and beautiful and also known to be a fighter and sophisticated

Since the first day that we met I swear I fell so deep in love you looked me in my eyes and then embraced me with a hug before I realized it was too late I didn't listen I met this pretty little thing her name was Ms. addiction so addicted by her drug I needed help it was so rough I couldn't shake her off my mind I couldn't get enough every time we'd talk we always argue fuss and fight it was then I knew she had destroyed me all my life I spent so many years and yet I shed so many tears I needed you to medicate from facing all my fears the pain had caused the anger than my life began to fall you even had the audacity of rejecting all my calls you clouded my thoughts and judgement you made me somebody I really wasn't stressed out and up in a jail cell our love was all for nothing in and out of institutions you made me feel so useless so addicted nby your drug I was mentally ill and also abusive as I stand today I'm proud to say that things got carried away bye bye to you addiction the biggest mistake that's ever been made I jeophardize my life and freedom and family I had to pay I've built up the courage and confidence I am free no longer a slave in we go through some obstacles and to live we're put to the test because if not addiction could lead to jails institutions and death