The most embarrassing thing in this world is to find out that you've been cheated on by your one and only girl you start thinking to yourself you thought everything was fine you feel these past five years you've wasted nothing but time late night with her girls all along she's just been lying you treated her with love and gave her nothing but respect but still she cheated on you then she stabbed you in the back you always second guessed it didn't kniow what to expect she's two months pregnant you can't believe it what is next it's so sickening to your stomach the bond you  had it really wasn't come to find out she cheated with her best friend's cousin you thinking to yourself because your hands the cards been dealt you couldn't picture seeing her with anybody else she took your heart and snatched it out and threw it out the window I reflect on it now I guess love wasn't so simple those manicured nails and those pretty little dimples the way I use to hold her man she use to be so gentle I never understood why women play these mental games i understand now why the love is not the same i thought you would be the one to bare my last name but now that you cheated I must live with all this pain

Hello!Good Morning!How you doing how's yours day there are some things about you I would like to say and from your beauty shows a lot about yourself it also shows me that you're in the best of health I love your eyes and pupils and they change in color they are so beautiful reminds me of my mother's I also love your nose I love the way it's shaped  the way it fits so perfect right onto your face I love your lips I love your teeth I love your smile I haven't felt no love like this it's been a while I love the texture and the softness of your hair it sparkles in the sun it almost makes you stare I love your hips I love your curves I love your thighs you got me lost for words you got me hypnotized and when I rub your arms your elbows and your hands your skin is delicate it takes me to a trance I love your fingers and your nails and manicure I know you make the women feel so insecure and not to mention feet the nails and pedicure you are my ideal of a woman yes for sure these are some things about you that I had to say it's just some compliments to get you through the day

My girl she left and never gave the reason why the pain it hurt I started tearing from the eyes I'm in the hospital and strapped inside the chair I'm going bald from constant pulling on my hair the doctor said it's not as bad as what you think you will recover give yourself about a week before you knew it I was talking to myself I told the psych I think I need some mental help I'm hearing noises as I'm sleeping in my bed I'm hearing voices as I'm thinking in my head I reminisce about the time we use to share the way you looked at me they way you'd brush your hair I can't believe it was the way that you went missing you told me you was leaving but I wouldn't listen and now I'm laying here and in a bad position I feel I'm dying here in critical condition  I'm doing foolish things to try and win you back without you in my life I don't know how to act I'm going crazy try my hardest not to snap see all I want is you to have my family back but you're not coming back I strongly am convinced I'm contemplating if I'm going to slit my wrist and seeing you again it is my only wish and giving you my son that one and only kiss  she up and left me doctor with our new born baby if it were you I bet that you'd be acting crazy I'm going crazy now you know the reason why I have a kid and didn't get to say good-bye

Daddy's little girl was beaten since a child because her father was a drunk and he was wild he use to yell at her and break all of her toys he use to treat her like she was a little boy she never knew why dad had always been so mean her mother left her father she was only three her father made her suffer made her feel the wrath and every chance he got he use to beat her bad she found out later on what happened to her mother she cheated on her dad and found another lover she was so scared of the abuse and ran away she slept out on the streets she had nowhere to stay she had no choice at all was forced to follow suit before you knew it she became a ******* along with other women who had been abused she was so bitter with a nasty attitude until one day she's walking past a bunch of guys a man had touched complimenting on her thighs she was so shocked because he caught her by surprise before you knew she hit him square between the eyes she said the nerve of you don't ever disrespect she pulled a pocketknife and stabbed him in the neck the man had ran they didn't know what to expect the paramedics came too late he bled to death police arrived and then they asked her what had happened she said he looked just like my father I attacked him the officer replied we're going to get you help she took the gun and snatched it right from off his belt she said don't tempt me please just take me from this hell you'll never ever feel the pain that I have felt before you know she pulled the gun up to her head she pulled the trigger daddy's little girl is dead

She was my girl and all she use to love me it was besides the fact that she was ugly she made me do the things I didn't want to do you would've done the same if only it were you we use to conversate and hold each other's hands she would deter me from me making all my plans their were some times we use to argue out in public she would embarrass me and tell me i was nothing I use to wake up in the morning so confused from being beaten up by alcohol abuse I use to ask her why she would result to violence she said because I am the answer to your problems she took control over my life and my decisions because of her I always found myself in prison she was upset because i tried to get her some help her whole objective was for me to hate myself it was her goal for me to drink my life away and to be drunk so I can make the same mistakes she use to tell me that I couldn't live without her I was addicted to her spending every dollar she made me sick and all from going through withdrawal and then she said that i'll be seeing you tomorrow she knew me in and out as if I were a book she said addiction isn't easy as it looks until one day i slipped I had too much to drink I woke up in the hospital into a shrink my eyes had opened as I'm looking at the doctor he said she left you drunk her name was Georgi *****

What is hell a lonely place with angry people who have no face who loss they lives they have no pride you hear their pain you hear their cries now what is hell a place that burns and ignorant people who haven't learned they were ungrateful and were so hateful and so demeaning and so unthankful now what is hell a place of worship with angry people who have no purpose the have no eyes they have no nose they have no teeth they have no soul now what is hell a place we live because some people abort their kids so much corruption and the destruction so many backstabbers it's hard to trust them now what is hell it is the mental so many sickening things that we have been through because it hurts it's like you're cursed you've been through homelessness and at your worse now what is hell locked in a cell you have no visitation receive no mail grown men are crying people are dying so many men they fight for freedom they keep trying now what is hell it is disaster where evil human beings they have been captured you're overwhelmed you're life's expelled your soul it burns eternally unitl you're pale now what is hell

I was in love I didn't notice there is war outside it's hard for me to focus suprisingly I never knew that love was real i figured out that love it is a battlefield it was your beauty all along I couldn't help it I left you out die I know that it was selfish I will protect you with my sword and grab my shield I never knew that love it was a battlefield see I would take a bullet for you I would die and rest so peacefully just knowing you were mine I'll grab my gun for you you know that i would **** I never knew that love it was a battlefield some men would grab you up and try to keep you hostage you know I'll do my best for you to try and stop them I never knew my love for you it was so real I never knew that love it was a battlefield now i would spend my very last if I were rich to show the enemy our love it does exist I never knew that love it hurts it's so unreal I never knew that love it was a battlefield and I apologize for all the things I said Inever knew the war would come to end this way I earned my stripes I earned my stars out on the field I never knew that love it was a battlefield

Since the first day that we met I swear I fell so deep in love you looked me in my eyes and then embraced me with a hug before I realized it was too late I didn't listen I met this pretty little thing her name was Ms. addiction so addicted by her drug I needed help it was so rough I couldn't shake her off my mind I couldn't get enough every time we'd talk we always argue fuss and fight it was then I knew she had destroyed me all my life I spent so many years and yet I shed so many tears I needed you to medicate from facing all my fears the pain had caused the anger than my life began to fall you even had the audacity of rejecting all my calls you clouded my thoughts and judgement you made me somebody I really wasn't stressed out and up in a jail cell our love was all for nothing in and out of institutions you made me feel so useless so addicted nby your drug I was mentally ill and also abusive as I stand today I'm proud to say that things got carried away bye bye to you addiction the biggest mistake that's ever been made I jeophardize my life and freedom and family I had to pay I've built up the courage and confidence I am free no longer a slave in we go through some obstacles and to live we're put to the test because if not addiction could lead to jails institutions and death

Since the first day that we met I can admit I was obsessed and man I swear to God you was so **** I confessed you've clouded all the thoughts that got me thinking of you yes I knew that it was love you couldn't tell me nothing less I'm obsessed just by the look thats in yours eyes I don't like the attention that you get from other guys the love I have is real for you and trapped so deep inside I'll do just almost anything and set aside my pride I'm obsessed is it infatuation yes the softness of your skin from when you lay upon my chest your beauty and your elegance it makes me lose my breath and then I look up to the sky and then I know that you've been blessed I'm obsessed just by the way that you would walk you never had to say a word you never even talked your uniqueness and your character it labels you a boss every time I look at you it's like you got me lost in thought I'm obsessed I'd rather spend my life with you there is no other woman that I think that I would choose you bring me joy and laughter friends they think that I'm a fool but the only thing that matters that I'm happier with you yes I'm obsessed

She's so sophisticated when she wakes up in the morning success is on her mind all she thinks about is scoring so sophisticated ever since a little girl she dreamed of being queen in her imaginary world so sophisticated number one that's in her class determined for her future doesn't care about her past so sophisticated hard worker and dedicated she really has no time for upsets and aggravation so sophisticated working to accomplish goals slowly as she climbs to the top of the totem pole so sophisticated always been an honor student she has no time for foolishness and people acting stupid so sophisticated no matter what she has to do she's so conservative and always follows all the rules so sophisticated always with a *** appeal with a boost of self-esteem and doesn't care what people feel so sophisticated when she has a job to do and she keeps it so professional she always keeps her cool so sophisticated and I love her intellect she's smart and educated and she's known for her respect so sophisticated and she's known to be the boss she strives to be the best and doesn't matter what it costs so sophisticated please don't ever be mistaken not saying she is perfect yet she struggles with her patience so sophisticated yes she is that type of woman she's so predictable you always know when she is coming so sophisticated yes we need some more that's like her she's smart and beautiful and also known to be a fighter and sophisticated

You remind me of a girl that I once knew you're in my life and yet you're so invisible there's things thats on my mind I really can't explain you often say that there are things I need to change there are sometimes in fact I come home late from work you call me out my name and say that I'm a **** I come in through the door you're sleeping on the couch I can't believe that there's a stranger in my house I use to spoil you and give you bubble baths and I  would clean the kitchen take out all the trash and on  the weekends wine and dine and take you out I'll give the world to you you know what I'm about there are so many things that I would have to prove I need you in my life I don't kniow what to do I do not hear a peep or not even a mouse it's like I'm living with a stranger in my house I do not want to argue nor I want to fight I would just like to live continue with my life and build a future with you calling you my wife I need you by my side when I'm a sleep at night I am so lost for words I don't know what to say i'll do just anything to brighten up my day we need to work on things and figure problems out I really miss you you're a stranger in my house