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93 · Feb 2020
Mother
tina kimi Feb 2020
she's tired, this one is
worst than the previous
foul breath and a strong
whiff of yesterdays laundry
she knows, she deserve better
but her future nearly lapsed
and knows her children
deserves much more
92 · Feb 2020
My little brother
tina kimi Feb 2020
I wanted to tell you
that it is my fault

I really wanted to tell you
but kept it in vault

those times you got high
hiding within you  
while mum and dad argued  
I saw you but kept quite

I should have led you
any where but home
but I could not

we were both young
now it is too late
your an addict and I am
destroyed by guilt
# he's an addict
91 · Mar 2020
RIP
tina kimi Mar 2020
RIP
living for me is just a reminder
of all the possibilities you could have
achieved
and the painful burden I carry
in remembering you
91 · Mar 2020
Secrets
tina kimi Mar 2020
I can feel you twisting
at the tip of  my Tongue
wriggling desperately
to come out to
those eagerly ears
91 · Feb 2020
SHHHH
tina kimi Feb 2020
electrical pulses
soaring in places
you touched
please stop or
I will  burst
90 · Jan 2020
lies
tina kimi Jan 2020
I get it
you told it
they know it
I accept it
don't deny it
90 · Feb 2020
self control
tina kimi Feb 2020
voices in my head
urging me to let go
keep pushing and pulling
to be in control

I switch them off
to remind them who's
in control
86 · Feb 2020
Untitled
tina kimi Feb 2020
tell me a thousand times
this one word
I only want to hear
86 · Feb 2020
Treatment
tina kimi Feb 2020
accumulating despair
multiplying pressure
endless nagging
another bottle, another sniff
and it all will disappear
86 · Mar 2020
Untitled
tina kimi Mar 2020
it is quite funny
or am I being quirky
but it seems the world
it turning backwards
I am thinking of
bending on my knees
just to thank all the cleaners
out there
86 · Jan 2020
My Love to you
tina kimi Jan 2020
you asked me to tell you
reasons why I love you
I replied I can not,
but I do hope you look
deep in eyes and see my
soul longing for you
#sweet dreams
85 · Feb 2020
someone
tina kimi Feb 2020
he was a good child
know respect and love

mom got sick and died
he was just seventeen

dad is more withdrawn
comes home tired or drunk

he turns twenty no job
and limited education

heard the military recruiting
applied and get recruited

two years past he wanders
about the street

begging for food and things
dragging his prosthetic legs

he stumble past as others
sneered

he vividly recalls he had dreams
once to be someone rich and kind

now they are memories like
his long lost mum

life had gripped so hard
on him

that he reaped the worst
#be kind, everyone has a story
84 · Mar 2020
MISunderstood
tina kimi Mar 2020
Wait, you said
so I waited 30 years
even though I see your
children grown into adults
80 · Feb 2020
Untitled
tina kimi Feb 2020
feeling your breath on my skin
bring tingling shivers down my spine
I'm holding my breathe hoping this
lasts forever
78 · Feb 2020
tommorow never came
tina kimi Feb 2020
I awoke to this same troubling life
where roses are never red
and if they are then someone must
have died
77 · Feb 2020
you
tina kimi Feb 2020
you
before you
dark
black
nothingness
after you
light
white
hopefulness
76 · Feb 2020
thoughts
tina kimi Feb 2020
there is nothing new
every seconds past
is recycled for the future
75 · Jan 2020
Perspective
tina kimi Jan 2020
I looked across the road, I saw this girl
And I thought she’s wearing weird clothes  
He is be side  me also stared  
He thought she is pretty

The old man beside me saw her too
And wondered what his daughter is doing right now
The little girl standing besides
  sees her and said, she looks sad.
73 · Jan 2020
Life
tina kimi Jan 2020
Some days you feel lucky and blessed
Other days confused and depressed
And then there this certain days you are totally lost
Whether is it worth it or not
Everything else is meaningless

It is those days I question life itself
am I  benefiting?
What is the purpose?
What is my role?
When it stops, does it even matter?
Is it going towards a certain goal?

To be fair, those days do not come so often
On normal days, miracles you see
You feel love, joy, sadness and peace
You wonder upon simple creations
And you are content
But it’s those certain days that…
72 · Mar 2020
stuck
tina kimi Mar 2020
running out of words to pen
fingers itching to type
but words refuses fuse
68 · Feb 2020
pretenters
tina kimi Feb 2020
I can live
with fake products
than fake people
59 · Jan 2020
on the crossroad
tina kimi Jan 2020
waiting for you to decide
whether I will be your downside
or the one beside
58 · Feb 2020
upside down world
tina kimi Feb 2020
living to die
surviving to live
nothing is safe
there's always
something greyish
somewhere
tina kimi Jan 2020
I heard you today
I see you day by day
I smell your odor
each passing day
I feel your touch
mostly by Day
and I choose to
ignore because
because I want to
be normal.
53 · Jan 2020
Untitled
tina kimi Jan 2020
if falling in love is easy
I would have been married
when I am a six
52 · Jan 2020
Untitled
tina kimi Jan 2020
Kobe your dead
reminds me of Diana's
not because you both
are solely missed by
the world

but because  you both
have more to give
but had gone too soon
one life to live so live it right.
49 · Jan 2020
What if
tina kimi Jan 2020
i tell  you
how i feel
to really define
it step by step

i hold your hand
and show you
how it will be
you and me

i kiss your lips  
to let you know
how i taste

i let you go
then you will
never know
#admiringfromafar
46 · Jan 2020
Mother Earth
tina kimi Jan 2020
56 years you knew the world
half a century to be her friend
she gave you love and joy
with laughter and sadness

as the days swiftly passes by
you become tired and slow
she patiently follow your pace

until one day she came along
but you are no longer here
she silently knew and mourns
for you, like her other friends
she also lost along the way
#RIP DAD till that Golden Morning

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