I face the challenge of not being able to see you
Due to the COVID 19 and restrictions to travel
With the latest technology of video chat and email
I can still feel close even we are not there in actual

Distance will not be interruption in loving you
Please know that you are always on my mind
You will always be close to my heart and yet
Missing you has increased our love of divine

It hasn't been easy, not holding your hands
Fell in love with you before this events of insane
Keeping us apart by causing shut down and
Playing evil actions of hurtles virus villain!!
RB_03/25/20

Life is a journey and its events are divine will
We met, fell in love, now walking the path with you!
I too wish, God please keep us together and forever
Until the life ends holding the hands with you!!

I will love you, cherish you, and hold you my love
I will then give myself as a whole to you!
This may include my bliss and sorrows and
Even will be walking thorny jungle with you!!

Far from the earth out there where we are from
We will then meet again actually where we belong!
We are here to serve purpose in our mortal lives
Our souls be together forever as foregone!!

Our love is unconditional of course we both agree
Makes sense when two people love each other truly!
Let’s promise today under this open blue sky
Stars are the witnesses, we will live our lives fully!!

You are always roaming on my mind,
Like a cloud swarms down from heaven!
You are always rambling in my routine,
Like an addicting drug that has been given!!

I wish there was such a place where
Every sundown we both could meet
Let our love expand as the deep blue sea
Under open blue sky we could breathe free
We could then sit under the shed of green tree
Far from all where nothing could come between you and me!!

That warm sun shining after the bad storm
Assuring and comforting feelings, I love it!
All the debris that were scattering from hail  
Finally looks peaceful at the end, I love it!!

As if you have just ended a long bad relationship
All that freedom and happiness I love it!
Mesmerizing feelings of being worry free
Gives the boosting strength of life, I love it!!

Do you ever think of finding yourself again?
That moment when you finally do, I love it!
Exercising inhale and exhale for relief
That live feelings of the guts, I love it!!

I have trusted blindly before
My trust was scattered in deception
I have loved unconditionally before
My love was snubbed at inception

I have promised myself since
Not to trust anyone again
I have promised myself then
Not to express my feelings again

I made a rule of no expectations
So I don't be disappointed after
I put boundaries around me
To protect myself from disaster

My question is for you now
Why should I repeat the mistake?
Why is it so wrong that..
I am trying to stay awake?

Always protected myself,
Form the bad flares of the world
Don't drench me by conning
I beg you hello rain….

Can't block the monsoon rain
With my thin sheer shawl
You are drenched and wicked
Don't call me by signal….

Don't stare from my window
In the cold nights, hello moon…
Don't drench me by conning
I beg you hello rain…

Don't come here humming….
In my garden, hello bee…
Pretty lotus has just bloomed
Fault may befall can't you see?

Don’t trouble me storm
With your gusty, ***** wind
Don't drench me by conning
I beg you hello rain…

Life hasn’t been so easy for me in the past
It was filled with throbbing pain and sorrows
How can I forget those stormy days and nights?  
When I was struggling to survive my tomorrows

We just met and you asked me to trust you
My beliefs are still shrunken and narrowed
Especially knowing how my heart was wounded
By being severely pierced with treachery arrows

Took many years of trying to find myself again
My life has been free and happy once again
Where can I begin trusting another person again?
Unfortunately I have hard time convincing my brain

This was the reason why I withdrew from you
I am very afraid what if I get hurt again
Give me some time to get to know you then
May be this heart will be ready to trust again

Detach yourself from all the material things
Living things or another human beings
Retain your power by just appreciating
Without getting attached to avoid suffering
Because, getting attached to someone or something
Like losing your power to that person or thing
When you lose, it leads to the suffering....

Perhaps I never thought of before, but now I feel like
Residing in your heart, if I may have your permission
Amazing feelings wonder, what would happen ahead
Deep inside of my heart, memory of you overflows
Everlasting trust awakens, tell me you feel the same
Eternal love exists or not, just tell me once
Pursuit of happiness begins here, just tell me once

Forgot everything, including myself

Just got lost in a quiet place

Sat down beside the fresh river

Listened to that water flow sound

Compared myself with that waves

Then I realized, my life is similar to that river

How helplessly just flows

As gets pulled by that wave….

If you bloom as a flower
I will be your horticulturist
If you shine as a moon
I will become a twilight
If you take me in your arms
I will be your heartbeat
If you need fresh air
I will be the fragrance
If you ask to be loved
I will be your lover

When peaceful night gets uneasy by cool breeze
Then moon teases by peeking through my window
Uncomfortable feeling arises which bothers me!

Days go by trying to convince my self  
Sleepless nights I spend constantly turning
Restless feeling approaches which bothers me!!

When cloud wonders roaming on sky above me
This secluded environment touches my mind and soul
Desires of warm love really bothers me!!!