I'm always hoping
without an ounce of it.
I'm always in love with
no waiting hearts.
I beseech the Almighty
without truly believing.
I'm just a ghost. A sheet
hanging to dry in a breeze
flapping about alive like
but just full of hot air.

It's a lonely revolution
   with me against the world.
   I keep it laughing so it
   won't **** me in despair.

I want to scream to the world
at 3am and wake them all from
dreams and complacency.
Look out your windows and
feel the flames licking at you.
Don't cower. Fight. Save us!

You people hiding in crowds who
  think I don't care of your pain
  need to ******* tears and know
  I bleed the blood you do and die
  in your pain while I think of
  loved ones who will miss the
  mess I am and always was but
  hold your hand to the very end.

We search everywhere for Love.
We never find it, just broken hearts.

I'm invisible. I'm inevitable.
I'll snake my way through the
veins you hide with sleeves
and excuses when you shoot.
You'll disappear in crumbs
left to pay your way to dust.

I left my love on the subway for
a stranger stole my heart with
glances and smiles and good vibes.
I'll marry her tonight in my dreams.