Tell me, if I'm worthy of plans with a ***** hand, others they are early but never certain just earning grands, a deserving is bland for a man that works his hands off demands and seems to can his true command, he was deep in a hypocritical being, so someone save him he's seeing ***** reciprocal dreaming, and his bosses that's scheming, yeah they're dreaming too, cause if they prize concealing one's self esteem, then the demons brew, if my philosophys' soft to see, then you'd probably too, throw me in a phony crew, lonely so I can't pursue, work where it was needed to feed my thirsty plans, punishing my early stand, cleaning off my ***** hands.

As swift as they shift me, my love lies in me, pretty as the blue skies, you ask why,  cause I'm that kind guy, that always gets by and ain't shy, so what I live by is strictly for the one that I love, we had our problems, but he solves em from just right above, and as I get tough this training you gave me contains me, how hard these rains be, they never will knock off or phase me, we had our babies and they saved me, it's hard to admit, but by their shy cries in those wide eyes, I know it's legit, the true companion through my planning is us in one flesh, so what I let rest is mess that had shadowed my best, and till my last breath, I'm here every step everyday, the only lover you adore, I'm yours either way.

I guess the people don't understand, they clap hands and give a standing ovation, to the ******* that's really trying to ****** this nation, but I see evil in your face, I'm talking bread lines, increasing the debt with other nations passing deadlines, and steady rising hate crimes, coast to coast towards California, vivid descriptions in one's petition, well fool I warned ya, some now just scorn ya with furious blame, we're getting warmer, to see who leads the Earth's 4 corners, need to stop telling lies, realize people have heard ya speeches, that business don't help a man, it's bleeding us fast like leaches, go one by one pick the peaches and see what you find, you notice all of yours look the same, but they different from mine, I rhyme just right off what I see, and try to gain full appeal, I'm not no narrow minded sucka that don't care how you feel, I will rebel the government and put the shame on them politicians, stop your *******, America won't be great, you just dollar flicking, hollar snitching, calling Hillary Clinton out cause you know she winning, but of course, you endorsed by Rubio I seen him grinning, but now the days are thinning, wait for the time to reveal, all of you motherfuckas, I can't believe this is real, to Canada and Israel, I pray y'all won't be affected, by demons who got they ***** erected, man these times are getting hectic, hell will come when you don't expect it, that's what they tell a fool, it's not like a stick a dog will fetch it, wide receiver gone and catch it, Donald Trump if you are elected, just know this world's dissected, separated by fools that decked it, with the evils it's hell injected.

Taking a shot, when you seeing glocks heating the spots, but will the flocks stop pops when the bodies will drop?, and though my question is rhetorical, historical speaks, cause in this orbital, our sources claim abortions to peace, I lay deceased while they preach bout their efforts to reach, that's why my vibe is prescribed with a dose of raw hide, my flawed side just relies on a cry that's despised, so in my eyes, prophesize that I'll be a small size, in the wake of distractions that endorses subtractions, cause a soul gets torched from the force of an action!

My procedure as listed, morally gifted but still depicted as getting twisted, do not assist, your plots acidic, with every visit.. your decisions had made a prison, petitions of mine were given to stash with the pastor's killing of tarnished sheep, sometimes my thoughts won't speak harmonies, but disarming me was harder than you thought would be!, making moves regarding me won't tarnish me, the karma sees, whether it must harm with good or bad, it's sad the warnings flee, I must alarm my plea so it can withstand demands from plans to sand ice cause its spice may be concise, obtain my rights, to ignite what is right, to end the night, leaving what's deceiving out of sight.

Scatter the scavengers on this avenue, you got mad cause we were lively spirits and was laughing at you, we were raisins in the sun while you blazing just for fun, I would join you but my session is dead and gone, so no leftovers to feed off, no takeaways to sleep on, there's only meat to beat off, that gives diminishing returns, keeping you up, but you don't know what's up, you're not perfect for this role, you were too old to show what you got, you got nothing, these others showing something, they have some potential, but scratch it, I'd like to play you playing you, just to show you how you cheat yourself and beat yourself, never had the time of day to meet yourself and greet yourself, I deserve a standing ovation, I played my part, very well cause you know I'm quite a king at playing drama queen so it only means more drama for you, cause I'm right up on your ***, you must compensate what's due, what is new?, I'm not bout that "What it do?" till you do you and do what you supposed to do, so keep it true, on a clear blue sky day, we love to go our way which is just a way to get away..from what we say we would do, boring days, boring nights, cry me a river of your excuses, I'll pollute with what I know-can do it, it's nothing to it..just a little belief-can be like magic, and tragic for you, when I prove it.

After the collapse, it seems they're back, perhaps, I predicted things way too soon, don't wish to annoy ya, but paranoia has stricken as I lay down in my room, minor episodes and dreams, it seems, trouble intervened, Olympus has resurrected, more powerful than ever, clever, no one did it better, it's a new way it's directed, accept it, it was no way to... **** them completely, some freed be enslaved again, I thought it was over to myself, but see I'm stuck losing my health, my stealth has just came to an end, so now I'm slipping, falling longer, though my will is getting stronger, have no hopes that this here will stay, put the final cries in CHRIST, advice will make things right, we might just see this brief if we pray.

The fruits of my labor were my reward for recovering from the vegetative state,

Try to change the world; cause if you don't try to change the world, the world doesn't have to try to change you, it already has; by making you think you can't change the world.

I've got the richest tales!, can you depict my spells from my impression, from a blessing we may ask the question, are we in heaven?!, it's sweet obsession I'm confessing from just a lesson, but I was guessing on the question through my mind that was stressing could never understand, to be a man with demands, my stand was bittersweet, but look at her she's complete, I feel I'm weak, stroking bleak streaks, punishing sketches, she fetches precious, I expect our sexes to be complex in sections we failed before, measure power in "*****" or "*****" in metaphors we use it towards, I found it louder to speak in vein than slamming doors, my obsession is in the blessing I'm looking for, as the sun sets, sweat purifies to tears, every poet has to know it that their best was fears, will you ever find your rest through the stress with gear?, probably never if you're better getting struck by spears.

A lesson must be learned cause it burns to have no knowledge at all, come listen to my words youngsta, cause it hurts when you fall, you like to dream of "material wishes, fast cars and *******", never looking at your life in the past cause it add stitches, dozens of hurtful pictures, compared with jewelry and riches, I know which path you chose, I did it!, but take the time here to listen, if you be getting, winning fast, kicking *** to the system, you gon be getting hell to pay, something you were not wishing, itching for, be loyal to the game, slowly advance, go to the door, you see some rappers, actors, celebrities, many more, that moved to fast, believe to achieve but watch your step, fast horses don't run long, you gotta learn to accept, and be satisfied, revitalize thoughts, hopes and dreams, world is to motivated, towards themselves is what it seems, faced with the demons, creaming, the concept, hear my scream, one against several million, a man that has no team, feigning for better views on fame, but I come short and fall, try to scream mercy to suckas over me, they reply "hell naw!", only way out for me to end this life is through suicide, move very slowly youngsta cause demons after you and I, **** the whole industry, don't let them fools **** you, come with your mind set on nobody but you, I see a bigger man with GOD's morals I trust you, to be the one that changes the game and the fame fore they judge you.

What did you say? A collapse is coming? Try to tell me something else new, I knew this was true, so tear your *** shoo, I got no time for feeling blue, cause what they done to me, I'm used to, same will be done to you, they didn't listen when I spit out facts, they shut me up cause I'm black, so **** them *******, I ain't going back, so when they get hacked, act like it was not a surprise, them cowards die, see the ******* ***** in they eyes, while in disguise, play it off like it was just a relapse, I warned them sorry suckas, **** em!, now watch em collapse.

We're armed, we come with alarm and bring harm, army in swarms, we bring thorns as the norms, replacing the sin, with what is in the kingdom heaven, squashing the devil, we know his rebel Armageddon, places you look are all shook, read the book, of scripture, the picture is vivid, timid will be cooked, north to south, either way, west and east, pains are deceased, we bring peace to the meek, like hokus pokus the force of locust only focus, on who is evil, we brave like eagles from medieval, glorious stallion, watch for the dragon from the ground, roar loud sounds, it causes pounds when it's found, drying the seas, we cause shakes in the lakes, true heartbreak, we know it's late for a date, take out the mountains, black out the sun, now we're done, now here HE comes, behold the SON, we have won.

You're scared of the dark?!, I'm scared too. I was scared being dark cause I'm scared of the light. I only like light skins, tough luck for me, cause every ******* look just like me!

Instantly hitting me, spitting sick scenes of wit knit dreams, essence with honest presence, seconds of menacing the dense pretense theme, focusing, noticing quotas, though I'm woken, I'm at ease, to please means to freeze this breeze blowing trees to deepened seas, you'd think I'd sink to steepen this disease?, creative, though these invasive basics takes what's innovative, memes, but some already seen em though, drain a man's game now he strains his alter ego, me though, sees so much zero hero, some negroes and other people, keep those, elements, only peep them telling it efficiently, wonder if this **** will hit me instantly,
DISTANCE ME.
fore another exhibition ******* me, STITCHING ME.

Influencing the system was a nuance, in true font, I relish in this hellish leverage, restless just to message references of some discretion and clout, to route, what it's about to cure it's presence, the baggage in attendance labeled savage had it's weakness, was speechless when I salvaged it, it's all about its treatment, it's funny how your weakest moments leaks its potency, to hack in it so passionate, it balances its flow you see, when it says you noticed me.... my software without care quickly turned calcified, it's maximized when it's classified inhumane, take it in vain or take it to heart, you either complain or make it a start to change, if you talk your faults notice you walk with shame, it's the aim that counts, and the shot to take, I could plot to fake, but the change I break, won't amount to the truth of how this makes sense, now I'm senseless and broke to a lost, logic can never reason the fact I cost, the value of life to live, so my moral was to gain before I give, ain't that right?, nothing to lose, with something to choose, get involved, or dont evolve, problem solved, pressing play, sun or rain, no stress I pay.

Spitting thoughts that come to my brain, sitting on the train, wondering when will I pertain, fame to others games, I heard of change, but my eyes saw it otherwise, maybe statistics of epidemics are there to lie, can't help but clear my eyes and shy from the poisoned streets, practice of aiming heat defeats peace, so **** the beat, I love critique, but I seek to take the full credentials, don't judge a rare potential if you can't bear essentials, weapon is my pencil cause I can't afford a pen, with it I wore the lens to form the mends and score a ten, defend a friends revenge towards a man makes a foe, that brings you to a low, asking bro's where to go.

Poetry is life, life as a poet, the experience of living out the body, illustrating insights from your hindsight, seeing new light, new feel, NEW LIFE.................The creativity that just takes hold, losing control, you fall into its soul, as visual arts would bear its visible start from my invisible vision within, the complex context that can differ from the 3D world, but soon living its dream, it proves all that is seen just seems it can transcend man-made limits, therefore man made Guinness, with records that transition traditions in each edition all additions are provisional, admitting though, cause initially I didn't know, then again, some agree and some don't, rather recently a piece of me was shattered, scattered cause for peace of mind it really didn't matter, so the shot to the head really didn't hurt, certain how it tranquilized a smart-***, that didn't work, the clutter made him suffer and buffer his brightness, stuttering to butter to others his likeness, with lightning, funny how reality hits, sparking up a feeling he will never forget, his *** turned shellshocked, at the height of the storm when the bells rock.

More money, more problems so you call it, the curses of being a workaholic on his game, I'm coming up on the rise, innocent eyes, though aware that I have clarity protecting my name, hope my fans have no shame cause disloyalty can hurt me, and I'm left to just surrender like I'm fighting for mercy, cause the sympathy is sparse, and it seems it's for the chosen ones so word to all my haters, are you desperate for lovers?, do you want me to show you love and set our differences aside, maybe we can make a peace treaty, we're really like the crips and bloods just the kiddy version, y'all whine about the colors I express in my coloring book, maybe y'all ain't ready for it and I'm only getting warmed up.. quite ironic that my favorite colors' blue, though I claim no gang, I hang with my crew, we're the popular kids and make gains in respect, my name is a threat and some never see me coming..but later on they were running for their lives.. I'm alive and well, and my hits will cause hell as well, especially if you fail to peep it.

Long time no see, from what I've seen, you haven't changed in this small world, living large, coming up short with these long lines bout all the business that you did with me to give you such a voice, could it be?, I muted you and moved to such a place where the silence gave me peace enough to be a humble spirit, I fear it as I near the thoughts that come to mind, yet I indulge on the possibilities, "The world is mine!", cutting off the games you would play, saw your poker face, I would take your game at face value, my habits of habitual insights, I see it as a thing that only goes so far, it could be death at one's doorstep, show who you are!, I can't be paranoid regardless, you can be creative with your mask, but how you gonna win against reality when it already knows your soul?!, what a lovely conversation that could go anywhere, in conclusion it could all be an illusion, I'm illustrating what I offer, let's talk about it deeper cause I feel you were the author, explore imagination!

My nemesis is the emphasis of skepticism penning redemption, that's a sign they cause tension that's rarely mentioned, true intention is lessened, now confessions are twice self inflicted, we're not decisive, we're conflicted, poetry was goading me to blow a deed, breeds are mistaken, the Gangster's traces soon replaces basis, so they catch cases, can I face it when complacent, no I stare at the sun, Sin City hides pity, so I'm gritty for fun, now let the crisis add spices, take a slice and then shun, at the society though your notoriety is done.

I drop a classic when it's drastic to lay down the law, try to be fantastic and elastic, so my words get far, through all the stress that I feel, it's like I cheat myself, try to stay on top, avoid the risk of repeating myself, there's always room for improvement to never stop this movement, you're either cruising or you're losing either way your moving, the motivation is a sensation where your mind is saying, I'll always make it and never fake it in this life I'm facing.

Continue shivers, one who delivers slivers of slugs, I don't consider, the critters were getting bitter through drugs, a vivid picture gets bigger when all its prisoners get hugs, we shrug as sinners, bugs will return the splinters we plugged, were you ascended?, defended by a defendant, descended, though your offensive, was proven expensive how it's extensive, so my defensive was senseless, defenseless measures through senses, so do I bug a **** that treasures slug offences?

The oppressor was the stressor, my lecture bought the pressure, we hurt in different measures, but our pleasure bought no treasure, so now we're in the desert, on a wild adventure, with no streak of hope we found us roped from our rude gestures, tried to play it clever, oppressor vs pressure, no one did it better cause we're stuck in this forever.

Within the palm of my hands, it's two sides to a tale, and I know it like the back of my hand, creating waves on the stage with abundance!, plus a mailbox full of chatter that's redundant, dancing with the stars feeling grounded, ain't good as it sounds, so he simply just resumes the habit playing with his number one fan, and he swears to GOD with that hand he will try to stay committed, he's cheating himself, I've been there and repeated myself... left more questions on the table then answered, I'll holla back, once you see I can't spoonfeed you the freedom to dig in, you dig it?, so **** the handouts, you man up and standout, and occupy the kids to be ***** trained, flush the system of the ******* for life, now death has another thing coming, the wiser man, who you can trust will leave the cleanest, the boys that wet the bed'll be the reason- the ***** was dry

My stained broken glass, chains of gold, plain brass is cast, through the past where I masked trash that's mass, the images are vast, peep my stash, cash grew fast, I grasped kilos, in this predicament, my sentiment was brash steelo, and though my wishing was assistance they had cashed zeros, you call me hero, wouldn't see so in my task, breathe slow!, cause in my diesel, you would see your enemy, pillow, there to smother you and thunder shoot your glass window, so better come to sense and never tense your last willow, cause it will better suit in helping you to have a still flow.

Contributing my constitution to your illusions...was misconception infecting to make your arguments get fraudulent?, brought a bargain to a sergeants bliss and flawed assists, oh my gosh, a twist, a bonds' a *****, is dawn a myth?, shall you con to skip, pawn my grip, so I slip?, and make a revolution necessary temporarily, things we alter come to falter if it spars in altars, never fulfilling but is killing further growth in partners.

The pleasure I could get from just pretending, I'd rather taste every case, respect its place in its space, you ever paced fate, draped in your fears, I did, earning bids, how you learn from a kid that how you're raised makes a dark or sunny day, hey, rather work or berserk in the play, and so I stray, bold eyes, cold ties decides pride or lies, and I oblige, to plan to ride my ride, fantasize, you're ****** if I share occupation, cause the duration towards creation only proves who was faking, I'm in the making, yes I'm fusing, ready for the intrusion to cause confusion, hope you bruising from the surge of illusion, my urge has proven, I'm itching, with my right to petition, I fight the friction, no *******, cause LIFE IS A MISSION.

The interest in future living is following me, I push the limits so they give me the college degree, seems the way how things advance it limits a chance, reminisce on how he glanced, enhanced, but with a timid stance, I only dance and prance when I see a value, in my soul that knows blows it can tackle, stuff is a hassle but failure is what I always taboo, personal custom, I'm seeing something in me so shall you, find the man in the mirror and get the picture clearer, once you vision things once, it's only getting nearer, and the life you compel determines what you sale, ripe stripes, or fright that proves your life was stale.

I'm looking at the man in the mirror, I see him!, through self reflection I don't think I'll ever need him, to take a step outside and see the world as it is, my thoughts change like the seasons, they never knew me anyday it is, so I depend on you to get me through, this is for you, I know you like it how I tell it, I'm psychic though I'm biting off what you said really makes me tick, this paranoia sticks, now I look at you different, I can't identify your ego, I see that there is no more me within you, it's just me and you and I hate it, can you relate?, or was it just a question I must answer myself- albeit, I noticed that your making sacrifices, my guess as an outsider- it's a mid-life crisis, you're at the place you need to be and I don't wish to ruin it, I can't believe I'm doing it but now I get to rest and pad my stats, taking risks in uncharted territory- this is just my new beginning even when I'm losing still I feel I'm winning, though I drink alone and I can't believe I crashed nearly, never knowing it could last more than a day- and the withdrawals go many days, and I'm crawling back, still hugging on the high, anxious!, for a reply from rehab, hoping that I'm accepted by you- everything we've been through, but still I'm looking at a mirror through my eyes, that's broken, left only feeling I could fix it, for coping.

I'm quick to witness the thickness in these sprawls that crawls with paws, but mask it's laws cause in all it's lost it's cause, I'm only my boss, where I cross determines if I get tossed or sauced, and flossed or glossed, so what's the cost, cause most of us are in the realm, thinking we've overwhelmed ourselves so we picture hell, living frail only prevails a seldom welcome emblem, try to tell em that no one sells em and the world  condemns em, never send em a way to venom these stems that prove offensive, I remain defensive, extensive measures make my thoughts pensive, you only get attention whenever your thing is demanded, but your truly stranded, your plans are banished so you've vanished.

Intended for chilling spines, defining the lines I wrote, procrastination delays us, betraying claiming we broke, high stressing when you're dissecting cause that direction gets sued, and sewing can't keep us flowing cause that's disposing the clues, my soul is chosen for blues, how can I tell it's true, cause in the mirror I picture imprinted scripture induced, my will chill never truce, seems I'm losing my brain, but pain can never detain a troop that shoots it in vein.

Perfect pictures of my sister with the symphony I give her, sense appreciation from her in the song that she delivers, saw my brother playing jazz in the past, now he flags, guess he came up with that observation, seeing how it drags, the stained broken glass misinterpreting it's surface when the purpose is determined it was searching in the curses of a hollow body sorrowed as he follows just to borrow, support from subordinate sources, courses forced tomorrow, so as I torch the pile of files defiled, know it's certain, that what you bring to light upon this Earth could close your curtain.

This me against the world feeling always seems to hit the ceiling when I feel so stressed out and left out from justice, just put it on my tab so I know you ain't forgot about me, then maybe I'll give you all a rest when I trust this, but **** this, that ain't gon happen now, just live on with your ways, I know I will dominate and rise come the better days, I hope this letter pays you some attention, cause when I asked for it, you just put me in detention, no need to mention things from the past, we all hypocrites, I just hope I'm dead and gone before y'all suckas hearing this, cause I'm not fearing this world, I think it fears me, cause it set me to the side when I just tried to blossom freely, despite this I love y'all really, just recognize a man who's only trying, to live by the rules I need the tools so I can keep flying.

Instead of it really being a War On Drugs, it's actually a war against your heart in which the tools are already at your disposal for you to destroy yourself

Laugh now, I'll be the last to laugh, you care to join?, what a clever quote to coin, it's stupid!!, but you pick, just how you respond alone, a story that is not my own, his love was on the rocks cause his heart was stone, weathered the storm to erode, the broken down code, that said he was prone, to his sensitivity, you could easily become his enemy or frenemy, pretend to see what he believes?!, I'm just a make believe counselor, that preaches he can just achieve what he sets his dreams to, I didn't want to put myself in unclean shoes, he ain't on my level to level up, and reach for his goals, it's embarrassing to represent what you had sold you sell-out, simply, simps cannot bailout when there's a chain clamped on em, assume your position and cry your anthem, it's a nation slugs that slither and shot for nothing, it's never a blank or jam, ****,  the chip on my shoulder, I chip away, no more slipping and falling, I grip and stay.

This silver spoon racist ******* thinks he got what it takes to convince me, this up to no good lying ******* wish he cut all the assistance to try to pinch me, I tell you ******* you got, another thing coming if you out searching trying to get me, I got the Lord and the angels, that's aware of all your angles, got the highest authority riding with me, now to these 2 right on the other side, both of you including I know you can't make anything happen, instead of going down the hard road, breaking rocks and heavy loads, I resume the truth that I'm rapping, supporting all but the right thing, y'all are so far left wing, I end this time of discussion, leave me out in the streets, seeing crime with no peace, you can't convince me, both parties are destruction.

Quick glance in this one man's stand, right out his diary, "Since they're quick to hire, these liars would never fire me, fiery, entirely, tire me by your coldness, but if you think competitive, negative kills your  boldness.", he exhibits explicit, rhythmic misogynistic flows, as he spits it, I wish it was just a ***** to whom composed, this exposed piece of ignorance, hindering to his facts, coming back to reality, galaxy now relaxed, where he's at is rather saddening, but happening because it's challenging, if you thought Aladdin was grabbing, tab bout this babbling with scrabbling, pencils that's meant for the work of art, though many of us scripted for beauty, we're truly parched, embarked, but limits would hit me and make me timid, jump into my written vision fearing the collisions, referred to his diary just by my actions taken, he may have had the truest piece of fate, humans' sake I'm debating.

My brethren in this courtyard that's charged in this program that claims it can call you out your name, of course, most resist, we coexist, with different sentences from different judges, with different grudges and different cells, his is limited, mine is well thought out, in this world where we never knew better to do better, you read my letter from here!.. it's clear you're far in a different state but let it register to your consciousness, I used to be where you at!!, I wanted you to give closure that things would rapidly improve, instead I'm always on the move!, in circles!, to think outside the box is hopping hurtles, instead I need a get out of jail for free card rather than an "I wish you well", I'm ready to tell!, these retards can be hard, in regards to my peace I piece out this piece of the puzzle that never fit in my mind, it's time to see this stuff traumatized our mankind.. we may be blind but when you open your eyes in such a narrow space, it replaced your own mind with an attitude destined to fail, take advantage of the commissary given just to give a bitter taste of the mundane previous life you was living in an attempt to have this not look fully arbitrary.. and contrary to our own mental prisons, I saw this as a ****** way you could feel forgiven..they say hard work pays off, for your homeostasis your brain must never take days off, with overtime I was showing I was superhuman, with ambition to get flowing to get out the ruins.

My family tree is losing it's branches.. but chances of me to leave em alone?, I cut off what doesn't belong simply, as long as we get along, you represent what still bears fruit which I judge by, you'll last, for many seasons due to reasons that your labor stays true to our tradition, we're fruitful, the bad apples exposed trying to be what they aren't, their pride blocks our nature, which is truly an art, I try to get the other trees to plant our seeds of wisdom cause I notice that their offspring seemed to lack a vision, as far as this goes, I can't handle the nightmare, they stare at them blind to legacy which can bite back, and might smack mine out of peacetime, mad cause I feel our proximity was closer than it appeared, mainly, the single mother home which I resent but never had solutions to present to my discomfort, I wanna confront, but I notice her son, carries weight upon his shoulders that was too much for one, I fear his future deeply, technically mad at the mother who was creepy to me cause I feel she sleeps on it, the man of the house, but it's sad how the disciplined child can make the worst parent, and it's apparent, in most, not all, so I can only hope, and pray, someday, it is the other way, for me, but who am I, to judge?.. your next door neighbor that holds a grudge, if I tried the 50/50 I would never knew what hit me, so I knew the 80/20 rule was what had bit me, do the math, then we all failed as a whole, cause over half lost control, that's deep, I should've paid attention cause I knew that it was on to something, now I understand why I couldn't handle nothing.

Only odds I might've been born against is the things I would eventually grow into...

Assume me crippled having crutches, from clutching grudges with judges, disgusted from discussing the rust that's munching my duchess, what's the use in cussing, no just in fussing for justice!, only will erupt all the scuffling shuffling the punches, bunches of their lunches resumes the human consumption, while they give me nothing my stomach's grumbling for something, they fed me just to summon the coming of all my fumbling, that's why you see me numbing, I'm dumbing from all my tumbling.

You gets no love cause my fear was stronger, although I hate it.

Ah yes, history repeats itself don't it?, I pray that it will teach itself, won't it?, but when I see it's all in my hands, I had trouble comprehending what to plan, I can't fade away been faded long enough, but let me show you just why this system was tough, I trip, trip, trip till I tripped upon this, and I finally could grip since not here or now, I'm still up in this mix, now with people that I mixed with, though I still was ignorant with what this **** was mixed with, ready for the consequence, euphoria with paranoia, I guess I seen it all, yes I mean it all, standing tall feeling I could never come short, but you blow it and I'm forced to see the stars again, I wish I was the brightest one... but then, what if I blackout and lose control, the light must never leave me, come fill the void of my black hole, feeling disconnected from the universe, I unite with the emptiness that light could never touch, and such, them people be like "see me when you see it right, you freely in this prison feeling needy for what is needed, just free yourself!", but I did already!, I felt I wasn't ready!, my dreams could be heavier, proving they could carry more weight than highs could, but then would I put too much on my shoulders?!, more then I should?!...YEAH, I WOULD.

We have a chemistry so visions of a chemical imbalance never get to me, you've been such a good friend, you ain't never had a friend like me...