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Julie Nov 2023
When the hurt becomes real
No calm of inner self
Right or wrong
Taste the bitter pill

When stones are thrown away
Everlasting ripple
Every beat reads
Speak words of today

When times behind are black
returning empty cracks
Love of life
Past never comes back
Julie Jul 2021
And now, to leave
to turn about
round of stones
To pick up
No doubt

And now, to show
blank pen
Of ink
To find out
Of when

And now, to now
Open present
breathe outside
To release
Of lesson
Julie May 2020
There to be and be to there
Find a way or lost in stay
Be what’s there or what’s to be
Footprints the path to lead

Right or left to left or right
Again to move and move again
One and two not two of one
Beating mind no shooting gun

No doubt of more no more of doubt
It is what is and what is not
Tick of time and time to tick
Bridge of waves fog of thick

know what’s there and there to know
Release inside the misery outgrow
Find a way and way to find
Let go, let go
Julie Jul 2022
When we know
Inside we show
When we bellow
Begins the slow

In all time years it’s what I was
Wondering inside the knots
Undo each one over time
Living dreams began to unfold

In all was once when time forgot
Black and white the days gone
Let light and colour brush along
No audience to watch your song

When we know
Outside grows
Turning storm
Once and for all
Julie May 2020
Let it be the pain that seeps
Let it be the times of repeat
Let it be hide and seek
Let me be, Let me be me
Julie Nov 2024
What’s it all about
Living to have life
Tread  the waters tight
We’re trying to find light

What’s it all about
Breathing to begin
Finding weathers way
We’re trying to live today

What’s it all about
Heaviest storm begins
Moving forward to give
We’re trying to live
Julie Jan 2022
Grey days
Grey nights
Forget what’s hidden
Clouds ignite
Julie Nov 2021
Lay still, air of breath
Some sleep heavy death
Rustle covers, warmth within
Vibration of gong, begins

Let go the thoughts, shooting wind
within seeds of core
Beating drum, empty one
Vibration of gong, snakes skin

Hold, silent candle blows
No hands of water to clean
Bowls will sing, clearing rings
Gongs will end, friend or foe
Julie Aug 2022
If I really let go
What will I know
If I speak the kind
My soul of mind

If I really let go
Will it be the same
If I know what’s there
My heart of care

If I really let go
What words bellow
If I fight to find
My life not mind
Julie Jan 2022
Follow what’s right
not before
Follow what’s here
not before
Follow what’s light
not before
Follow what’s been
Living dreams
Julie Oct 2024
When the sigh breathes
Trickle deep grows
Space between
Silence grows

Colours the red of light
Hidden sleeps tight
Waken thunder
Beyond wonder

And, now
I travel
Alone
Julie Sep 2022
For I will never know
The distance
shadows glow
The speed
forgotten hello
The calm
storms blow
For I will never know
I travel
Through my soul
Julie Nov 2019
Love is hurting
Love is kind
Love is forgetting
The things inside

Love is giving
Love is taking
Love is sharing
The things in time

Love is powerful
Love is mind
Love is great
The things we find

Love is caring
Love is wired
Love is given
Inside we admire
Julie Nov 2020
Know your thoughts
To know your feelings
Know your caught
To know your seeking

Know your time
To know your crime
Know your there
To know you care

Know not knowing
To know of growing
Know your surprise
To know your rise

Know is knowing of all the above
Not knowing is knowing
of love
Julie May 2020
What about if I knew what
About is what to know not too
If to know about I knew
Wonders of words I drew

Sigh to see and gasp oh my
See in me to gasp i sigh
Gasp I sigh to see you there
Wonders of words everywhere

If what is and I is if
Who to be and be to who
Be to who and I to be
Wonders of words, oh so deep
Julie Jan 2020
Red sky of blue skin to rise
Rise of sore scratch to show more
Believing me was finding safe
The truth inside  was mask of face

Hidden away surface of pain
Not knowing why until lost in space
Covers to cry pillow to hold
Dream no more nightmares of told

Flicker of lantern shadow to stare
Unalome of ink on body of shame
Bruises of numb no more to show
Reflection in  puddles ripple of pain
Me
Julie Sep 2021
Me
You
I am
Am
I you
I am
you
You I am
Me
Julie Dec 2020
Me
Be the sound of honey dew
Be the hum of no turn of blue
Be the flight of never seen
Be the
Sting will bleed
Julie Nov 2019
Sunken ship forever try
Creative mind not knowing my rhyme
Eating alive what life passed by
Appear again when grief was to die

Sun rise the clock strikes again
feeling of terror stuck inside
Heart to sink ocean floor
Hidden in mind forever no more

Shocked hit thunder that strikes
Body of hurt no scars to show
Shivers of cold frozen of ice
Repeat  again but this time to know

No words come out actions to play
Fighting with one knocked out pain
Room of truth there you will watch
Time once more reliving the same
Julie Feb 2022
Feathers lay
Light with dreams
Waking time
Past signs

Night turns
Thoughts within
Searching lines
Past rhymes

Midnight begins
Ticking mind
Weeping words
Past deserves

Morning bells
Broken world
Begins the day
Past lays
Julie Nov 2019
Memories sleep one day to appear
Sun rise no shooting star
Night to come were lifetime to keep
Dimmed out not knowing back so far

Tightness to feel what memories fold
The terror of the night that left untold
Mouth to voice someone there
No cushion for comfort empty chair

Fantasy times or true life reveal
Times of grief there to unleash
Crippling inside feelings release
Missing word eternity peace
Julie Jan 2020
I’m here of present not pain of past
Body of memories shivers fast
Let it go clouds of paint
Breath to hold not to faint

Circles of life around blank of hate
Madness of times  no time is late
Face to face no shoes of patter
Feed my soul no cup of hatter

Right to look was there to stare
Left to hold no clothes to bare
Warmth inside blackness of words
Over and over to break the curse
Julie Nov 2022
When all about was now
Forever hold to low
Speak those signs
Watch the flowers grow

If you can make sense of above
Ask me, show me, tell me
Hidden the lowest of mind
Tell me the reason to find

And, the riddles that come
Spell out the rough
Wonder what’s written
Above
Julie Jun 2022
I’m no poet
I write with hurt
I’m no poet
Ink spirts

I’m no poet
I still with words
I’m no poet
Pages turn

I’m no poet
I free with below
I’m no poet
Fingerprints hold
Julie Nov 2019
My children my world I’m here to protect
to be free but will never neglect
here for you to guide and to be seen
to hear to feel the love in between
Go do what you need I will always be here
listen to care to heal for you all to be free
Pumping of my heart is the love I have
you are my chi my being that’s all I need
We may disagree and fight in the wild
all need to know that your never be alone
Stand tall be young  and believe who you are
As I never new that until life was so far
Time to mend so I can be there watching you grow from the cub that will roar
My love will always be there the highs the low
you are my world that I will never let go
Julie Jan 2021
In a world of what never happens
To sit again to feel the pattern
Inside my covers left to lay
Believe in never, land of day

Before I go in past of present
Deep to play what begins of heaven
Roar I hear the sound of moon
It will happen of not to soon

Locked door I fight to find outside
Soft of pillow my head will bow
Squeeze tight the light of lens
In a world of what never happens
Julie Jun 2021
Missed your call
No ring I heard
Never again
I hear your word

Missed your knock
Tapping forgot
Indoors we wait
I now know not

Missed your touch
Arms will ache
Fingers and thumbs
Life to take
Julie Jan 2021
Life is life
Love is life
Love of love
Life of Life
Life of love
Breathe
Above
Julie Nov 2021
Silent darkness, forgotten world
hands shall meet invisible words
pillows sink as feathers fall
Waiting, watching for light to call

Passing thoughts the blind of wind
Alone, breath to hear
ticking time eyes to hide
noticing the chimes outside

And now, words will show the cold
Broken sleep, waiting warmth
Wonder world light of day
Sunrise will grow, come what may
Julie Jun 2021
Scream of not knowing what’s inside
I dare to run or fight to hide
Of knowing and not of what it is
Please I ask, world what’s this

You say the words of what’s out there
I hold back to clench, tiny fold
Faces appear to show my eyes
Blind I’m here, whisper lies

It’s lost again as the here and now
Pray tomorrow and yesterday’s
One more sleeep, covers cry
Dreams of truth,
Goodbye
Julie May 2020
If I can keep the tears from showing you
pain is not yours but mine of truth
If I can hold inside and not see out
And make your life the good that grew

If I can believe and not see disbelief
If I can heal the hurting, no hurt for you
And be left alone, to feel the lonely
and sacrifice those words, mine is true

If I can think and let go of thinking
my time of healing is my words of no remorse
no push to give for me to stop pushing
And take what’s there true or false

If I can take one minute of silence
to stop the world and peace to leap
deep down to know without the knowing
there I will be , child I was, the one
I keep
Julie Jul 2020
Bloom the yellow of flowers grow
Leaves of light weeds to throw
Climb the stalk of every stem
Rain will come to start again

Sun above the roof of warm
Lived the child of empty doom
Come outside to join the fun
It’s time to see the day begun

Not too late the birds of pray
The words are there for you to say
It’s time it’s time of not too late
Outside is there to open the gate
Julie Oct 2020
One step is all you need
Time will tick hands to bleed
Look out inside, what thought
Life begins late of taught

One step in front to move along
Open up hear your song
Let go outside, what hears
Life begins late to cheer

One step behind no turning back
Closed cup to spill to dry
Release inside, outside to cry
Life begins, not late to try
Now
Julie May 2021
Now
You know you knew what was
What was you knew I know
I told to speak the silence word
Back then I sat the day observed

Hidden to hide of hidden
Deep of meaning of meaning of deep
Push and tried as you watched inside
The day back then with all my might

Today the now of now today
Gone the wish and wish of gone
Here
Belongs
Now
Julie Mar 2021
Now
If we all lived in a world of what
There to ask the sounds to sift
Through the times to follow the dark
To hold back and force what harks

Deep in the middle of unknown twists
Thunder or lightening cover of thrills
Step to now or step of past
Stop and listen as the rain of fast

If we all lived in a world of now
Rise the journey the heat of heart
Guide of hidden unknown of far
Live, learn and be who you are
Now
Julie May 2022
Now
We’re always wishing for tomorrow
Stand to, still of now
Become what’s known today
Leave behind what sorrows
Now
Julie Dec 2020
Now
Life I lived of love I live
Life i live of life I love
Inside of love I love to live
Life
Julie Aug 2021
I write a poem of days gone by
I wrote a poem the black of sky
I write a poem of me of now
I wrote a poem when
I write goodbye
Julie Mar 2023
We can hide behind the clouds
In summer storm
showers
When flight feeds
Opens love
Julie Feb 2020
Quirky rhyme it’s therapy time
Odd socks one two and three
Missing piece my drum that chimes
Notes that sing crazy mind

Scarecrow on fields to move the birds
Thoughts and feelings how absurd
Grass to smoke or shoot the gun
One to choose reach high for fun

Episodes will show at 430 meet
I send you mad to fall at your feet
Wine to drink after I’ve gone
There to sit with your ****

Roles reverse now I’m in the chair
How did I make you lose your hair
Was it the poems or the puppet show
Your safe now as  you taught me to know

No words I say to thank what you do
Stutter that I passed over to you
Wonderland of past no Alice your name
No tea to give only the hatter you became
Old
Julie Nov 2020
Old
Hands of wood begin to break
leaves will form to make
the sun of time light will fall
Age in winters cruel

Roots of green cry of dew
Footprints stay mud of all
Dry of heat memories will keep
woods of memories fall

Bridge will cross break the moss
Crumble the waters lost
Sticks will stay come round of told
Age of young
Age of old
Julie Oct 2022
Wishing for peace
Blow a single strand
Green of yellow rise
Palms of size
Listen for silence
Changing weather ways
Wishing for peace
For
one day
Julie Jan 2022
I know it’s there
Hidden deep down
Trying to find
A way not to drown

I know it’s there
Fighting within
Cut of the mind
A way not to find

I know it’s there
Taking its time
Words and feelings
The final rhyme
Julie Dec 2020
To be of what and what to be
There or here to here or there
If I and I to if of why
Grind the world, pieces gone by

Am I of am or am of I
Tick of clock all to hear
Still of noise or noise of still
Spin of what makes me will

Above of words of words above
Message to read or read to message
Riddles of past back to head
One last verse or verse of said
Julie Feb 2021
Give no more
When writing fails
Give no more
Winter sails

Give no more
You I am
Give no more
Broken dam

Give no more
One way street
Give no more
Whole retreats
Julie Apr 2021
New breath
Begins
Once more

New touch
Unfolds
Another door

New sight
Allows
Freedom saw
Julie Jul 2023
In spring and summer winters wine
Red and rose let’s hear the chime
Cheers we say for one and all
Seasons begin what falls

Lessons begin when rise will stay
No end or sight or doomsday
When arms will reach, love thy
Seasons begin I sigh

Learn and live for one and all
My time has come
Breaking calls
Julie Jul 2021
Throw back the warmth
of teaching hands
Return once more forgotten land
Inside the strength
clench so tight
Regain to open the palms
to sight

As heat begins to rise once more
Stand back no holding core
Stretch to touch
Clouds across
And breathe
the sound of loss
Julie Oct 2020
Let go I say
Hold on today
Release of know
Heart bellows

Let go I say
Run away
Rain of yesterday
Inside

Let go I say
It’s time to grow
Gone
Julie Jun 2021
I sit and open the words I know
You look and ask, passing shadow
Hold back, inner voice would block
Needles no point in shock

Beautiful soul to read my words
Chimes to look, no verse
Notes on white no role rehearse
One day were sit and wipe the curse

And then the mould will set free
The final truth
I keep
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