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Julie Jan 2020
Will you still love me when truth comes out
Will you still love me for what it’s about
Will you still love me forever I fight
Will you still love me this day and night

Will you still love me when I sat beside
Will you still love me when I tried to hide
Will you still love me for hurt on my eyes
Will you still love me when I tried to die

Will you still love me no hurt that I gave
Will you still love me when I mis behaved
Will you still love me now that your gone
Will you still love me forever that was wrong

You will still love me when  I scream of sad
You will  still love me the pain that was mad
You will still love me to live life so far
You will still love me the soul you are
Julie Jan 2020
Love to wrap body of fear
Fighting to believe reality  of tears
My world of truth numbing of pills
Heating up my thoughts to grill

Tattooing of skin to show the world
The tales of pain mirror of life
Believe to help to heal my scars
Hidden forever voice so far

Puzzle lost piece no end to win
Stairs to climb the time of sin
Stutter to find silence of scream
Visions in grief was never a dream
Julie Jan 2020
Time to speak thoughts of mind
Hidden anger for depths of kind
Death of love scars inside
Stutter the words of tongue tied

Fighting is one story of life
One word to hear was eyes to hide
Memories that flash camera of light
Seeing believing was black and white

Awaken your soul to begin before
Struggle of journey repressed no more
Night of day will finally appear
There to show truth was always near
Julie Jan 2020
Red sky of blue skin to rise
Rise of sore scratch to show more
Believing me was finding safe
The truth inside  was mask of face

Hidden away surface of pain
Not knowing why until lost in space
Covers to cry pillow to hold
Dream no more nightmares of told

Flicker of lantern shadow to stare
Unalome of ink on body of shame
Bruises of numb no more to show
Reflection in  puddles ripple of pain
Julie Jan 2020
Ripples in the stream
No Feelings to understand
Hiding when you can
No smile to beam

Your body to be taken
From the little mind you had
Sweet silent child
Never making sound
Doors locked tight
No key to be found

Life standing still
No one to be
Only way is to hide
Lips closed tight
No journey to ride

Tears of eternity
One by one
Splashing to the ground
Puddles so deep
How life felt done

Years go by and by
Blackness was my light
To me to see to be
It’s my life to leave
Julie Dec 2019
Sorry it had to be this way
Sorry that you could not stay
Sorry that it had to be told
The life of me I had to unfold

Sorry that you were here no more
Sorry for the tears of no joy
Sorry I really wished you to stay
The life of me I would still hide today

Sorry I miss you so much
Sorry the arm you cannot touch
Sorry cannot hear you’re wisdom to taught
The life of me it was not my fault

Sorry I’m sorry I loved you so much
Sorry the words young I had no crutch
Sorry for the times i was no good child
The life of me thought in the wild

Sorry the word used no thought
Sorry we should of been taught
Sorry blame to be held hidden
The life of me would not have been ridden

Sorry this day had to come
Sorry in the chair I had to become
Sorry I had to voice to be well
The life of me releasing the hell
Julie Dec 2019
Dad
Dad no hurt that you did
Why oh why they gave me pain
No one like you lived so much
Trusted believes in life to touch

Hurt and pain they gave it to me
You didn’t in any life to gain
I know that if you were here
No pain would bring me to tears

My dad so gentle giving and true
They should of followed your boots
Hands so big but gentle in touch
My world loved so much

When you were there life was so true
In times I struggled when I was blue
No words you needed to hear you breath
Blanket was there for me to reach

Photos I look not remembering them all
Eyes to feel the safe and tall
Dad oh dad miss you so much
The good the bad now time to grieve
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