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Julie Nov 2019
Who am I mind wanders to know
Not me not you who wears those clothes
Size up knowing what to do
Choice of what those colours show

Looking back white was black
Detached the house to show my woes
Written back for rhymes to show
Life just happened not really to know

Blank pages of crosswords to find
The time that healed forgotten mind
Word of games reveal to answer
Days too old to become wiser
Julie Nov 2019
I fear the fear with panick inside
I tremble I sweat with the breath on my life
The hand that leads me to no where
The silence the stillness that wasn’t quite right
You monster you devil that thing that’s inside
I really not sure what life was about
The truth be told I know your insight
No dreaming or imagining the real thing was at night

The pond the game I remember some things
The stairs that led me to were the nightmare begins
The blankness the freezing felt like Ice
From that  day I will remember you took my childlike life
My breathing is faster my neck feels tight
It’s time to loosen them muscles and say goodnight

Hide under the stones  with jaw locked tight
feel that this thing will never be right
Closed eyes clenched fists
Time to live for eyes to sight
Julie Nov 2019
My children my world I’m here to protect
to be free but will never neglect
here for you to guide and to be seen
to hear to feel the love in between
Go do what you need I will always be here
listen to care to heal for you all to be free
Pumping of my heart is the love I have
you are my chi my being that’s all I need
We may disagree and fight in the wild
all need to know that your never be alone
Stand tall be young  and believe who you are
As I never new that until life was so far
Time to mend so I can be there watching you grow from the cub that will roar
My love will always be there the highs the low
you are my world that I will never let go
Julie Nov 2019
No looking back forever tonight
Release those feelings one more goodnight
Truth was there moon so bright
Today the sun will rise ray of light

Out in the open shiver the cold
Faced to see the life you told
Shock was wired so long
Rain to fall wash to unfold

Frozen water no fairy tale
No drama to tell real life took
Don’t turn back to change the clock
Future to read no end of the book
Julie Nov 2019
Sunken ship forever try
Creative mind not knowing my rhyme
Eating alive what life passed by
Appear again when grief was to die

Sun rise the clock strikes again
feeling of terror stuck inside
Heart to sink ocean floor
Hidden in mind forever no more

Shocked hit thunder that strikes
Body of hurt no scars to show
Shivers of cold frozen of ice
Repeat  again but this time to know

No words come out actions to play
Fighting with one knocked out pain
Room of truth there you will watch
Time once more reliving the same
Julie Nov 2019
Fear of fear who knows
Fear of fear life’s woes
Fear of fear sight shows
Fear of what burrows

Fear of fear nothing to seek
Fear of fear always to keep
Fear of fear life only  told
Fear of what becomes cold

Fear of fear living life
Fear of fear becomes rife
Fear of fear lightening strikes
Fear of what mind sights
Julie Nov 2019
Memories sleep one day to appear
Sun rise no shooting star
Night to come were lifetime to keep
Dimmed out not knowing back so far

Tightness to feel what memories fold
The terror of the night that left untold
Mouth to voice someone there
No cushion for comfort empty chair

Fantasy times or true life reveal
Times of grief there to unleash
Crippling inside feelings release
Missing word eternity peace
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