So many thoughts come from one word
The hurt the pain it feels so raw
Sun will set when terror begins
Not knowing when sunrise sings

Hurt will burn the blackness to grow
Stirring the mind that’s trodden down
Coldness scrapes  to get through these times
My life held in not knowing the crime

Broken butterfly was once white and pure
Watching and waiting a lifetime to appear
Killing inside the love not to know
Surrender those wings and find how to glow

gold and silver held  in my hands
treasure that was given no place in my heart
Hardest of times that we’re learned
End of the rainbow was a hug I so yearned

Who am I do I know
Heart to pump for sound to find
flow of blood through your veins
Your Soul to show

Waterfall of rain feeling free
Lightness of body to release
Splash of water from hands that wet
Wake up little mind to see

Spirits I feel to be true
Holding back is way to be
Pushing through trying hard
To be me is a ride so far

Wishing well hidden so deep
Pennies to throw
Never to be found
Search  inside you is one way to grow

Tug of war is one of the games
Pulling and pushing stuck in mud
Let go of the rope
Live in hope

Look inside to finally find
Truth and love is what you are
Clench of fists holding tight
You my friend was missed by light