It's what began with a hug late in July. Who knew on that night something wonderful would change two lives for the best that will come. The love grew while we were months, miles apart, and a time line. Everything came to distract that love that was growing but it continued to out shine everything. No sickness nor disease could prevail over this love. Even now nothing can stop this beautiful love between a gorgeous, sensuous, intelligent, simple woman and her southern man. Everyday true love illuminates our pathos until we come together making a house a home. True love will always endure and flourish even in hard times. Six months and I'm loving you like it was the first day. Ten thousand years, I'll be loving you the same for love never fails and it will patiently wait to bloom. Its beauty will shine throughout our whole lives and bring hope to others. You are forever my true love, Special K.

Dedicated to my love foreverly, Special K

Today, I'm closing the door on all my past and living for today, longing for my very near future. It's been a sad day closing doors never to open them again. It's a new season, a season of hope, trust, faith, and love. I'm plugging head first into the hope. Living one day at a time, grasping for my love, holding onto faith. All I know is that I'm all in and maintaining the course until "one day" occurs. That day I long for so much but I patiently wait. My love for you grows even stronger when we are apart, my beautiful angel. Our chapter has only begun while this chapter ends. Thank you my love for always being with me and loving me.

Dedicated to my love Special K

Your Voice

I desperately wanted to hear you voice this morning; you called. Your voice awakens me with bliss and love. Sometimes I just want to hear your voice to know you are alright and safe. Other times, i want to hear you after that bad day just help relieve the stress; those days i want to hold you and let you know I'm here forever for you. Those days you loose your voice, I'll speak for you. Your voice is so amazing; it excites me and I'm captivated to listen so that may love you more. One day your voice will say those amazing words "I do"; our lives will be intertwined that day forever. What am i saying; we are already there. No vow or anything will change that, for our love holds us close always.


Dedicated to Special K

I hold onto the last memory of you leaving to go to your home. I also remember the dinner we had the candles flickering along the fireplace. You never looked so beautiful, I'd say that was a wonderful date. I drank a little too much wine, but everything was wonderful. I lay here in bed holding onto memories and grasping for our future. Love will always make beautiful memories and help us while we are apart. I light the candles and imagine you in my weak moments and it pulls me through. I'm always ready to make our next memory! Foreverly thinking of you my love.

Dedicated to my love Special K

I want to be the first of light that kisses your shoulders every morning. Yearning to be the man that brings peace and freedom to all your dreams. Forever, you will always be what makes this house a home. My intentions are to love you everyday and bring comfort to you. I sometimes get in lost in you that's why I'm writing. I intend to be your helpmate always. Always supporting you in every endeavor, even though I know you are well capable of doing it all on your own, I want to.... I want to be the one who runs your feet after a long nights work. I intend to be your forever soulmate. One day, I'll be your husband not to control you but to love you, share adventures, hold you you on bad and good days, give you space when you need it, being your full time lover; become your sunshine.

Dedicated to my love Special K

Don't hold onto the past unless it taught you to handle, embrace, love your upcoming future. For that in itself is the reason you will triumph and be loved.

TW

2019

As the year comes to an end, I look back to all the painful things; yet i find joy in the middle and the end. I find the closing of a chapter and the beginning of a new adventurous chapter that lands me in my new Wisconsin home. The finding of love, the end of cancer, hope for new beginnings that thrills me. For I knew not what love was to the middle of the year but I feel like I'm still learning the definition. Some days are lonely filled with some fear but the hope for greater things outsgadows the fear and loneliness. I know where my foreverly home is always; it's with the most beautiful angel, I adore. Tonight I enjoy the fruits of her father's wine; she gave as a gift. I find comfort in knowing one day she will be with me and free.
I know there are still a few weeks left to this year, I look back and know certainly I wouldnt change a thing about this year. I look forward to the upcoming years and anticipate the wonderous love I met this year. I know that love will carry me till the day we can share our love once again. Our future looks so bright from where I stand holding the very hand that brings me comfort, joy, peace, and happiness.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

I miss you, when you step out the door. Not because I cant do things on my own but because I don't want to do this life without you. Today, as you were leaving I couldn't watch you drive away, tears were running down my face because you are the best part of me. I miss you always for you complete me. There's always been this special k hole in my life and only you can fill it. The closer in proximity of you, the more missing you is evident when we are just miles apart. I miss you like you are the breath I have to take. Like the parched ground needs the rain. I'm missing you when we are not in the same room. You complete my thoughts, dreams, and my future for we always meant to be one. I know there are reasons why we have to be apart, I'm stating I miss during all those times. You have always been what I've always wanted and then some. I'm foreverly loving you!

Dedicated to Special K, my beautiful angel.

We are both winners in the lottery the other day. But I feel that this lottery of love had greater odds than any other lottery. I think that finding true love like ours goes against every chance of happening. We both were very lacking and wanting to take a chance for something we really needed. I'm all in. I feel as if I'm the luckiest man and I'm richer than any lottery winner because I have love with you and the return I feel is priceless. You've changed my life foreverly. I'm loving the limitless love account from our relationship daily.

Dedicated to Special K

Its soon to be one of my favorite holidays, spending it with my favorite person makes it even better. It's not the presents under the tree but your presence in my life that has made this the best Christmas ever. Wrapping presents together, sharing time together is all I ever need. You make everyday better than the day before. It's our first Christmas and I promise we will always spend it here in Wisconsin where us together make home.

Dedicated to Special K

Lying in bed watching you sleep. Knowing how tired you are being pulled in every direction. Its giving you what you need at the perfect time.

Playing cards while sitting in the floor. With glasses of wine, our laughter filling the room. My eyes are always fixed on you.

Cooking whether it's french toast or a steak I've marinated. It's always made with love from me to you.

Telling stories of our past. My face fills with smiles as I listen intently to every word. I share all my stories and listen and comfort me.

Dancing in the kitchen. Holding you close swaying to the beautiful sounds. Holding your hands in mine.

Watching you study as I arrive at your station. Hearing you interact with patients. Your caring. Kind heart makes me love you even more.

No matter the activity. The perfect day is just spending it with you. No plans. Just simply us together.

Dedicated to Special K

It was the most wonderful experience when you taught me to make French toast. All the ingredients, or at least I thought I bought them all. I should make a list then I would have remembered the vanilla flavoring. You wouldn't have had to stop. We could've spent more time together. You taught me how to mix the ingredients just right. You were so beautiful blending the ingredients and teaching me just to turn them at the right time. The maple syrup was delicious, I wanted to taste from your lips. Next time, I'll make the french toast and bring it to you in bed. It was delicious just like our love.

Dedicated to Special K

Makes my heart melt and causes bliss. It makes life worth living; you've given me purpose- loving you. All the craziness in the world passes by with just one thought of you. Brings our future to now. One thought of you overcomes all the darkness and brings light. You bring my forever hope, our blissful future. Foreverly love is what one thought brings. You are always on my mind.

Dedicated to Special K

Some shed for guilt, some for pain but those that are shed now are only for the overwhelming joy. Streaming down my face crossing over my smile. Coming from the greatest joy caused by you. Your love for me causes this. It's the washing of the windows of the soul full of bliss. Foreverly I'll be sappy because of you, I've found love.

Dedicated to Special K

To the "one day" I'm truly looking forward to. It's not my the day I'm debt free; it's the day my beloved and I are forever together. It's the day our love will overflow. It's the day I've always hoped for, when love has been returned for the rest of our lives. The future will always be brighter when we are together, home. Our adventures are only hopes at this point but in the future they have already begun. The beautiful days together whether in Wisconsin or out on an adventure brings joy to my heart. Growing old with my beloved, I could never tire of telling her how beautiful and special she is. Our future love has blossomed and bearing fruit.

Dedicated to my beloved Special K

One of the most be as beautiful sites since the move to Wisconsin to be with my beloved. The chilly night air as the snow blows across the road leaving drifts across my path. It is not a deterrent, merely another obstacle; some blasphemy the thought of the drive through it. I myself think of the joys we can have in the splendor of the snow. It's crazy this southern boy who sees little to none a year finds delight in the whiteness that covers the landscape. I think of the purity that the whiteness of the snow and the pureness of our love. The snow brings out my youthfulness and so does my beloved. For the snow brings peace except when I think of my beloved driving in it. The snow sitting on the boughs of the limbs such serenity as I think of beloved. Though the snow endures for months; my love endures for my beautiful special k foreverly.

Dedicated to Special K

I often dream of our future, we are often lying in our sleeping bag under the big sky. We stare into the beautiful heavens where you come from. The view is spectacular but how I see it is in the reflection of your eyes. The embers from our campfire flicker into the night air. I'm amazed at this atmosphere, the beauty of you out shines the galaxies. Lying there with you is like heaven to me. Our love is amazing.

Dedicated to Special K

It's the greatest feeling to be ever felt, it's so easily given to my beautiful angel. Love always overcomes every trial from bad relationships to cancer; it brings healing and the will to fight for everything. Love is hard to explain except it brings freedom, shelter, protection, passion, a willingness to give all of oneself, commitment, appreciation, thankfulness, edification, never forced/easily received, desires, future, the sense of home... Love brings blissfulness and is always respectfulness. Never brings a harsh word but encourages and strengthens. Love overflows on others through kindness. Love is never selfish but shared. Love is eternal, time doesn't influence it. My beautiful angel has taught me so much about love, everyday love is us together.

Dedicated to special k

There will be no more loneliness, we will be one, completing each other. Love will be shared openly everyday. We will be content with what we have as long as we are together. You we will have someone who cares about every moment of your life and so will I. Laughter will always fill our lives. Desires will be met. Hugs and kisses given often as we greet each other. Appreciation for each other will be our harmony. Thankfulness always on our lips for now we know what home is not. Sassiness and playfulness will fill each room and it brings bliss. Safety is what are communion brings. Music fills our halls as we dance together with every opportunity. On our bad days, we realize as long as we are together all is well. Our love has built this home together foreverly and always.

Dedicated to Special K

I know I say, "i love you" a million times a day or so it seems. I only want to prove that love a million and one times a day. Starting by saying, "Goodmorning beautiful". My love wants to build you up daily. Greeting each morning with a kiss. Appreciating you every second of every day for the simple things. The morning hugs would be our ritual, they are so electrifying. Cooking you breakfast in bed as kind gesture for all the things you do. Gazing into your eyes, seeing our wonderful future. Rubbing your feet after a long shift. Preparing your bath water while I cook supper. Heating your robe for when you get out of tub. Candlelight dinner with your favorite wine. A shoulder to lean on after that bad day at work. A hand to dry every tear when shed. A smile because yours is so contagious. An ear to listen attentively no matter what may be on your mind. Laughter about my strange sayings from down south. Messages written on the mirror to tell you how special you are. Cuddling on the couch watching television. Caressing you always. Helping you with homework. Giving you space when you need it. Supporting you always. Texting you and letting you know you are being missed when we are apart. Working as a team not as an individual. No complaints will ever come from me. Cherishing you for the greatest gift God ever gave. Holding your hand and going on walks. Protecting you from every negative thing that comes at you. Working in our greenhouse together. Desiring you always. Praying with you about anything and everything. Holding you tight every night as we sleep. These are only a few ways I show my love; there are so many more...you are so strong and independent. Thank you for letting me do these small things to prove my love. I promise my love has no ending and it will always be a verb

Dedicated to Soecial K

We all know our eyes are our portals to our soul. Her beautiful brown eyes I gaze into and see the future of us, like a gypsy gazing into her crystal ball. Her eyes capture me but brings no fear because all I see is love. The light flickers off of them as a flash into the future showing the wonderous love we share. In her eyes I find the amazing hope of a simple yet spectacular journey of us. Her eyes are so alluring causing me to want to know her in the most intimate ways. Her eyes tell our story better than any words could. The smiles in her eyes is all I ever needed. I could gaze into her eyes a lifetime proving our unwavering love.

Dedicated to special k

Forever in my eyes she will be amazing. Not for only the beauty of her appearance but the kindness of her soul. She is so brilliant with every word I'm captivated, wanting more. Simple is her moto. Her love is all that I ever needed. I've gazed at some of the seven wonders of this world but I could stare at her forever. She brings me such peace, calming every storm. She calls me the "good" one; it's only because she brings the best out of me. I only hope i can be the man who shows her love every second of everyday. She is my center who I orbit causing me to gravitate closer to that "one day"; we become one. We become what God intended; amazing love.

Dedicated to special k

So Close to Home

So very close to home, who'd every thought this Georgia boy would find a special kind of love in Wisconsin. Everyday, I get one step closer to home; it's not that I'm counting it down but it's like knowing it's just around the corner. For so long, I've the familiarity of a place only to realize it's not a place but a state of being. It's being surrounded by love not because you earned it but it was freely given. The road to home hasn't been without its bumps but it's been worth every bit of everything. I'd do it all again as long as it brought me to home. These words are forever true, "together is home". I know I will never leave because it's full of everything I hold dear and baby that's me and you, home.

Dedicated to special k

We all wish for that perfect one that we see in the story books. For me, I want to love simple and enjoy our journeys. In every imperfect thing I find perfection, no flaws; it's our love. I don't want the flash I desire the real. I want to hold your hand and enjoy everything created for us. I gaze into your eyes I see our future full of bliss. I know forever I'll love you a million times a day and a million and one I'll show you the very nature of this love. I know every second I cherish it like it was my last. We may never have a mansion or castle but I'll treat you like royalty everyday. I'm not sure everyone that has love like this that we share. Our story is no fairy tale but it's amazing reality, so real. One day our journey will lead us to the perfect time till we become one always. Our love is foreverly.

Dedicated to special k

I want to be your light that wakes you up and brightens your day.
I want to be your warmth on the cold days that warms your body.
I want to be your helper, just to give you some support.
I want to be your laughter on your happy days.
I want to be there to hold you on the not so good days.
I want to be the one who helps you relax.
I want to be your lover always and forever.
I want to be your man who complements you daily.
I want to be the one who makes love a verb, showing you daily how much i love you.
I want to be your partner sharing every adventure.
I want to be the shoulder you can lean on.
I want be the one who completes you as we become one.
I want to be your reason like you are mine.
With you, i just want to be....

Dedicated to Special K

Im only a few days from returning, the healing from the journey has bern good. However, ive missed you terribly; i cant wait till im back in your arms. I long to be csptivated in those beautiful brown eyes as i stare into them. Your beautiful smile i long to see. I cant wait to drink a kiss from your lips. As we talked yesterday i could feel your lips on mine or tongues intertwined as some beautiful dance. I hunger for you there is no substitute for you. I feel your hands in mine during this alone time where healing is beginning. I will return soon healed and full of love for you. I know i tell you i love you a million times a day. I want to verbalize my love a million and one times a day. I shall leave early Thursday on my journey forever "home". Oh how i love my beautiful special k!

Dedicated to Special K

Its only been two days since i last seen you. A long trip to see family took me away. Ive felt your presence on the long drive, the phone calls you gave to ensure my safety. Another reason to love you so. You've texted because you knew i needed you emotionally. You seem to know me more than i know myself. I hope you know what you mean to me. I appreciate everything you do for us. I want you always. I often look at our picture and wish we were together now. The talks ive had here have brought so much healing. My heart longs to hear your voice my eyes long to see you. My lips long to kiss you. Ive never wanted you more than i do now. Im in love with you. I have only one desire and that is to love you foreverly. Just a few more days till i return "home". The only place i ever want to be.

Dedicated to Special K

Is act like i dont want you, thats the furtherest thing from the truth.
Not looking your way as i walk by, my eyes cant help but want to behold your beauty.
To not tell you a million times i love you, its not just saying the words buts its all the verbage love brings.
To not smile when i encounter you, its the blissful state of our love running over.
Some how ill have to manage all my feelings for you, **** i need self control.
Everything ive been through youve been by my side and now im here and i have to hold back until "one day".
This is the hardest thing ill ever do!

Dedicated to Special K