My morning starts with greatest conversation with you on the phone for now. People say that breakfast is the best way to start off the day. I say telling you I love you and hearing about your night. I know one day it will be the kisses I wake you up with then breakfast. Ill already will know about your night because it will have involved me. Then I'll make you some French toast and serve it to you in bed. After I kiss the syrup from your lips, I'll take the dishes and wash them as you rest and start your morning rituals. After you get out of bed, we will go on our morning walk hand in hand, enjoying all that the Father has provided for us. Some days we'll go on unsuspected journeys to discover all that this life has to offer. We will discuss our hopes for our cabin and all that it will offer. We'll watch the sunrise from coast to coast or from mountain tops to peaks. I'll have what I most desire in life a companion who loves me and I love her, spending life together forever.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

My home is always with you. Filled with laughter, smiles, and joyful sounds. The conversations are always edifying. If the walls of our home, they would speak the beauty of our love. They would tell that my eyes are always set on you my beautiful love. The fragrance of our home would be filled with foods I enjoying cooking for us, oh the flavors of pumpkin spice or strawberry pie. No matter if the outer shell is a rental, a camper, or our forever cabin in the woods, where it will be filled with songs of our love. No road noise, no pesky neighbors, just you and I and occassional friends and family, only loved ones. From the coziness of the couch to our bedroom, two of our favorite spaces. My heart is always with you, for you are my home, where I long to be, forever you and me.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

This journey we are on gets harder everyday. I'm loving you more with every hour that passes. But missing you, grows stronger by the seconds. I'm not sure I could explain having you a phone call away and still the longing to have you beside me, holding my hand, able to hear my whispers.  I imagine it's like the dry earth awaiting the rain. Or the beautiful flowers waiting for the winter to be over and the warmth of the sun to bring forth the bloom. Or like the preteen waiting on the drivers liscense. The anticipation and hunger grows stronger every day. Until the day, you walk in and greet me with a much needed kiss and hug. The day I can hold your hand forever. The day I don't stand on my porch with my hand waving until the next time. The lifetime we have ahead helps me to keep on and enduring the loneliness of the between times. My mind wanders wanting to see the distant dreams of our cabin, together our home. The times of the hard days passed. The days I no longer I have to whisper I love you. The day our hands can be intertwined forever. The day our secret is out. Our love can overflow. The day I wake up next to you and hold you a lot longer than I should. The day our adventure begins to take us to far away places only to return to our home.

Dedicated to my forever, my love, my Special K

If I had one prayer to pray, it would be a thank you to God for every day that I have with you. It would be full of Thanksgiving for our beginning. The day you embraced me and set me free. For everyday we spent together no matter the weather. Your heart and mine, girl, love like this is hard to find. Standing hand in hand forever I know this love will last forever. Praising the Lord forever day, knowing that our love will stay. For this amazing love came only from our God above. For two lonely people to one day under a steeple. We become one, knowing that our lives have only begun. Thanking God for you each day is the only way I'll pray.

Dedicated to my forever love, my beautiful, Special K

It started with a mere longing to know you more. Little did I know what God had in store. The more I longed to see you this love inside me grew. Everyday I wished would never end to have you as my best friend. Until that day you asked could you hug me and broke the chains and set me free.

We are more than friends and lovers. Everyday there is so much more to discover. Your everything I've desired and never thought I'd receive, but now I have faith and truly believe. We are one, its amazing how this journey has begun.

From the time I had to go away, the words echoed in my mine stay.  I became very sick but I knew I would return so very quick. As I soon learned I had cancer, I pleaded to God and He said you were the answer. I soon had surgery to remove and you gave me strength to prove.

We are more than friends and lovers. Everyday there is so much more to discover. Your everything I've desired and never thought I'd receive, but now I have faith and truly believe. We are one, its amazing how this journey has begun.

As the days grows on, this is where I belong. I finally found a home, there's no more reason to roam. For you are my reason as we pass through every season.  Although trials come our way, we stand firm and pray. Together we stand forever hand in hand.
We are more than friends and lovers. Everyday there is so much more to discover. Your everything I've desired and never thought I'd receive, but now I have faith and truly believe. We are one, and our journey has only begun.

No matter what our future may hold with you I want to grow old. Now and forever no matter the weather. I'm yours and we're together like birds of a feather. You're my forever and I'll be your whatever. As long as we are together forever.

Forever loving and dedicated to my beautiful, Special K

Last year, two days from now I had the most amazing family, who helped me through the scariest thing I've faced. Cancer stage III in the kidney, I thought for sure it would win and take me away from you. In my mind, I thought how could this be, that love would escape me. But as the days grew near for surgery, you gave me hope a reason, a life full of this amazing love. I'm writing this now two days from an amazing year, cancer free. Though surgery was rough, your love made me whole. A victorious year now in the books. A year where I understood exactly what love is and what it hopes for. Overcame PTSD in the same year, the year that made me. The year, I found love and it found me. Everyday for this year I long to hear your voice that led me, held me, comforted me and continues to everyday. A month ago, the oncologist had given me news that possibly cancer came once again. I denied but had the surgery to prove im cancer free in this past year that made me. The year that you taught me, I could face every fear. The upcoming years can only bring me closer to you. I'm growing, we are growing into what God wants for us. Our home in the next few years. Our lives merging together until we are one. That's what a year has made me. I look forward to everyday appreciating, loving you more day by day.

Dedicated to my Special K,  my angel, my year that made me

Everytime I see the flicker, the flame a swirling in the breeze. My thoughts of you take me to my knees. The embers burning bright in my heart tonight sending into them into the sky. I love you, girl and that ain't no lie. The laughter we have together in this cool weather sends sound of joy in the sky. I just want to take your hand and forever be your man. I'm sure thats what God had planned. Holding you so tight through every night and waking up to the light of the morning. This hearts embers are blazing for you tonight. For you to me is a wonderful sight, everyday. So let's get together and watch these embers light up the night. My eyes caught your beautiful glimpses of sparkling eyes a dancing through the night. I wanted to hold you and never let you go but only to see you fly. The touch of your hand in mine was created by God's own design.

Dedicated to my beloved, Special K, the one who sets my heart ablaze

The one thing in life, we never have enough of. But it is through patience we receive the miraculous things in life. We both want the things now, you your final days of school, me all my days with you. Patience its how we will receive the blessing, what God has given us. Its the endurance that finishes. I know I have patience till the day I'm with you forever. You will make it through just l like I will. In the end, we have our goal, together, home- our cabin in the north woods. Patience till the day we arrive there. I know in my heart the wait is worth it. You are worth more than you'll ever know. I'm spending a lifetime appreciating you and thanking God for step closer to tomorrow. Patiently loving you always and forever.

Dedicated to my everlasting love, Special K

From the day I met you, ive seen beauty in everything.

From the day I met you, the perfected sounds come from your "goodmorning".

From the day I met you, I knew there was no one that could ever love me the way you do.

For you taught me to love myself that way I could freely give and receive love.

From the day I met you, your scent is all I want to ever smell.

From the day I met you, the day I tasted your lips with a kiss.

It was in that moment I knew crave you all my life.

From the day I placed my hand in yours, I knew the electricity and chemistry we shared.

From the day we met, how we think the same and talk the same way.

I've know ever since the first day I met you, I've never wanted to be apart from you. You and I are forever entwined.

To my beloved, my forever, Special K

Everyday we get closer to the day when we are home. To awaken everyday to the beauty that is you is what I dream of. Your beautiful hazel eyes glimmer as they open. Your lips I want to kiss for all eternity. Your hands in mine as walk daily into every adventure. The warmth, electricity, security of that bond is so overwhelming delight for me. I feel nothing can overcome us, we smile we trudge ahead headed to our cabin home. Our paradise we thrive in, everyday, the peaceful embrace of the warmth that love continues to flourish. Day by day we get closer to our forever, where its our love that has propelled us on this journey for an eternity. To see the view of what our love continues to build through every trial. We're headed there. There's no one id want by my side other than you. I know that everyday I want to have your hand in mine with every step I take. Day by day your smile is what I want to see.

Forever loving you, my Special K

Past


Leaving our disappointments, our thoughts of failures in the past. It's going to be ok like your always telling me. We have each other, this wonderous love that longs for our future, our home, our family, our adventures... Don't let little things cloud our vision, our hope, our life... We are rebels and rules they get broken. We are overcomes, the past shaped us but its not who we are. We are much more than these small things. We are glorious. We are loved, adored, simple, treasures, they we continue to find daily in each other. I wish I was there now to comfort you. These words are more than words on a page, its my heart song for you. We are home always together. You help me so much quieting my demons. Youre words always bring peace. I just hope my words, my faith, my love helps you everyday. You are so much more than thoughts. I wish I could reflect what I see in you. We have a future...

Loving my Special K, everyday, forever

Hoping this is the most amazing day for you love. I knew the plan was to be there with you. Just know I'm always with you. You are part of me and I, you. My heart is full of joy knowing your part of the plan is almost complete. I can see those dimples from here and the tears rolling down as your dad pins you. I'm so proud of you. All the stressful days and nights have paid off. You can breath and the stress melt away. I enjoyed the evening yesterday preparing food for the party. One of these days, i will also feel the joy and relief that graduation brings. Soon the Nclex will be over and you'll receive the initials behind your name. Those initials don't change who you are. You've always been the most Special Registered Nurse, since the day I met you. I could see it in you from the start. Your beauty is far more than skin deep, its a mirror of your soul. Its the essence of who you really are. One day, we will forever be bound together. But today. Enjoy the beauty of this day!

Forever loving you. My Special K RN

Today, I found myself not wanting to wake up. I was having a dream of my beautiful Special K. The moment we were together on a sunny day on a picnic in a field with wildflowers dancing in the gentle breeze. We were using that backpack you bought us for Christmas. We sipped on some wine as I gaze at you like I always do. We held hands and kissed and laughed until evening. Then we decided just to lay there and talk and watch the beauty as the night arrives. The wonderous view of the heavens looking down on us as we stare at its beauty. I could spend my whole life enjoying every experience with you. As I awoke each time as the light of day shined through the window, I chose to sleep more to stay in the moment with you. I just wanted more time with you. I slept till 3pm taking you all in. Like I always do I want more time to stay in the moment with you. Thats what I want always to have you by my side, you are always in my heart and thoughts.

To my beautiful dream Special K, my always and foreverly

I'm so jealous of the sun and how it awakens you and warms you. I'm jealous of the night tucking you into bed each night. I'm jealous of the covers that comfort you as you rest and sleep. I'm jealous of your flowers you spend throughout the day enjoying your beauty except I'd be enjoying your beauty. I'm jealous of your computer who feels your amazing touch of the electricity of your touch. I'm jealous of your mirror who sees your beauty each and everyday. Jealousy isn't the always bad its how love is, it always longs for you and meeting all your needs, desires, and wants.

Loving you always, my beautiful Special K

Though it hasn't been long since we talked. I'm replaying every word in my head because you are part of me. I miss you so much, I rely on the conversations we have. Your pictures i stare at from time to time. Thinking of your amazing smile and the way my heart feels when I look at you. It's beyond any butterflies in my stomach. It renews me daily in love. My hope, our dreams of one day coming true. Even as bad as the last two years have been on me, physically, mentally, and emotionally; you make everything better, not just tolerable but amazingly better. My hope will always be you in our cabin, our journeys where ever they lead us, just having your hand in mine is all that I'll ever need. You complete every part of my being. The energy we give each other from touching. Your kiss leaves me breathless but hoping it will never end. One day our dreams, hopes, plans, will be home together.

Loving you always, My Special K

Somedays Facebook shows things from last year at this time. I remember how lonely I felt without you by my side as I had journeyed away. The only thing I know is you held me all together until I returned home to you. I remember our walks we took as we talked on the phone. I remember you helping through every trying time. I felt your hand in mine. My life complete as it is now with just being near you. A love has grown so deep, nothing could ever break this bound not in this lifetime or what lies beyond. I can't wait to be sitting on our porch swing reminscing about these times we are in now, the struggle with school, job, and getting a foothold on our future. I feel like i'm already there looking back on this time already holding your hand and enjoying the beauty of our life intertwined with this marvelous love. The beauty of the sun setting and spending time with my love.

Dedicated to my love, my Special K

I am always missing you when I'm not near you.
Holding you always comforts me, you are my home.
Waiting on you is the hardest thing I ever do, but its always worth it.
Loving you comes so easy, you are my everything.
Kissing you ignites the passion in my soul.
Seeking you for so many years, finding you and never letting you go.
Looking at you, like the first time I saw you, seeing so clearly the future before us.
Appreciating all you have to offer with a thankful heart.
Caring for you is all I want to do with all my life.
Knowing when I found my only love and one day spending my life with you.
Enduring every trial along the journey to be with my love, everlasting.

Dedicated to my love, my beautiful, Special K

Another sleepless night. My beautiful angel is on my mind. I go for a walk like we use to in Wyoming. No lonely roads but many streets with alleys. Old feed mills towering in the skies. A few cars traveling down the road. My angel is always by my side. She comforts me when I can't find rest. I hear voice in my ears. I feel the breeze her wings stir. I feel her hand in mine leading me into tomorrow. Her beauty is always majestic. She brings me peace quieting the storm. She helps me forget my failures but using them as stepping stones. My love for her transcends the heavens and time. One day, our lives will be yet one, traveling from here to there and all spaces in between sharing our love with everyone we meet. As for now she leads me to my tiny little abode to rest until we meet again in my dream.

Dedicated to my beautiful angel, Special K

It's not that I can't make it without you, it's i don't want to. I learned that from just a few days not being able to speak or text my beautiful love. I never want to know what thats like again. I have no doubt in our future but its the daily goodmorning and goodnight texts or calls that make this life amazing. My mind is always consumed about our life together. But I don't want to spend a day without telling how much you mean to me and how much I appreciate you. Loving you is the easiest thing I ever do and I know beyond any shadow of a doubt I've got a lifetime ahead to show you how much I love you. I don't want to ever miss a moment of telling you and showing you.

Dedicated to my love, my beautiful, Special K

Somedays I'm lost in our future home, our cabin. Not the details of the walls or fixtures, but in the soon life of me and you. I get lost in the sounds of our laughter with our friends visiting. The sight of your beauty as we enjoy our days together, your beauty never changes from the moment of that first hug. Our card games as we sit in front of the fireplace sipping on a glass of wine that your dad had made, the smile on your face is warmer than any fire to my heart; I'm content. We sit and talk about how our life is amazing, the only cares we have is each other and our family. A candle flickers in the background, some light music plays softly, as i take your hand in mine and sway to our heartbeats, our love song. The snow falls outside, reminding us of the season. We decorate our home with a small tree and ornaments from our travels. Everyone from our visits as we travel for work, reminding us of all the friends we made along the way. At this moment my heart is so full because of spending my life with best friend, my beautiful Special K, the love of my life. Its amazing how much I think obout our future cabin in the woods. One day, we will have memories of the days, our journey, to the cabin, where we will be forever home.

Dedicated to my forever love, Special K

ust wanted to take time and say hi. I'm always wondering how you are when we apart. I know God's taking care of you until the day I can. I can't wait till the mornings when I wake you with breakfast to start your day off right. To spend time with you going to flea markets, talking, lounging, kayaking, whatever it may be; it will always be time well spent. Until the evening closes and night draws near, till we lay down and I kiss you goodnight just to repeat it each and everyday. This is the only wish I ever hope for. Loving you every night and day always.

Dedicated to my beautiful, love, my Special K

I'm always thankful to God who brought us into each others lives. I'm thankful for you, you do so much for me by just simply loving me. I appreciate every moment I have to spend with you no matter if its homework or just saying hello. I appreciate your beautiful smile when we pass. I appreciate your thoughts of others, it tells me who you are. It speaks volumes about you. I appreciate your attentive ear when I'm wound up. You always calm me. I appreciate your brilliant mind, the way you focus. I appreciate our future where I'll show daily how really thankful for you and everything you do. I'm forever appreciating you always, my love.

Dedicated to my beautiful, Special K, the one I'm most thankful for

Everyday my thoughts hold onto you. By wondering how you are, is there anything I could do for you, and simply loving you. You are always in the forefront of my thoughts and always in my heart. When you are happy, I long to see your beautiful smile and the sparkle in your eyes. When you are a overwhelmed, I long to shoulder the things that burden you to ease your cares. I want to wake up every morning holding you and go to bed each night taking all of you in. Everyday everthought, hope, dream, and promise is simply saying I'm never let go, love. I'll always be there holding you like right now.

Dedicated to my beautiful love, Special K

I wish this was a good morning, spending time with you. But every moment with you is good. I can't wait for the day that we wake up together, me cooking you breakfast in bed or spending a whole day in bed talking about our future cabin. Or it may be a goodmorning leaving work together on our drive home weither in the camper or cabin. Home is all ways good with you!

Dedicated to my beautiful love, my Special K

As I lay here in this unmade bed I'm constantly thinking of you and how amazing you are. You're beautiful in everyday. Your hair laying on your shoulders. Your hazel eyes I could stare into everyday the rest of life and be content. Your smile is all I ever want to see, those amazing dimples as you mock me and we laugh. Your lips I long to taste every morning and night. Your hand I want to hold in mine the rest of my life, knowing we are meant for each other. The electricity or liveliness we feel when we are together. I wish we were making new memories tonight, holding you and hanging out with friends forgetting everything just staying in the moment. Designing our home in our minds, sharing our thoughts of how it should be until we make it a reality. The best memories I will ever have is memories of us.

Dedicated to my love, my beautiful Special K

Beautiful, you will always be my first thought when I wake up. My last thought as I lay down. Every moment with you is all I want. I appreciate every moment I have with you. Every day I celebrate you like the first day I ever met you. I never was a planner but everyday I plan my life with you. Its the craziest thing I want to do is to make you smile everyday. Treat you like the amazing love that you are. I want to spend a lifetime holding hand, being your man. Everyday I long for you, wishing the best life for you. I want you to know you always be my priority.

Dedicated to my beloved, beautiful, Special K

You are everything that brings me comfort and joy. From the touch of your hand in mine to the kiss of your lips on mine, they are reminders of your love for me. I'm so in love with you, I hope I bring you as much comfort as you do me. I take comfort in knowing one day we will be together forever. Our hearts are already connected that way. Everyday the thoughts of us still gives me the butterfly feelings in my soul as if the first time I met you. That feeling is a welcomed comfort and I really appreciate the feeling I know ill have it the rest of my life. When we are apart I feel your ever presence holding me and hugging me. I'm longing for the days when its more than a feeling, its tangible, its irresistable, its comfortable, its appreciated, its US!

Dedicated to my love, my peace, my joy, my comfort, my Special K

On my home tonight, I couldn't help but to wish you would be there when I arrived. I feel like I'm always wishing we were together everyday. I wish my hand was in yours, talking about how our day was. I wish my hand was around you, pulling you in for a warm embrace. I wish I was smelling of your hair as I hug you deeply. I wish my lips were on yours for a goodnight kiss and a good morning wake up. I wish it was us making a pizza for a late night snack. I find myself wishing I could show you how I much appreciate you and love you daily. I know one day all my wishes will be true. You and I together foreverly.

Dedicated to my beautiful love, the one I wish for daily, my Special K

This heart of mine awaits the moment to spend eternity with you. Days like today I long to sit by your side enjoying moments of laughter with your family. We sit back hand in hand, im mesmerized by your smile as always. I refill your drink just a taste from your lips is all I need. The beauty of you showing me all the little things from your past displayed in your families home. I cherish every moment as if it was the first. Im loving moment of the visit and getting to know your family is a blessing. I cant wait for the day we invite them to our cabin, where our hearts will be joined in a ceremony like they already are.

Dedicated to my beautiful love, Special K

Yesterday was so amazing. Ive never laughed so hard in my life. I felt like I must have gills on each rib side in order to breath. I never know if we were here or there or any place in between. I felt we traveled to the same spots and spoke then went there and spoke. Its hard to recall the whole conversation because we ever knew if we were here or there or someone between. I feel as i am giggling writing this. All I know it was amazing to spend the day and night with you, even if its here or there. I know i want to spend the rest of my life with you no matter if we are here or there.

Dedicated to my beautiful love, my partner from here to there, my special K

When I think of home its always with you. The snow filled trees the winter bliss as we snowshoe around our land, spending time with family and friends. Our small gardens of flowers, the beautiful arrangements throughout the yard are pleasant dreams because its the time we spent together that caused them to bloom just like our relationship. Our summers are filled with joyful laughter, lounging in the sun wherever we may be, kayaking or tubing in our leisure time. The fall we travel to the mountains to see the colors of the ridges dressed in the finest colors. Though we travel you and i are home sweet home. Time passes by seasons change our love for one another never does it just grows and overflows, we are young and in love and thats all that matters. Spending every moment with you is like heaven to me, no matter the season, weather, or time; to know are hearts are one and forever intertwined.

Foreverly home sweet home with my Special K

Thank you for the walk through your amazing gardens. My love you definitely are gifted in growing beautiful things. My heart grows fonder of you every day. I cant wait till we have our cabin and the beautiful gardens we establish. The beauty of walking hand in hand tending our gardens will always be a joy. Your beauty is radiant. You will always be focus and an admirer of all your handy work. I could never thank you enough for the time you spend with me. Your love is always amazing. Im forever in love with you.

Dedicated to my beautiful, loving Special K

I've never had so much fun learning with you. The time still goes by amazingly fast when I'm with you. Though we hardly knew any of the answers the small talk deciphering the questions was amazing with you. Im learning that every moment I have with you, is always amazing. We learn so much about each other even if its only school related, by the way we process answers. My only question now is when can we study again. I could study you the rest of my life and be content that I will have learned that loving you and feeling the love returned.

Dedicated to my love, foreverly, Special K

As much as I have traveled, I've never seen beauty like yours. Everyday I long to know you in a greater way. The way care for others especially me when I struggle to care for myself, makes me want to know you even more. I long for the days when we travel to see the beauty in and through your eyes. Our travels will take us far and near but we will always return home. No souvenirs for us just making memories with every mile of our travels. From coast to coast and the land between, our travels, our enjoyment, our life to be build our forever cabin home. The beauty that all our travels have built will house our love forever.

To my beloved, my anchor, my hope, my beautiful traveling companion, Special K

There are many days I feel your presence, my love. But somedays I'd give anything to hear your voice in my ear, I patiently wait. Some days I imagine the years ahead of us sitting on our porch awaiting our friends and your family. The look you have in your eyes as we await for our guest, little do they know its our day we become one in front of all them. The day I patiently wait for eagerly. The day we confess our love for one another. You look amazingly beautiful as the first day in June when you gave me that hug. Our adventure has already taken us to many places but it finally has paid off we are celebrating home. I'll never leave, you are all I need to be home.

Dedicated to my beautiful angel, my love, Special K

How come time moves so fast when you are with the one you love? Is it that we couldn't handle the indefinite time with our love on this side of heaven? Time when apart seems to stop, the earth doesn't spin, nor settling of the mine. The heart knows but the brain can't fathom the fullness of time here. Patience is the key, holding on to every thought as if its the last. Loving every second as the clock spins when we're together. Noting that its our love that holds us together. Time its all I want even if its a fleeting vapor, to be in your presence, feeling your love for here and eternity. Im holding my own because the time apart won't be that long. Im patiently waiting till I sing the song, ive been waiting so long to bring you forever in our home. We have time for the love thats between your heart and mine.

To my beloved Special K, I can't wait to spend eternity with you

So many walks, I took taking you in my pocket when I was in wyoming describing the beauty with every step. Yesterday was the first time you took me in your pocket showing me the beauty of your garden. I could almost feel every step the aroma the blooms were giving off. The touch of your hand as we walked just like I did when I was in wyoming. The electricity that flows out of the outpouring of care.
One day, in reality I'll be holding your hand planting our beautiful flower garden around our cabin. I cant wait to grow our own beautiful garden often taking walks hand in hand, enjoying all the beauty that our lives will develop.

Dedicated to my beloved, the one and only that makes me smile, my Special K

After fifty years on this earth. I know I have just met my first love, my only love. There is no mistaking it because its not a feeling it just is. The love comforts the broken and bruised heart. First love that has ever awaken me every morning with the renewed hope of our future. The first love that settles me in for the night. The only love I've ever known that give back the love I give. The first love that makes me long for the future no matter how hard the path may be to get there. The first love, that I long to see everyday and in everyday. The first love I hold onto every moment, thought, word, wishing it would linger a little longer. The first love besides the Father's love I have ever known. The first love that will truly be that everlasting love. Love is an amazing word I speak often to My Special K, my first love. So many times I've mistaken feeling for love, this is not the case. This time its what I know, love has been defined by the evidence of what I have never had until a year ago. When my first love hugged me and made me, long for her everyday. Yearning to spend all my life with her giving her my all. One day our love will be forever together always.

Dedicated to my first love, my beautiful, Special K

You are the greatest blessing God could ever led me to. You have changed me, giving me hope where there was none, love where none was ever felt. The blessing is He has empowered us to grow in love, tending to each others needs, you lifting me up when everything goes dark. You are my beloved beautiful angel, the gift of God. I treasure you so very much. I pray I encourage you daily. I see you already that caring, resilient, intelligent nurse already. I look forward to our adventures as we grow in our profession. We will continue to be a blessing to others as our love grows. I feel as if I am already standing before our friends and family confessing my love for you. Everyday you cause me to smile and laugh and be myself and say my corny southern slang knowing it puts a smile on your face. I cherish every thought we share. Its amazing to me how well we talk to each other and know whats on each others mind. WE ARE SO BLESSED TO BE IN LOVE!

Forever loving my beautiful blessing, Special K

There are no doubts for me, no alternate plans. Im all in fully vested with my love. There are mistakes, risks but needless to say I'm all in. I see our future it is bright, it leads me down the path growing closer to you. I seen a few pics today of beautiful love transcending time in aged bodies. We constantly joke about walkers and wheelchairs. I think our love will carry us through all that. I see our hands holding each others as they wither with the times. Our hearts are still youthful, our love remains amazing. I can't wait till we are relaxing in whatever state we may be in in40 or 50 years, looking back at the amazing journey where you showed me where love starts, the hug. Ive been captivated ever since that moment. Everyday my arms want to hold you. My shoulder wants to hold all your cares. My heart will always be generous because I know I can't out give what you give me. For me all in is what I'll always be when it comes to you. Its not gambling but its the sureness that your love gives.

Forever holding your hand, my beautiful Special K

When I awaken, I reach for you. Longing to hold you my love. Yearning to feel the warmness of your body against mine. My fingers wanting to carress your skin. My lips anticipating your lips even for just a moment. The electrifying touch of your fingers interlacing in mine. Your raven hair, your crown, your glory. Your beautiful hazel eyes I love to gaze into and see our future, our hopes, our plans. Your voice causes me to arise and search my love out. Your intellectual wit and Wisconsin wisdom, I yearn to know to make it my own. Sometimes I do steal your words, your sayings, your grammer. I want to be more like you with my southern spin of course. My eyes when they meet yours gleamer like a diamond casting off a prism of colors. My smile covers my face even of the thoughts of our future, our home, our life. Even when darkness falls on me it drifts away because of you! You are my reason for awakening, your everything glorious in my life, no battle no matter how large can take me from you! I'm yours and you're mine. Forever is our love and everlasting it will be.

Dedicated to my beautiful, caring, Special K, forever my love

This morning I can't wait for the few hours, till its us. If only for a moment. Why does the moments we have seem like time goes by so fast? Why is it that the time apart seems to crawl? I ponder these questions only to know that we have forever. We are on a course that will never end nor the love ever fade. In the time we are apart I feel the roots growing deeper with ever text, call, thought. I patiently wait for the bloom to full open and enjoy the beauty of us.

Dedicated to the everlasting beauty, my Special K

I'm not apologizing for my actions, thoughts, or beliefs. Most of the time I say that because I am a man. Not the man that hurts you. Or the one that doesn't appreciate you. Or the one who is there but always gone, not giving you the time or care you need. Im the man who loves you and wants to renew your faith in love. The man who cherishes every single moment he has with you. The man who appreciates every moment you have to offer. The man who wants to redeem the happiness and laughter that has been quieted. The man who will never put himself before you unless it is to protect you. Im the man who wants to walk beside you daily holding your hand attentive to your words, understanding every one. Im the man who longs to hold you the rest of his life. The man who quietly wait patiently on you even after this life is over. Everyday I strive to be that better man and I say I'm sorry for everyday I haven't been here to provide you with what you need. Im talking the days before I met you, the days God was preparing me to love you the way you need to be loved, everlasting

Dedicated to my beautiful, loving, Special K

Though my eyes never met yours today, my heart is always with you. Every thought I have is of us. When I close my eyes I see more than a glimpse, I see us and all journeys. Our life full of joy and happiness. I see those beautiful hazel eyes, the sparkle that our love shows in them. Your beautiful smile with those lovely dimples. Your beautiful ray r n hair in all of its glory. Your beauty is captivating along with your intellectual prowess. Your northern charm warms this southern heart everyday. Just a glimpse is all I need for now. One day, I will behold all your wonders and I will treasure them all. For now God grants glimpses of our marvelous future together, Home.

Dedicated to my beloved, beautiful angel, Special K

Everyday, I feel even closer not in mileage but in love. Everyday, my love grows stronger enduring patiently, waiting on my beloved beautiful angel. Everyday, life gets easier because I have a future, which is you. Everyday, my thirst and hunger for you grows even more than the day before. Everyday, our journey to home comes closer. Everyday, I patiently wait with a smile on my face, joy in my heart for a text, a call, or glimpse of you.
EVERYDAY, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN THE DAY BEFORE.

Dedicated to my besutiful love, Special K

I thank God for ever heartache past relationships left me for it has taught me the depths and highs of lovelessness. It has drawn a picture of what love is not. No more heartache for me. I have recognized and felt the warmness of your love for me. I only hope my love for you is felt in the same way. No more heartache for us. Just bliss from the love we share. My adoration for my beloved beautiful angel grows with everyday. My heart is so appreciative of her love towards me. The bliss shows upon my face even when the mask being worn requires it to be covered. One day the mask will be removed and all the blinders on others will fall off, and our amazing love will forever be seen. The enjoyment of two souls who are one. Every heartache had its price and id do everything over again to find you my soon to be loving wife.

Dedicated to my beautiful angel, my love, my Special K

I'm always waiting patiently on you, even when this life leads me to Heaven ill be there waiting on you. The thoughts of holding and speaking to you sustains this heart of mine. My love for you grows daily, I feel you so near. My heart races with excitement on occasions we meet. My eyes are always gazing at your beauty. My ears intent to hear your ever spoken words. My mind designing our forever cabin for now until the hands build our design our plan. My feet are always ready to run to you. My arms always longing to hold you a little bit longer. My hands long to caress the small of your back as I pull you near. My lips hunger to taste yours if only for a moment for now. Waiting on our life our journey our hopes our plans. Always ready for the time to come.

Dedicated to my love, worth waiting for, my special k

It was just a year ago, my eyes were restless, tired, weary. I was traveling never ever thought I'd be in Wisconsin. Little did I know it was the beginning of the most beautiful journey, I've ever been on. Today, I'm no longer tired, restless, or weary. I'm stronger than I've ever been not physically but wholly. I'm surrounded by a love that give and is given to me. God definitely knew where to send me and when to send me. I'm forever thankful. I would have never been able to beat cancer, PTSD, depression, a loveless life, facing a pandemic ;and made an amazing, friend, lover, companion, my helpmate, my soulmate, my beautiful angel, my special k, my reason, my all in all. Spending the rest of our life being content, happy, in love, and in a state of bliss is all I want for us and so does God. If He made it any clearer, it would be written in bold print across my face, I'm part of you and you are the best part of me.

Dedicated to my amazing love, Special K. I'm amazed at what a year can do. Looking forward to many more!

Together is what God intends with our precious love. It overflows and spills out on all around us. We are a team never independent but together acting as one. We are amazing together. Our lives are so internally woven with this love thread, even when we are apart the love can be felt from each other all the time. We are made for each other and its wonderous to know that. Its amazing how we get entangled in the bed together. Its no longer my dream or your dreams its ours.

Dedicated to the most beautiful, Special K. The best part of us!

I feel I'm always hungry when you around. Not for any food but for your time, love, kisses, hugs, and your words of wisdom. Food only sustains this body. But you my love, last forever. You alone satisfy me in every way. You are so amazing, desirable, caring, kind, loving, beautiful, pleasant, simple, sassy, ****, and my everything. God knows what He has created in us. I can never think of me any longer, only us. Our love is so strong and satisfying. So I'm saying I'm hungry for us.

Dedicated to my love, Special K. Here is to US!