I'm so jealous of the sun and how it awakens you and warms you. I'm jealous of the night tucking you into bed each night. I'm jealous of the covers that comfort you as you rest and sleep. I'm jealous of your flowers you spend throughout the day enjoying your beauty except I'd be enjoying your beauty. I'm jealous of your computer who feels your amazing touch of the electricity of your touch. I'm jealous of your mirror who sees your beauty each and everyday. Jealousy isn't the always bad its how love is, it always longs for you and meeting all your needs, desires, and wants.

Loving you always, my beautiful Special K

Though it hasn't been long since we talked. I'm replaying every word in my head because you are part of me. I miss you so much, I rely on the conversations we have. Your pictures i stare at from time to time. Thinking of your amazing smile and the way my heart feels when I look at you. It's beyond any butterflies in my stomach. It renews me daily in love. My hope, our dreams of one day coming true. Even as bad as the last two years have been on me, physically, mentally, and emotionally; you make everything better, not just tolerable but amazingly better. My hope will always be you in our cabin, our journeys where ever they lead us, just having your hand in mine is all that I'll ever need. You complete every part of my being. The energy we give each other from touching. Your kiss leaves me breathless but hoping it will never end. One day our dreams, hopes, plans, will be home together.

Loving you always, My Special K

Somedays Facebook shows things from last year at this time. I remember how lonely I felt without you by my side as I had journeyed away. The only thing I know is you held me all together until I returned home to you. I remember our walks we took as we talked on the phone. I remember you helping through every trying time. I felt your hand in mine. My life complete as it is now with just being near you. A love has grown so deep, nothing could ever break this bound not in this lifetime or what lies beyond. I can't wait to be sitting on our porch swing reminscing about these times we are in now, the struggle with school, job, and getting a foothold on our future. I feel like i'm already there looking back on this time already holding your hand and enjoying the beauty of our life intertwined with this marvelous love. The beauty of the sun setting and spending time with my love.

Dedicated to my love, my Special K

I am always missing you when I'm not near you.
Holding you always comforts me, you are my home.
Waiting on you is the hardest thing I ever do, but its always worth it.
Loving you comes so easy, you are my everything.
Kissing you ignites the passion in my soul.
Seeking you for so many years, finding you and never letting you go.
Looking at you, like the first time I saw you, seeing so clearly the future before us.
Appreciating all you have to offer with a thankful heart.
Caring for you is all I want to do with all my life.
Knowing when I found my only love and one day spending my life with you.
Enduring every trial along the journey to be with my love, everlasting.

Dedicated to my love, my beautiful, Special K

Another sleepless night. My beautiful angel is on my mind. I go for a walk like we use to in Wyoming. No lonely roads but many streets with alleys. Old feed mills towering in the skies. A few cars traveling down the road. My angel is always by my side. She comforts me when I can't find rest. I hear voice in my ears. I feel the breeze her wings stir. I feel her hand in mine leading me into tomorrow. Her beauty is always majestic. She brings me peace quieting the storm. She helps me forget my failures but using them as stepping stones. My love for her transcends the heavens and time. One day, our lives will be yet one, traveling from here to there and all spaces in between sharing our love with everyone we meet. As for now she leads me to my tiny little abode to rest until we meet again in my dream.

Dedicated to my beautiful angel, Special K

It's not that I can't make it without you, it's i don't want to. I learned that from just a few days not being able to speak or text my beautiful love. I never want to know what thats like again. I have no doubt in our future but its the daily goodmorning and goodnight texts or calls that make this life amazing. My mind is always consumed about our life together. But I don't want to spend a day without telling how much you mean to me and how much I appreciate you. Loving you is the easiest thing I ever do and I know beyond any shadow of a doubt I've got a lifetime ahead to show you how much I love you. I don't want to ever miss a moment of telling you and showing you.

Dedicated to my love, my beautiful, Special K

Somedays I'm lost in our future home, our cabin. Not the details of the walls or fixtures, but in the soon life of me and you. I get lost in the sounds of our laughter with our friends visiting. The sight of your beauty as we enjoy our days together, your beauty never changes from the moment of that first hug. Our card games as we sit in front of the fireplace sipping on a glass of wine that your dad had made, the smile on your face is warmer than any fire to my heart; I'm content. We sit and talk about how our life is amazing, the only cares we have is each other and our family. A candle flickers in the background, some light music plays softly, as i take your hand in mine and sway to our heartbeats, our love song. The snow falls outside, reminding us of the season. We decorate our home with a small tree and ornaments from our travels. Everyone from our visits as we travel for work, reminding us of all the friends we made along the way. At this moment my heart is so full because of spending my life with best friend, my beautiful Special K, the love of my life. Its amazing how much I think obout our future cabin in the woods. One day, we will have memories of the days, our journey, to the cabin, where we will be forever home.

Dedicated to my forever love, Special K