After fifty years on this earth. I know I have just met my first love, my only love. There is no mistaking it because its not a feeling it just is. The love comforts the broken and bruised heart. First love that has ever awaken me every morning with the renewed hope of our future. The first love that settles me in for the night. The only love I've ever known that give back the love I give. The first love that makes me long for the future no matter how hard the path may be to get there. The first love, that I long to see everyday and in everyday. The first love I hold onto every moment, thought, word, wishing it would linger a little longer. The first love besides the Father's love I have ever known. The first love that will truly be that everlasting love. Love is an amazing word I speak often to My Special K, my first love. So many times I've mistaken feeling for love, this is not the case. This time its what I know, love has been defined by the evidence of what I have never had until a year ago. When my first love hugged me and made me, long for her everyday. Yearning to spend all my life with her giving her my all. One day our love will be forever together always.

Dedicated to my first love, my beautiful, Special K

You are the greatest blessing God could ever led me to. You have changed me, giving me hope where there was none, love where none was ever felt. The blessing is He has empowered us to grow in love, tending to each others needs, you lifting me up when everything goes dark. You are my beloved beautiful angel, the gift of God. I treasure you so very much. I pray I encourage you daily. I see you already that caring, resilient, intelligent nurse already. I look forward to our adventures as we grow in our profession. We will continue to be a blessing to others as our love grows. I feel as if I am already standing before our friends and family confessing my love for you. Everyday you cause me to smile and laugh and be myself and say my corny southern slang knowing it puts a smile on your face. I cherish every thought we share. Its amazing to me how well we talk to each other and know whats on each others mind. WE ARE SO BLESSED TO BE IN LOVE!

Forever loving my beautiful blessing, Special K

There are no doubts for me, no alternate plans. Im all in fully vested with my love. There are mistakes, risks but needless to say I'm all in. I see our future it is bright, it leads me down the path growing closer to you. I seen a few pics today of beautiful love transcending time in aged bodies. We constantly joke about walkers and wheelchairs. I think our love will carry us through all that. I see our hands holding each others as they wither with the times. Our hearts are still youthful, our love remains amazing. I can't wait till we are relaxing in whatever state we may be in in40 or 50 years, looking back at the amazing journey where you showed me where love starts, the hug. Ive been captivated ever since that moment. Everyday my arms want to hold you. My shoulder wants to hold all your cares. My heart will always be generous because I know I can't out give what you give me. For me all in is what I'll always be when it comes to you. Its not gambling but its the sureness that your love gives.

Forever holding your hand, my beautiful Special K

When I awaken, I reach for you. Longing to hold you my love. Yearning to feel the warmness of your body against mine. My fingers wanting to carress your skin. My lips anticipating your lips even for just a moment. The electrifying touch of your fingers interlacing in mine. Your raven hair, your crown, your glory. Your beautiful hazel eyes I love to gaze into and see our future, our hopes, our plans. Your voice causes me to arise and search my love out. Your intellectual wit and Wisconsin wisdom, I yearn to know to make it my own. Sometimes I do steal your words, your sayings, your grammer. I want to be more like you with my southern spin of course. My eyes when they meet yours gleamer like a diamond casting off a prism of colors. My smile covers my face even of the thoughts of our future, our home, our life. Even when darkness falls on me it drifts away because of you! You are my reason for awakening, your everything glorious in my life, no battle no matter how large can take me from you! I'm yours and you're mine. Forever is our love and everlasting it will be.

Dedicated to my beautiful, caring, Special K, forever my love

This morning I can't wait for the few hours, till its us. If only for a moment. Why does the moments we have seem like time goes by so fast? Why is it that the time apart seems to crawl? I ponder these questions only to know that we have forever. We are on a course that will never end nor the love ever fade. In the time we are apart I feel the roots growing deeper with ever text, call, thought. I patiently wait for the bloom to full open and enjoy the beauty of us.

Dedicated to the everlasting beauty, my Special K

I'm not apologizing for my actions, thoughts, or beliefs. Most of the time I say that because I am a man. Not the man that hurts you. Or the one that doesn't appreciate you. Or the one who is there but always gone, not giving you the time or care you need. Im the man who loves you and wants to renew your faith in love. The man who cherishes every single moment he has with you. The man who appreciates every moment you have to offer. The man who wants to redeem the happiness and laughter that has been quieted. The man who will never put himself before you unless it is to protect you. Im the man who wants to walk beside you daily holding your hand attentive to your words, understanding every one. Im the man who longs to hold you the rest of his life. The man who quietly wait patiently on you even after this life is over. Everyday I strive to be that better man and I say I'm sorry for everyday I haven't been here to provide you with what you need. Im talking the days before I met you, the days God was preparing me to love you the way you need to be loved, everlasting

Dedicated to my beautiful, loving, Special K

Though my eyes never met yours today, my heart is always with you. Every thought I have is of us. When I close my eyes I see more than a glimpse, I see us and all journeys. Our life full of joy and happiness. I see those beautiful hazel eyes, the sparkle that our love shows in them. Your beautiful smile with those lovely dimples. Your beautiful ray r n hair in all of its glory. Your beauty is captivating along with your intellectual prowess. Your northern charm warms this southern heart everyday. Just a glimpse is all I need for now. One day, I will behold all your wonders and I will treasure them all. For now God grants glimpses of our marvelous future together, Home.

Dedicated to my beloved, beautiful angel, Special K