Every word, I speak will always be with a thankful heart for you. There will never be an idle word or negative thought towards you. I am accountable for every breath that each word expels out. My words will always be edifying, encouraging, thanking, loving, nurturing you. So much negativity has been spoken breaking and scaring you. I'm just wanting to give you what you give me on a daily basis. Every word flows from my heart. I really do want to know about your days and nights when we are apart. The recipes we discuss not only feed us physically but the words feed our hearts and souls. When we communicate my heart smiles greater than any grin my face could show. I'll always be your biggest fan, greatest encourager, the builder, the faith restorer, the mender, your helper, your love, and carrier. We have this bond in which I want to take all the negatives and give you all the positive. Even when we are joking my words have purpose to bring joy to you. Even in my writings, I have no idle words they are purposeful and hopefully positive always uplifting you.

Dedicated to my beautiful love, Special K

Often while I walk the halls where we met, I think of the first impression you made on me. I noticed your kindness while you were tending for the cares of others. It made me want to know more about you. Your beauty I noticed right from the start. Your beautiful brown/hazel eyes are amazing to gaze into. Your smile greeted me with warmness I never felt before. Your beautiful dark hair crowns you with glory. How I could I ever not notice you? In the beginning I was nervous to approach you. But our conversations invited me to know more of you. I've never felt like this in my life about anyone. I feel like I need to interact with you daily. I tell you how when you take a deep breath it takes mine. I hold you deeply in my heart, you have become my joy, happiness, life, peace, love, and my soulmate. I never want to leave your side. I cant fathom even a thought without you. I've been honest about my love for you from the start. I find it harder each day to be away from you. I long for you more than anything or anyone in my life. You complete me. The moments we are apart i feel the drawing to be near you. My desire will always be to be your helpmate, your lover, your friend, and one day your husband. I love you with all my being from day one till forever and all the days between.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

It seems I've waited a lifetime to find you, someone who loves me. Everyday that we apart confirms the fact that I love you, because every waking thought is of us and every dream is always us. The days we are apart it causes my heart to ache in a way, not a sadness but a longing. I've waited a lifetime to have you, the one that I feel is my soulmate. It seems we are always on each others mind, we know what the other is thinking of. We are in tune with each other. You have become my closest friend. Just as long as it has taken to find you, I want that many years or more with you. I cannot help but stare at you when we are together, it's the beauty of the first sunrise or the last sunset. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Everything inside me desires you, needs you, wants you, appreciates you, likes you, and forever loves you. I'm in this for the lifetime with you. There is nothing in this world or out of it could ever change the love I have for you. I choose you everyday. Im going to love you a lifetime and then some. Every moment we spend together is building that lifetime we will have together. We will overcome every obstacle because we both want a lifetime together. I know I'm going to spend the lifetime loving, encouraging, talking, playing, cooking, holding, appreciating you every moment of everyday.

Dedicated to my beautiful Special K that I want to spend a lifetime with

When you come over to study, we are doing homework in more than one way. Discussing class work taking sample test is only one way of doing homework. The second homework we do is simply the interactions we do together. We learn each other you type away as I rub your feet as you ask me questions. We laugh at some answers and look bewildered at times with the answer they give because we believe they left out part of the scenarios. My hand holds yours as we are together. Our love shines every moment of the homework.

Dedicated to my beloved, brilliant Special K

The one thing I cling to in troubling times besides your love of course. I hold fast to the particular future we hope for. The plans we have made and spoke of hold me together in hard times. I see the finish line hope is the sight. Sometimes my body feels like it fails me. Sometimes emotions get the better of me but hope, my love keeps me going anguish replaced by the blissful grin that only you give. My hope is always us traveling together whether in the camper or motel or apartment. Our cabin when we return to our forever home. Hope is so much when combined with the love we share; darkness flees light presses all darkness away. Our hope is the promise of our love combined, its everlasting, strong and it will prevail with no doubt.

Dedicated to my blissful hope, my beloved Special K

The guitar is an outlet to release energy in methodical manner. The strumming of the strings brings a harmonious sound. But the words I sing are you, my beautiful song. The raptures of peace cleans the mind. Joy and smiles overtake the concentrated face that works to play the tune in the perfect order. But the words, echoing, resonating in the room take me to your presence, where I'm whole. Now no thoughts just love prevails. It echoes of our togetherness, where we are home. The sweetness of the music transcends time, space, and circumstances. The beauty of all this is that sweet music is not perfect pitch, tone, rhythm, or even words but the harmonious release of peace.


Dedicated to my Special K my beautiful song

Today is one one of those days where I struggle to see light. Hope has tried to be snuffed out. Goodness trying to flee from my body. Tears slowly freely. Darkness feels like its winning. The struggle overtakes me as ocean waves sweep me deeper.
But...
You, my beautiful angel have came to my rescue once again. The darkness flees as you speak. Tranquility flows into my soul. Darkness hides. The ocean tides recede as one thought of you brings peace, harmony, hope, and love. You've saved me once again. Smiles overtake tears. Triumph over PTSD. All is well within me because of you. I am home with you.

Dedicated to my beloved, Special K.