Your Voice

I desperately wanted to hear you voice this morning; you called. Your voice awakens me with bliss and love. Sometimes I just want to hear your voice to know you are alright and safe. Other times, i want to hear you after that bad day just help relieve the stress; those days i want to hold you and let you know I'm here forever for you. Those days you loose your voice, I'll speak for you. Your voice is so amazing; it excites me and I'm captivated to listen so that may love you more. One day your voice will say those amazing words "I do"; our lives will be intertwined that day forever. What am i saying; we are already there. No vow or anything will change that, for our love holds us close always.


Dedicated to Special K

I hold onto the last memory of you leaving to go to your home. I also remember the dinner we had the candles flickering along the fireplace. You never looked so beautiful, I'd say that was a wonderful date. I drank a little too much wine, but everything was wonderful. I lay here in bed holding onto memories and grasping for our future. Love will always make beautiful memories and help us while we are apart. I light the candles and imagine you in my weak moments and it pulls me through. I'm always ready to make our next memory! Foreverly thinking of you my love.

Dedicated to my love Special K

I want to be the first of light that kisses your shoulders every morning. Yearning to be the man that brings peace and freedom to all your dreams. Forever, you will always be what makes this house a home. My intentions are to love you everyday and bring comfort to you. I sometimes get in lost in you that's why I'm writing. I intend to be your helpmate always. Always supporting you in every endeavor, even though I know you are well capable of doing it all on your own, I want to.... I want to be the one who runs your feet after a long nights work. I intend to be your forever soulmate. One day, I'll be your husband not to control you but to love you, share adventures, hold you you on bad and good days, give you space when you need it, being your full time lover; become your sunshine.

Dedicated to my love Special K

Don't hold onto the past unless it taught you to handle, embrace, love your upcoming future. For that in itself is the reason you will triumph and be loved.

TW

2019

As the year comes to an end, I look back to all the painful things; yet i find joy in the middle and the end. I find the closing of a chapter and the beginning of a new adventurous chapter that lands me in my new Wisconsin home. The finding of love, the end of cancer, hope for new beginnings that thrills me. For I knew not what love was to the middle of the year but I feel like I'm still learning the definition. Some days are lonely filled with some fear but the hope for greater things outsgadows the fear and loneliness. I know where my foreverly home is always; it's with the most beautiful angel, I adore. Tonight I enjoy the fruits of her father's wine; she gave as a gift. I find comfort in knowing one day she will be with me and free.
I know there are still a few weeks left to this year, I look back and know certainly I wouldnt change a thing about this year. I look forward to the upcoming years and anticipate the wonderous love I met this year. I know that love will carry me till the day we can share our love once again. Our future looks so bright from where I stand holding the very hand that brings me comfort, joy, peace, and happiness.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

I miss you, when you step out the door. Not because I cant do things on my own but because I don't want to do this life without you. Today, as you were leaving I couldn't watch you drive away, tears were running down my face because you are the best part of me. I miss you always for you complete me. There's always been this special k hole in my life and only you can fill it. The closer in proximity of you, the more missing you is evident when we are just miles apart. I miss you like you are the breath I have to take. Like the parched ground needs the rain. I'm missing you when we are not in the same room. You complete my thoughts, dreams, and my future for we always meant to be one. I know there are reasons why we have to be apart, I'm stating I miss during all those times. You have always been what I've always wanted and then some. I'm foreverly loving you!

Dedicated to Special K, my beautiful angel.

We are both winners in the lottery the other day. But I feel that this lottery of love had greater odds than any other lottery. I think that finding true love like ours goes against every chance of happening. We both were very lacking and wanting to take a chance for something we really needed. I'm all in. I feel as if I'm the luckiest man and I'm richer than any lottery winner because I have love with you and the return I feel is priceless. You've changed my life foreverly. I'm loving the limitless love account from our relationship daily.

Dedicated to Special K