We all often prepare for our destinations. For me, its the daily journey.  Sometimes the journey teaches us. Molds us. Creates something new in us. I started a new journey today, the destination is "home". The journey has taught me so much about love. The journey increases it daily. The paths for the journey are sometimes rough stony causing us to conform to the journey. My journey is teaching me to walk with my love. To enjoy the "simple" beauty of things others dont see. The journey for "home" increases my love and endurance. Soon i'll be "home", my final destination but there will always be more loving journeys. My "home" is lovely, the precious place i want to be. My "home" its beauty reaches out and loves me on my journey "home".

Dedicated to Special K

When i say, "I love you", im saying every part of you. The parts we laugh and giggle about. The moment you take those deep breaths. It covers even the sassy times, i really love those times. Even the times, you choose not to tell me, i love you during those times. The times when there is silence, i love you may not being said but i hope its felt. For all the times youve missed out on, we will do all of them. When you are sad or lonely know that i am always there for you. You only need to invite me, i will love you through everything. Because i love every facet of you. That means every edge i love all the same. You are the best part of me. Forever will i love all of you.

Dedicated to Special K

Worth

I remember when i was 8, it was stolen taken from me. When i tried to talk about it, i was silenced. When i turned 17, i joined the army to attain it back, never to be hurt again. At 19, i was deployed in a foreign land, i had gained some back; but there it was all taken away. I tried to reach out and grasp it by reaching out to the president but it was obtained. At 20 i came home to now a foreign land in which i was born with a new illness that kept from what i thought i could reach it again. I married thought i gained some back. Healing began 20 years couch service telling a tale to obtain some. At 42 marriage failed because of growing apart, lost what i attained. At 43 i tried to replace it quickly with a ready made family. Only to have it destroyed over and over again. At 49 traveling with wife and youngest at tow, still trying to find it.
At 50, i found it when a beautiful angel hugged me. Every insecurity, all hope, love, peace came rushing in; i obtained it. Even though, divorce strikes at it. It cannot touch it. For im found worthy of love. Something i desperately needed.
To the beautiful angel, she obtained it too something she had missed all these years. She is worthy of all my love. I so desperately want to show her daily. She and I are worthy. God created us for each other. Broken, bruised but now healing and wholeness bound by love. We are worthy!

Dedicsted to Special K my beautiful angel

When i was child, i remember the times of being wild.
I remeber no matter how it went, i could always get sent, home.
Now when im older home has changed it meaning, it is her im always dreaming, home.
When days have been good or bad, home is where i go when happy or sad.
Today, all i want to go is home, i dont have reason to roam.
She is always my home, sometimes i can only reach out by phone.
But my heart is always there, i hope she is aware.
I love her, home, is were i wish i where.
Her arms are always the doorway, that is where i always want to stay, home.
Her love is always inviting, every text, call leaves me exciting, for home.
Home sick, Lord please get me there quick.
I never want to leave, her, my home i cleave.
How i love home, her. I am so sick of being here alone.
Soon to return, for home my love burn.
Baby, im so home sick. Let me get there quick.
I will never be home sick again, i will never leave home, her again.

Dedicated to Special K

My evening is never complete until i have my walks with you. We walk hand in hand even though 800 miles seperates us. When we walk, i feel your presence, it is so real. The views are always amazing my love. You are the center of everyone one of them. The electricity i feel in my hand is nothing like i everfelt as we walk. The stride is our heart beats as one. My longing for us to just stop a minute and share our wishes under the stars. Your kiss is forever on my lips. The smoothness of your cheek as i pull you into me is like ecstacy. The warmth is so inviting as the gentle wind blows across this Wyoming prairie. The soon September drive i cant wait for the 13 hr drive to be over. To walk with you one more time.

Dedicated to Special K

I love without motive. I love you like no one could. I love you miles away. I love you is timeless. I love you for every moment of everyday. I love you not to just say but to prove it in everyway. I love you so powerful the mind cannot fathom the reason for there are so many. I love you will always be what heart beats. I love you from the day we met and forever more. I love you day in and day out. I love you from afar and near. I love you when you are happy or sad. I love you through everything. I love you test me if you need. I love you.

Dedicated to Special K

She is the one for me, she is amazing confessing to be simple.
She is the one for me, her loves brightens every day and dreary night.
She is the one for me, my heart is full of the love for her.
She is the one for me, there will never be another.
She is the one for me, her beauty is glorious.
She is the one for me, she is more than enough for me.
She is the one for me, my heart has been given to her.
She is the one, i long for, i need, everything i could hope for.
She is the one, that awakes the sun for our beautiful days together.
She is the one, that i gravitate to daily.
She is the one, the reason for my waking and working.
She is the one, who holds me together from becoming undone.
She is the one, my lifetime of loving unconfitional.
She is the one, no other compares to her.
She is the one, i worship, i love.
She is the one, my world.
She is the one....

Dedicated to Special K