I want to escape, I want to get lost
I want to wander and go to places undiscovered
I want to touch the sky, I want to kiss the rain
I want to float in the ocean, I want to feel the breeze of spring
I want to seize the moment, I want to live

Today I saw you smiling, once again, I saw that beautiful smile that makes the heaven open.
Today I heard you talking, talking about how silly you are every day and you can't stop laughing.
Today I saw your beautiful eyes where I can see my future.
Today I saw you, the person I would like to spend the rest of my life with.
Today, a realization hits me.
I realized that I can only see you from afar, I can only love you in distance, I can only dream about you, that I already lost my heart to you.

What if you choose me?
What if we are still together?
Maybe I am not in pain
Maybe we're just happy
But you chose him over me
You are now happy
And me? I'm just sad

I can't write anymore as I can't put my sadness into words
I can't write anymore as I don't want to write about you
I can't write anymore as my  heart can't tell how much it feels
I can't write anymore as what I am feeling cannot be written
I can't write anymore as I don't want to remember what we used to

I can still feel the pain from yesterday
In the middle of melancholy, I am drowning
Forgetting you I am always trying
But forgetting you causes me so much pain

Can we just go back to the time when we first met?
Can we just go back to the time when I first held your hand?
Can we just go back to the time when we first hugged and kissed?
Can we just go back to the time when everything was about you and me?
But I think, I all have is just a wish.

I look above the heavens and stare at the stars
I am clearing my mind with so many wars
Wars that I never once won
People that I lost and now gone

For the light shines whenever you smile
Worrying in me instantly dies
You are a light-bringer and provides hope
You remove sadness and replace it with joy

I can vividly remember the day we first met
It was not the best day nor the timing is not perfect
I was in love with someone and you are with no one
Then we separate paths the communication was gone

Years have passed I was happy and single
Then you too enjoying life and ready to mingle
Our paths crossed we fell in love in the middle
The long lost feelings suddenly rekindle

We were so happy everything was euphoric
It's like flying to the moon everything was classic
Suddenly something happened just like in the movies
The once happy couple decided to end things

We were broken, our hearts are miserable
The pain that we are suffering is unbearable
What have gone wrong, what have gone wrong
The question in my mind I'm thinking for so long

I miss you so much, I miss you badly
I am in love with you truly and madly
Baby I read and re-read all your letters
We are from lovers turned to strangers

My heart is grieving, my heart is crying
No words can express how am I feeling
The pain never stops my chest is bleeding
I think I badly need healing

The First Day

First morning without you here with me
First morning without a good morning from you
The first morning I need to forget
The first morning that I need to accept
I need to accept that you're already gone
I need to embrace that I have to say goodbye to the one I love

Second Day

The second day, I can feel a colder bed
I can feel my heart in total pain
My eyes are swelling because of crying
I stare at space thinking what have gotten wrong
Asking myself am I not enough for you to stay

Third Day

This is the third day since you left
On the third day, I can still feel the torment
I can't forget and unsee our past
On the third day, I hope I can finally forget you
On the third day, I am praying that I can finally let you go

Sadness is what I feel inside
I felt lost in the middle of the night
I have nowhere to go, nowhere to find
What I really feel I cannot stop and hide

It feels like my heart is breaking in two
My heart is bleeding every time I think of you
You are the most wonderful person I know
Thinking of you leaving me hurts me the most

I love you grandmom words I would say
I can't see the life I live without you, I want you to stay
I prayed and I prayed to God to take care of you
Because life without you is empty and untrue

Good morning my sunshine, my ray of light
Good morning to my coffee who keeps me awake at night
Good morning my blessing a God sent from above
Good morning my love, the bundle of joy in my heart

I fell in love with you in the most unexpected way
I felt true love in your arms once again
I can't figure out what is this all about
But one thing I am sure is I am in love

I like your eyes, your nose, and your lips
Every time you smile, I feel peace
I lack words to describe how great you are
What I only know is I love you and I truly am

You bring peace in the midst of the storm
All I want is you more and more
You are my favourite poison forever I'll choose
I will always love you as much as I could

I can see what lies ahead of me
I can see beautiful things in such thee
Life is a roller-coaster ride full of pain and heartaches
But when I look at you, things are being changed

When I look into your eyes I can see paradise
When I see your smile everything seems worthwhile
When you hold my hand I don't want to let go
When you say I love you my heart jumps in joy

I love you, the words that I always want to say
I love you, the words I want to express
My heart skips a beat because of you
But will always beat and will say I love you

To the person, I love the most,

I can smell lilies and daisies from afar
I can feel comfort and warmth in your arms
I can see my future ahead of me
Every time I look in your eyes I can see clearly

I can be the person whoever I want to be
Whenever I am beside you I feel free
You are the light in my darkest days
And my fire in the coldest place

Having you was the greatest give I've received
An angel sent from heaven, a ray of sunshine indeed
A piece of music in my ear I want to listen every minute
A gift from God I will always treasure and keep

I love you my heart shouts and shouts
I love you my mind always announce
Forever I'll be grateful and thankful to God
That He gave me the most precious angel from above