I want to escape, I want to get lost
I want to wander and go to places undiscovered
I want to touch the sky, I want to kiss the rain
I want to float in the ocean, I want to feel the breeze of spring
I want to seize the moment, I want to live

Today I saw you smiling, once again, I saw that beautiful smile that makes the heaven open.
Today I heard you talking, talking about how silly you are every day and you can't stop laughing.
Today I saw your beautiful eyes where I can see my future.
Today I saw you, the person I would like to spend the rest of my life with.
Today, a realization hits me.
I realized that I can only see you from afar, I can only love you in distance, I can only dream about you, that I already lost my heart to you.

What if you choose me?
What if we are still together?
Maybe I am not in pain
Maybe we're just happy
But you chose him over me
You are now happy
And me? I'm just sad

I can't write anymore as I can't put my sadness into words
I can't write anymore as I don't want to write about you
I can't write anymore as my  heart can't tell how much it feels
I can't write anymore as what I am feeling cannot be written
I can't write anymore as I don't want to remember what we used to

I can still feel the pain from yesterday
In the middle of melancholy, I am drowning
Forgetting you I am always trying
But forgetting you causes me so much pain

Can we just go back to the time when we first met?
Can we just go back to the time when I first held your hand?
Can we just go back to the time when we first hugged and kissed?
Can we just go back to the time when everything was about you and me?
But I think, I all have is just a wish.

I look above the heavens and stare at the stars
I am clearing my mind with so many wars
Wars that I never once won
People that I lost and now gone