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Elsa Nov 2019
My memories came back in the form of butterflies flying in a summer breeze. Looking at them closely, see the broken and full butterflies flying near, those are the one that carries the bad and depressing memories, notice how they stay close to me, how many there seems to be. Those are the only memories I can truly remember. They never seem to stray too far. Now looking further are the healthy, bright and colorful butterflies that fly beyond arms reach, they carry my happiest memories. Notice how little in numbers they are?
Elsa Oct 2019
Art
Every artist draws or paints the thing that means most to them.
Every artist chooses something beautiful to illustrate, and gives it meaning,
and for me, I chose you, cause out of everything the world had to offer you were what was most beautiful to me.
Elsa Oct 2019
My dreams are a place of fantasy, its where everything isn't as it seems. Its where I can make myself beautiful. Why? Who knows, but me :)
Elsa Sep 2019
It's the mirror in your bedroom that you sob into, wondering what is wrong with you that absolutely no one with talk to you. Its almost like it's mocking you, but it only states the truth. Its cold mostly. Its long winter days spent by yourself, curled up by a fire place, waiting, hoping for a phone call from a friend, or anyone. Its the sound of silence in a room full of people. Its the colors that dull after a long time and the feeling of nothing underneath your fingertips. This, this is what loneliness feels like.
Elsa Sep 2019
You wear a mask for so long, it stats to feel real. Its not some lie used to convince others how you truly feel anymore, no. You've worn it for so long that now its apart of who you are as a person. No one can tell the difference anymore.
Elsa Sep 2019
I'll admit I'm not okay.
I cry myself to sleep.
I can't sleep.
I'm paranoid.
No one likes me.
I don't have friend, but why would i, I'm boring and weird.
I can't keep a conversation.
I'm not that smart.
Ill never be pretty enough.
I'm pretty much useless.
Sometimes I feel like giving up.
Elsa Sep 2019
Don't expect mankind to repair you. When you've already been broken way before they seem to notice. When they’ve turned their backs on you, seeing but never really doing anything to help.
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