If it was that simple for you to cease adoring me, than regardless of the love you had for me, I may be stronger off without.

I had a heart,
and somehow you manage to rip it out and take it along with you.

My lover is as pink as the evening hour appears, his lips are as soft as a fully grown rose petal, streaked with watermelon underneath willow trees. Shadows that seem to dance around his face as the evening light fades into darkness.

Its over and done with, I feel so alone now.
This is a type of sadness that I've never known.
How could i let my happiness just slip through my fingers like that? Now i'm afraid this hurt is here to stay.

You made lots of promises that weren't made to be broken.
Yet many words between us were left unspoken.
Tell me how could i know you'd leave me like this.

It's over now and i still hope its been all a bad dream.
I never thought we would end up like this.
Why did I let this happen to me!

I've been sitting at the bottom of my
swimming pool for a while now,
drowning my thoughts out,
cause who i am isn't who i used to be,
and i'm not unconquerable,
and i'm  not breakable.
i'm only a human being,
can't you see the beauty in me?